Monday, June 28, 2004

wahaha...today is the first day of sch lorz...very looked forward for this day...but at the same time very depressed cos the starting of sch me already year 2 liao lorz...*sob sob*...me so old le...haiz really missed the old days when we first day of sch when we r hving our microbio prac...haiz...sadded sia...esp my new class...act at first i thought its ok bout the rearrangement of our new class...but i somehow missed 1m02...cos at least the pple there is we all noe each other one lorz...but in 2m02...some of the guys there like act sey bou sey like tt...kns...then they damn stupid lorz...dunno how to pass the attendance list to us one lorz...only noe tt they hv to sign themselves but nvr think of others one lorz...kns...idiotic pigs...

well enough of them...damn it...today our first lesson is immunology prac...n our first task is to tail bleed the mice la...so ofcourse this most impt job will be handles over to bei bei...since me may n him r in the same grp when doing prac...lol...yeah...the sai kang will b handled over to him...lol...ya...den as we caught the mice...rather bei bei...n we wanted to put the mice into the container so tt we can tail bleed the mice...the mice like kinda escaped lorz...n it like escaped to the bench n oso to the floor n it almost got stepped flat by angie...lol...heng arh...i dun want the poor mice to bcome roti prata...lol...den our mr rayn din come for prac cos he thought tt the first wk no prac n tutorials...diaoz...u think i thought who confirmed...lol...so clever arh he...den during the lect he kept saying the freshies r mutant but he forgot tt he oso a mutant himself...lol...

generally the lessons r ok...but i really hate maths lorz...cos really arh...the differentiation thingy i all returned to the big bird already...den somemore gotta learned integration...kns...half the time i m either lost or i m sleepy....siao liao...really gotta take maths...xianz...

Friday, June 25, 2004

i m really damn xianz now...i really wanna go wif them to celebrate emmy's bday one lorz...kaoz...but i gotta work n its like andrew hv asked me to work frm thurs to sun since last wk...cos he hv confirmed time wif me liao den i hv no reasons i cant work lorz...i very sad sia...cant join them...*sob sob*...very depressed...haiz...kaoz...xianz...anyway eugene said if got time den come bj find me...but i dun think they wld b coming...ya anyway all those words i said above r wat i was feeling when i m at work at 4.41pm...at this pt in time i m damn xianz...tt i wrote wat i felt at seiyu n now i m blogging it...n true enough they din come...xianz...

den juz now in the morn we went for the lsct graduation...we r like suppose to usher the guests n graduates lorz...the job is damn tiring lorz...den i still gotta wear my darn heels...make my leg ache like hell...den aft our shift...we r like damn hungry n we oso like keep on taking photos as if we r graduates like tt...lolz...den i took couple of pict lorz...den got take pict wif ryan n cabin...den its damn funny lorz when the scandal couples( cherrina wif leroy, joyce wif ryan, n cabin wif zhihui) took photos tgt...esp cabin n zhihui still take the graduation cert n acts like macham in rom like tt...lolz...

Thursday, June 24, 2004

yOz...disappeared frm the net for 5 days 4 nite...cos i got camp in sch ma...2 days for prep camp n 3 days for foc camp...though only 1 day hv passed...but really i miss my grp dragon...i missed their "watz up" cheer...their siao onz spirit sia...really...though i not tt close to them compared to the welfare pple...cos i m in the games comm n i really hardly hv time to c them...but there r really a bunch of great pple tt i m really proud of...n well done dragons for the forum tt is specially for our grp...

19/06/04 saturday
went to sch for preparation for foc camp...we pay eugene our push up in installments of 15 per hr...its a day full of tekan n shit...but at nite we went to emmy's hse n eat steamboat...n aft tt we went to alameen n "la teh"--meaning drink tea...we drink until pass midnite n talk shit there la...then when we went back to sch...we gurls bathe in male toilet cos the guys r juz outside the toilet n we scared to go to female toilet ma...den the male toilet a bit smelly n somemore the bath room a bit opaque...wah lao eh...n at nite we gotta slp at the pyramids which is outdoor...n kena mosquito bite lorz...

