tired...i m dead tired cos of the trial camp tt lasted 2 days 1 night in the sch...we brk camp yesterday ay 9 pm instead at 7pm lorz...cos the debriefing very long...den we only hv our dinner at 6.30 so its definately impossible to go back at 7...but who noes its until sooo long make me damn tired lorz while listening to pple debriefing...den somemore...we only hv bout 5 hrs of slp the camp...cos we only managed to slp at 3 am aft we hv our night walk in the sch...n we gotta wake up at 7am so as to go for a short run at 8am...

the nite walk was not very scary cos the gurls gotta to walk in pairs ma...i walked wif jingpei...n its like we r talking away as those s gls r scaring us...as if we r gg shopping like tt...anyway...lucky got pple accompany me thru the walk or else i wld hv been scared out of my wits liao...den we talk crap along the nite walk...the walk was pretty fast cos gurls go in pairs ma...den we slpt like at 3 lorz...

nxt day we woke at 7 for the short run...damn xianz lorz...we ran 2 rounds around the track...tired sia...den aft tt in the aft we played some stations games where we get damn dirty lorz...esp playing the earthworm gym...where we rolled in the mud...**yucks**...its the second time in my whole life i m soooo dirty liao...anyway i really did enjoy the trial camp lorz...cos it makes me noe more bout my fellow gls...

den although slept at 10.45pm n woke up at 10.30am...but i m still darn tired...esp my long lost relative came n visit me today...haiz...xianz...

wahaha...today get back our exams results liao...ok la...the results...for me i felt quite happy lorz...cos its like at least i din fail my IT module though i m pretty sure i hv the great potential to fail one lorz...

i m really happy for my core module la...got AD for cbo...A+ for physio n A for obc...cos i study until siao for the 3 subjects...at least i din get a B+...or else i confirm saded one lorz...really heng heng for my obc cos at the back some qns the chapters i left it out n din study ma...so heng lorz...den physio paper oso a bit diff...cos a lot of the nervous system came out den make me soooo nervous tt i basically crap thru out the paper lorz...

den for waa got a B n cats got a B+...ok lorz...feel tt its not too bad...den ita got a C n itp got a C+...think for my ita its definately my prj pull me up cos if u pple still remebers i did fail my access test n got a retest for it all thnks to phang chee boon la...anyway thnk god i passed my IT module...

ouch...my knee damn pain sia esp my mum force me to apply medicine on my knee...for those who doesnt noe wat happened...ok i shall tell u wat happened...

today as usual we r hving our usual gl training...n its like aft we cheer n cheer...n somemore cheer aft many hrs...the s gls let us play 1 game la...which u r supposed to pass thru the skipping rope la...i mean b4 playing the game...i got a not so gd feeling tt i might not b able to pass thru so easily...so when its my turn to cross i was getting myself ready n head straight passing the rope...kns n at dis moment i lost my momentum as i started to dash across the rope lorz...n datz how i fell...damn maluating lorz...haiz...last holiday i oso hv fell outside of cine lorz n it was juz b4 tt class outing which we r celebrating mei zhu's bdae...n 5 months later i fell again...wat a clumsy person m i...haiz...

den recently oso quite xianz lorz...read lotsa story bks liao...but read so many oso xianz...so i began to play the roller coaster tycoon computer game...ok la...i m hooked le la...cos long time no play liao oso...xianz la at hme...

finally...the gl grouping out liao lorz...me in the grp 'dragon'...wif kathleen, kc n jeremy...not bad arh the grp...heng no hv the somebody lorz...thnk God...Amen....

juz now went to j8 wif bennie to watch shrek 2...the movie damn nice lorz...funny sia...esp the scene when shrek's frenz r gg to rescue shrek frm the prison...n oso the pinocchio whose nose wld become long aft lying...so funny lorz tt pinocchio wore women's underwear...lolz...make me laugh until siao...really very nice arh the show...den the puss in boots oso damn funny lorz...esp the innocent face he likes to give...haha....really a must watch i tell u all...nice show sia...

this wk really went out a lot lorz...yesterday din went for work cos the auntie annie told me tt she wld be gg down so i no need to go for work lorz...act i damn happy lorz cos amk there oso damn xianz lorz...

anyway yesterday went orchard wif my parents la...cos they gg the orchar pt og ma...den somemore we r gg wif my aunt they all...quite xianz lorz...juz walk ard...wanted to buy the op berms but c liao...haiz...think i gotta think abt it somemore...cos its like the berms i wear a few times den i dun wear liao...not as if in sch i oso wearing berms lorz...