20/06/04 sunday
went n buy fruits n vegetable frm the market...ya...den we bought the $7 watermelon...n i dun wish to explain the episode...den another round full of tekan lorz...but at nite...we really get very emotional cos eugene said tt he wld not b our instructor anymore cos frm tt day onwards we wld b gls already...n he kept saying all the sad things n wejuz cry n cry n worst even kc broke down...anyway tt nite i slept the best cos we slept at the ktv lounge den got air-con n cushions somemore...

21/06/04 monday
the first day of foc...wooo...gotta c my grp members...den played ice breakers wif them...they quite onz in the morn lorz...but dunno y at nite when we played angels n devils...the dragons like dead dragon like tt...then i m incharged of the lucky dip station...den joyce is helping me wif the station n wee koh oso helped us for the pail game...never thought tt wee koh was my angel in the angel n mortal game thingy...

22/06/04 tuesday
me incharged of the shooting stars station...n when dragons came to my station they macham very god mood lorz...really damn encouraged by them...

23/06/04 wed
we got a mini party...cos tt day is official brk camp day...den we dance like mad...n i think i was in god mood liao...

Friday, June 18, 2004

yeah...3 more days to foc...n tml i gotta go to sch n prepare for the foc camp...n i wld b staying in sch frm sat rite up till wed lorz...so all tgt i wld b in sch for 5 days 4 night...wah...xianz...confirm not enough slp one...n pamela wld b damn cranky liao...n i can even predict tt i wld b sick straight aft the camp lorz...

den today as usual we went for the dance training...its like i m damn sick of tt song "pop" liao lorz...been repeating the dance over n over again n yet we hv not master the dance yet...haiz...we really not enough time liao lorz...*sad sad*...den today we really dance until we so smelly cos the weather really humid sia...*chou chou*...

haiz...think of tml oso a bit xianz...cos tml eugene confirm (plus chop)tt he wld tekan us until siao...n worst we still owe him 1100 push ups...wah xianz...confirm do until my arm cramp one...*sniff sniff*...

Tuesday, June 15, 2004

xianz...today morn went for dance pract...waited quite a while for andrew cos he bringing the radio ma...den the guys lke talking crap...esp simon n edmund lim tt grp...as usual cabin kena suan frm us when zhi hui came...anyway...he wld always b remembered as yong you zhi hui de nan ren one...lolz...den we learn a new song called the dancing queen...ok lorz...not too bad...but very retro...den later learnt halfway n went straight to work at west mall...tiring lorz...ya nth much to say liao...

Sunday, June 13, 2004

today a bit xian...cos i gotta wake up damn early lorz...not cos of work but cos my father company there got a family day at the discovery centre...soo no choice gotta go lorz...of all places discovery centre...tt place damn xianz one lorz...haiz...anyway...the place really xian la...not much exhibition one so we went n watch 2 shows in the theatre there n oso went for 2 motion stimulator ride...no choice...the place really xian la...n the weather there is really darn hot la...spoil my mood sia...xianz...

kns...den juz saw the forumn bout the topic bout joyce's video...wah lao...i read liao...i already damn pissed off wif some of the sgls lorz...say until like tt...think we gls r like shit is it...i read wat she wrote its like we gls r nth lorz...kaoz...ya i noe the topic is closed liao...but damn pissed off sia...say we r being rude but pls lorz...they r rude themselves lorz...n r making a big fuss out of the topic...pls lorz...forumn is opened for discussions lorz...n not an arguement...diaoz...seems like the some sgls din even noe wat is the meaning of discussion...ya ok we may seem harsh but wat bout them...i respect the say of eugene tt the topic is close...n i shall not say anything bout tt topic again in the forumn...but now here in my blog...i shall say anything i want...damn pissed off sia...kns...

Saturday, June 12, 2004

ya dis is my second post for the day...juz now went for dance practise in the morn...learn the dance until a bit pek chek cos the beat a bit the fast sia...cos they using the song nsync--pop...anyway by hook or by crook we gotta master it lorz...den suprisingly we ended the session quite early lorz...at round 1.15pm like tt...so we like wanted to go lunch tgt...then kim tee n kc is suggesting to go to eat beef noodle in amk...but a lot dun want go cos a bit the far...anyway we oso dun want to disturb the 2 lovey couple...haha...scandle scandle...lolz

den qing feng is suggesting to go orchard isetan there to shop shop...at first he chio bei bei go only...but later he oso ask may they all n edmund n those guys go la...act i thought may gg so i oso tag along...but later she say she dun want go to orchard cos she wear until very not nice den somemore its far frm her place...den me is anything one cos i juz want to hv lunch outside...anyway i did tag along la...cos go hme oso xianz lorz...den may kena suan by yibin cos she said tt she anything one(anything bout gg anywhere) but she dun want go orchard...den yibin suan her say niao hua...lolz...

den we kept suaning qifeng bout shuzhen...n we wanted to go n c the legendary shuzhen first b4 gg to find emmy in the insetan scotts where she's working...ok so we proceeded to orchard point og to find shuzhen...during the journey to orchard...the guys r like damn lame lorz...its like one of the guys wanted to c if the whole stretch of bell above the window can press a not...den simon go n press it...n the bell did work la...worst no one is stopping at the stop lorz...so its like kinda embarrase but the guys r like pretending nth hv happened...n r like "singing" la-la-la(the way eugene hv taught us)...kaoz...damn funny lorz...siao liao...

when we finally reach orchard pt n saw shuzhen...wat i can say is tt she really not bad...quite pretty i must say...wah qing feng's taste not bad sia...but then qing feng din dare to go in n find her...scared malu sia...but anyway he oso poor thing kena suan by us until siao...aft tt went to cuppage one coffee shop there n eat...the food there damn not nice lorz...n somemore so ex...xian diao...aft tt we went to lido there n shop shop a bit...den there got op sales...wanted to buy the shorts but the short a bit the too short so din buy la...the guys wanted to go watch "the best bet"...so i anything join them la...n we watched the 5.15pm show...meanwhile while waiting for the show...we r like nowhere to go so we went to isetan supermarket n walk walk...den aft tt dunno y we r sitting outside of the maccafe there n beginning to crap again...the show a bit stupid la...but ok la...den edmund lim say watched the show liao wanted to go but 4d...diaoz...
wah xian diao...since me still using the 56k thingy modem...so its like my study room de phone line got sth wrong...as it doesn't hv any dial tone so i cant online lorz...so nvr mind...i used my hme main phone line which is in the living room...at first i was still ok...but dunno y yesterday its like dun hv dial tone again lorz...diaoz...i try n try until a point when i m able to get the dial tone lorz...ok great i m able to get a dial tone n so i can online...but dunno y my nosy father came n touch the "sensitive" phone line n suddenly n i really mean suddenly i was disconnected frm internet...kaoz...i was damn pissed off wif him lorz...so kp one...u c c can liao ma...y touch the line...so today no choice i brought my lappy to sch cos later i oso got the dance practise for gl sia...xianz...

11-Jun-04 friday
went to sch again for the games comm meeting lorz...xianz...always meet n meet...den somemore we meet at 9 lorz...xianz...den in the middle eugene came den we oso gossip a bit lorz...we oso gossip bout forumn thingy bout joyce filming the video in andrew's hse...den we gotta noe who the hydra is lorz...ya den meet till bout 5.30...kaoz...xianz...