anyway...saw the 3D nail art sticker...its like the sticker n one nail polish is only $10 lorz...n i lke it damn much lorz...so i went n buy secretly...dun want to let mother c...but she saw it anyway...kept nagging at me tt how i anyhow spent my $$$ when we reached hme...wah laoz...den somemore she likes to compare btw me n my cousin--hui li who is damn tok kong in her studies n she is tt kind of model daughter for parenys lorz...wah i hated it tt my mom keeps saying things tt is unrelated to the current topic tt we r argueing lorz...its like frm buying nail sticker it can drag to my morale issue man...kaoz...cos i noe buying such things will lead to many unhappy things...

so datz y i dun like her to noe lorz...ya i noe i m vain la n she dun give a damn on such things but its not as if i m spending her $$$ like tt...its the $$$ tt i m earning lorz...somemore during the holidays as usual i dun hv pocket $$$ one...so i gotta earn my own $$$ lorz...damn xianz...worst i still gotta contribute some of my salary to her...din give my $$$ still wanna take $$$ frm me...damn feddup man...haiz...xianz...

recap this whole wk...i think i hv been like gg out everyday lorz...haiz...very tired sia...xianz...
->monday-- went to orchard wif may for our ktv date n later watch troy

->tuesday-- went to my aunt's hse in cck

->wednesday-- go back to sch for gl training

->thursday-- went to orchard wif bennie to accompany her for an interview at ngee ann city level 19...we oso got walk walk a bit...den ben found a orange tank top she likes...(**at last**)...lolz...(**winkz**)...den we managed to sit at burger king to chat chat n gossip...haha...a really great session i think...at least i managed to release all my vengance to her...

->friday-- since i went out for so many times liao...mom hv finally command me not to go out anymore...but paiseh sia...i realized i gotta work cos andrew called me last min to go down to west mall the tom n stephanie there to do stock...cos a lot of stock is coming ma so i gotta help jo's aunt...siew kee...anyway stock came at 6.15...but we did the stock until 9 den i went off le...cos i work frm 1 to 9 ma...but the auntie still gotta do the stocks until finish...feel so bad cos i left early...

->saturday-- went to four seasons (**used to be the bestway dept store**) to work cos gotta relief the auntie...who happens to be annie cos she kena tranfered to amk frm bugis...haiz...there very xianz lorz...no doubt there got many pple...but not many r buying bedsheets lorz...xianz...

-->sunday-- juz received a call frm annie...she wants me to relief her again cos she got 2 days mc...haiz...xianz...she still want me to push sales...think i GOD arh...if pple dun want buy i oso cant force them rite???...haiz...

haiz xianz...juz now went to sch for gl training frm 1 to 5...learned quite a bit of cheers n songs lorz...bit of tired frm the training...felt damn sticky lorz cos during the training the weather is damn humid...

sad tt 1m02 gotta split up...wil definately miss some of the classmates tt r gg to the nxt module...pple like yan qing n elayna...these 2 gurls known them since first day of sch n r basically very nice n cute pple...haiz poor angela gotta separated frm the 2 gurls...but anyway...angie...u oso hv to be motivated no matter if yan n elayna is wif u a not...lolz...will oso miss angela see...for her blurness...hahaha...another very cute gurl tt i gotta noe better during the IS module...hv a great taste for guys i must say...lolz...will oso miss pple like our mr lau kim hui...for his humour...guy known for his ability to talk cock...n oso the gurls like elya...a great class rep for the past 1 yr...will miss her "balestier hill sec sch"...lolz...really a responsible gal i must say...n oso the others tt hv been pt of 1m02...

however...i m happy tt i gotta be in the same class as may...for i noe she hv always been so dependable...haha...damn glad tt she is in my class...ya got some of the jokers in 2m02 too...though its a change of enviroment...i do hope for the best out of it...n i really thnk god tt my lect dun hv the stupid monkey man...yesh!!!...though still got a big sweet potato...lolz...

haiz...xianz...i m really damn sick now...cos got running nose mah...gosh...yesterday nite aft i took my medicine...i went to slp straight away at round 12...but hor juz slept for 2 hrs den i woke up liao...ok so i went n hv a drink since i was damn thirsty n continue to slp...den 2 hrs later i woke up again...kaoz...kept dreaming bout the same things lorz...damn...cant slp very well...though i hugged my beloved bolster very tightly but still...cant slp...but luckily in the end managed to catch some slp...but i still gotta take an aft nap lorz...cos really not enough slp man...xianz...

den somemore juz now still went to my aunt's hse in cck...damn long the journey...make me a bit giddy...but ok lorz...go to her hse at least can play wif my very cute cousin--siang siang...dis little cousin of mine is 4 yrs old la...but is damn naughty...always make his elder sister damn feddup wif him one n oso damn hyper...can run n run round the hse one...haha...somemore he damn cool lorz...cos heard frm my aunt tt he damn attitude in the kindergarden...when the teacher talks to him he dun want to ans one but he got talk to his frenz in the sch lah...damn attitude man...lolz...

yoyo...long time no blog le...haiz...damn xianz lorz for the last few days cos hv been working denn reach hme oso damn xian liao...haiz...so since i ve been working for 4 consecutive days...thought tt i cld really enjoy myself today...

well i really enjoyed gg to k box wif may...the k box is really cheap in the morn frm 11 to 2 where we juz gotta pay for the set lunch and the extra charges bout 16%...sang until quite shuang lorz...but i got soar throat...so sang until a bit out lorz for most of the times...

aft tt we went to parragon cos may wanna trim her eyebrows...so waited bout 10 min for her n wwe went to a chinese tim sum restaurant n ate the xiao long pau...wah...damn nice lorz...the juice...wooo...though a bit ex...$8.50 for 10...but really very satisfied sia...

aft hving our high tea...we went to lucky plz n check out my perfume...always wanted to buy the daviddoff cool water...may saw b4 tt the 100 ml cool water is selling for $37...but found tt its act those testers lorz...but later we went to fing the indian guys n he said we wld sell us for $49 for 100 ml...still find it quite cheap compared to those departmental stores lorz...ok...my aim is by nxt month i can buy the perfume...wahahah...

aft tt we went to far east n walk walk...act i quite xianz lorz cos i hv been hving running nose for the whole day n so quite xianz...we walk around n see earings shoes n clothes...at tt time was already 4.30 to 5 liao...so its like i m wondering y din winnie called may...cos its like i thought winnie is supposed to call may n tell her wat movie they watching later...cos the bunch of them was meeting at 4 so logically by 4.30 they shld hv confirmed wif us wat movie they watching so den we wld c if we r gg to join them...esp sincce may hv already watched so many movies liao ma...so i called winnie at 5.38...but they already watching movie liao...the korean movie--pls teach me eng...honestly...i was really pissed off...its not i petty or wat...its juz tt i thought they supposed to inform us bout wat movie they watching...i was really appalled by the matter of the fact tt i m so easily forgotten by pple...ironically by the pple who noes me...well...ya i admit tt i m a plain jane who juz fades off as a background to those who dunno me...haiya...anyway watz done is done...n as long may, bennie, jing yun, jo, nick n bei bei...(**n ofcourse ya u noe who** though it wld b a real miracle if he can take note bout me)...doesnt forgets bout me...the rest doesn't matter...haha...

anyway thnx to them i m able to watch troy...yesh!!!...finally able to watch the show....though watching alone...but the show is damn "jing cai" lorz...esp brad pitt...wah the bods...c liao can "liu cou shui" man...**oops**...haha...the show damn nice...den the female lead is oso very beautiful man...caught the 6.15 show...den really sorry arh may...threw u at lido...paiseh arh...reached hme round 9 something den by den i really kena knocked out lorz...cos by then i already running nose liao...haiz...sad sia...den somemore kena some scolding frm mom...cos i left the hse at 10.30 n reached hme at 9...haha...

den juz heard frm angie tt the class list is out liao...damn happy lorz...cos my frenz all same class ma...heng may is oso same class as me lorz...yesh...or else i oso damn xianz...yeh...m02 rawks...hahahaha...

yOz...hmmm...later gotta work at tiong bahru plz the tom n stephanie there lorz...frm 12 to 8pm...i will be there till sunday...haiz...xianz...dun like working cos damn xian lorz working...u wld be so lonely cos u ve got no one to talk to...xianz...but for the sake of $$$...i ve no choice lorz...dis month crisis man...cos during the holidays got foc camp den i gotta but sleeping bag,sandles,1 very big bag for camp...gosh...i ve gotta spend soooo much $$$...haiz...think of it i very xian liao...so...hope there wld be mork work for me bah...(ToT)...

today rush to a lot of places man...firstly went to np to meet may so as to get the quail eggs frm her...since she hv bought them for me...i hurry until xiao in the morn to make the hotdogs n oso went to buy the cucumber frm serene centre...beside my hse there cos my hse no cucumber liao ma...den met may at the atrium n we poke the quail eggs wif the hotdogs at the atrium...

wah lao...pple brought lotsa food to rheka's place lorz...nick bought a huge tray of bee hoon...den the most exagerating is eugene...bought 1 watermelon,1 honey dew n 2 bunch of grapes...haha...eat until damn full lorz...tt i din even hv my dinner...we've got too much food left over liao...cos our 2 "big eaters"...rayn n seng kiat din come...otherwise they confirm can finish so much food one...haha...

i left at round 3.30 to meet bennie at jurong pt...chat a bit at the long john's silvers...n she hv ordered the grill fish thingy wif rice stuff...wah...the fish damn sucky lorz tt even me as a person who's not very particular bout food find it sucky lorz...worst ben...haha...i strongly recommend u all not to try the grill fish thingy wif rice stuff...(it's their new menu)...

anyway...ya...bennie u ask me which situation is worst...mine or urs...i wld say mine is worst...cos its like at least u can still chat wif him until quite late lorz...but for my case...sorry so sad...dunno wat to chat to him...n if i chat he might not reply me one lorz...haiz...so jealous of u sia...haha...

act suppose to meet elayna n mei zhu they all at the bus stop outside k box one...but so "qiao" i saw them walkin to k box while i hv juz reach dhobby ghaut...quite shuang la...den hor our elya...damn tok kong...her voice damn power sia...sang eVonne's song until very high like tt...haha...honestly if nxt time she become singer i oso not surprise one lorz...haha...den kim hui sang "unchained melody"...wah lao...my hair all stand up liao lorz...haha...damn funny...but poor thing tt the guys gotta pay $19+++...u can imagine how kim hui's face changed upon hearing the price lorz...den since wed is lady's nite is only$10+++...haha...really...our class pple all very gd in singing one lorz...though i used to be in choir in sec sch...but paiseh huh i think i sang very "lan" lorz...haiz...so sad...haha...left the place at 9.45 cos i gotta teach my sis human geog...haiz...

long time no blog liao...hey per...hope u r doing well in scotland...take care ya...n thnx for the "sign language" ya...hope tt when u came back i dun hv to do the "sign language" liao...

yesterday went to jurong pt n work cos there got a bedlinen fair mah...work frm 1 till 9.30pm so my leg was like aching like mad aft work...den somemore i very long din work le mah... den while i m working may came n visit me...heng she came lorz...or else i ll be bored to death liao lah...

juz now went to coronation ntuc to get the quail eggs n suasages for tml class outing...damn...the ntuc there dun hv quail eggs...luckily may helped me to buy at her area there...or else tml early in the morn i gotta go to the market n buy liao...

haiz...very xian arh...den very long din online liao cos working mah...so juz changed my blog skin juz for a change n oso for bennie who clams tt my pooh background is hard to c cos of the colour of the backgound...so i changed a black one...hope its easier to read the words...

recently hor my hse there got lotsa mosquitoes n i m always kena one lorz...dunno y they always like to aim at my poor legs...ya i noe the surface area of my legs r large so its easier for the mosquitoesto aim...but i got lotsa trademarks on my legs liao...**sob sob**...not pretty liao...so ugly...n so itchy...

Wahahahahahaahaha....Yesh!!!!!! my lappy fixed liao....hahaha...thnx to may help me to run the patch n do the fire wall...thnx soooo much...

however...haiz...reallin got mixed feelings now lorz...act today i shld be damn happy cos i finished my exam liao n somemore may helped me fix my lappy n i downloaded the windows media player series 9 so now i can play mw media player...but...i juz noe frm bennie tt mrs lee hv passed away...i m realli affected by this news lorz...

yesterday while studying for physio...gotta noe frm yenching, reina n angela tt mrs lee got hopistalised as she fainted in smss den her capilary burst...but....i din realise tt in such a short time she hv passed away...though i m not so close wif her compared to the others...but she was our formal principal...she is really a figure in smss...whenever i think of smss i wld think of her...

life is full of unexpectancy...she's someone tt i look upon as person of strong personality...a person who can lead to sch...a person of humour...i juz din realise a person can oso be so vulnerable...realli i hv not thought of this dark side of life...its juz the same feeling tt i hv got since jennifer died...n oso since my mum was ill...life is juz so vulnerable...i m crying now...worst i m in the library...

i can still remember tt we r her first batch of student in smss...i can oso remember tt when we r sec 4...there was dis meet the parents session...n she was telling us tt if our eng is not too gd...we shld go to poly cos poly is not tt bad as we hv perceived...honestly at first when i was pr6 to sec3...i always wanted to go to jc...cos i hv thought its better to go jc then poly...but aft tt session...i hv changed my mindset...cos its not tt pple gg to poly r bad student...like wat i noe now...some r in fact very brilliant...and some...eng is very tok kong one lorz...like nick, angela see n etc...i think its like her one word hv changed my thinking...

life is so vulnerable

ARGHHHHHH......wat the fuck...my laptop kena virus on sunday...dunno wat toopid virus...wah lao eh...si eh xian...the virus is like make my laptop automatic shutdown within 60 seconds while i using internet lorz...kaoz...i was damn shock when i saw the warning tt my laptop will shut down wuthin 60 seconds...kns...wat the...my first immediate rxn is call may n tell her bout it...den on monday heard frm may tt many pple kena den its like the mel is full of pple now...haiz...hopefully can get the patch frm angela...kns....

juz finish my cell bio exam...now in application lab at library...the com here oso can automatic shutdown one lorzmust be the virus...haiz...