10-Jun-04 Thursday
went to orchard again...it is like my 3rd time in orchard for this wk so far lorz...on mon went wif bennie n my sis to c harry potter...on wed went orchard wif gls to malu ourselves...den dis time went orchard wif my family cos my mother wanted to watch "Day aft tml"...so when we reached there i went to cine to buy tix first...den my mother waiting for me n my sis at paragon cos we gg to eat at the ding tai feng there...so aft buying the tix...i like shun bian go to heerens lorz n walk walk a bit b4 gg to meet my parents...i was thinking of gg to find rayn cos he work there ma in the u.r.s...ya den saw him there n chat a bit la...den found out he oso din enrol for IS lorz cos he gotta work...diaoz...can go ask his fren to help him enrol rite...anyway...i helped may to enrol lorz cos she gotta go back to sch for the welfare gls thingy...den poor bei bei din enrol cos his appointment is at 8 am so he hv missed it...so these 2 guys gotta enrol at nite liao la...den while i was enrolling rite...i was sort of lost lorz...cos i dunno where to go to enrol...so i go look at the step-by-step instructions den understand one lorz...i enrolled class T48 for the lifeskills thingy which is 10-2pm...den the IT module i enrolled T04 n chose IT spreadsheet cos my programming sux n i hate it lorz...den since i enrolled for may...so i oso chose the same class la...den i think winnie oso same class as me for the practical spreadsheet class...good la...cos more pple same class better...

Wednesday, June 09, 2004

haiz...long time no blog liao lorz...today went for training as usual lorz...we today assembled at 9 lorz...met junius on the way to the pyramids...den as we reach there...eugene is like doing the "good morning gls" thingy...ahaha...damn funny lorz...esp we r like doing it all the while when we r in andrew's hse on sunday...cos we stayed overnite at his hse for our games comm meeting la...though its like for the games comm only...but cabin n kc oso got go la...cos kc wanted to plan games though he is in logistic...lolz...anyway we stayed all the way till 6am frm sunday round 7pm like tt...ya so tt's y may i can msg u 3am in the morn...lolz...i went hme round 6.30am so as to get a 5 hr slp...so tt i m able to meet bennie on monday aft to go c harry potter lorz...lolz...anyway the show is really nice...esp ron is so damn funny lorz...but harry potter a bit the violent liao la...not so good sia...den he not so cute liao...but more charming la...

ya today we like went to bt timah hill act for a hike...but when we reached there...it rain liao lorz...sia la...den we gathered in 3 grps lorz to discuss bout one grp name la so as to cheer in orchard la...we like came up wif ah bang...bang er...bandung..etc...cos ah bang is in our grp ma...den we kept insisting on using ah bang as our grp name...lol...damn funny lorz...anyway we went to orchard later cos we still gotta get on wif our program no matter the rain...so we assembled in tanglin mall mac...n we hv our lunch there...eugene's grp took the same bus as us...so we went to tanglin mall tgt...its like we r act playing scavenger hunt at orchard lorz...then they still wanna ask us to wear one of our socks on our left hand...kaoz...camn smelly lorz...n somemore there is the rain...anyway...we like frm being very paiseh...until we feel nth liao lorz as we walk down the orchard rd...

ya den the items we gotta find is like condom strawberry flavour...tampons(most of the guys in our grp dun even noe watz tt...so innocent sia}...lolz...empty cans...n 3 kisses frm pple...n etc...really it was damn maluating for us to go round asking for condoms lorz...so we went to the condom shop to buy lorz...haiyo...den we oso stand rite infront of ngee ann city the fountain there n pose lorz for nearly 5 min...siao arhh...lol...den we oso sang "peace by the river" at the underground in orchard mrt...haha...we r like entertainng the pple sia...but luckily today rain la...cos not soooo many pple around lorz...haha...anyway its really an unforgettable experiernce lorz...for wat i noe i hv not been so maluated b4 sia...n heng i din met anyone i noe lorz...haha...thnk god...

Friday, June 04, 2004

currently feeling damn xianz...its like the past few wks...i juz felt tt i missed the siao siao pamela...cos i think the uncontrolled laughter tt i once hv was now lost...i dunno y am i feeling like this...but datz wat i m gg thru...i missed tt pt of me...though ofcourse i do laugh at those funny pple round me esp pple like cabin in gl...but its juz tt those kinda of uncontrollable laughter...i kinda of missed it...i dunno if i m missing tt kind of feeling or miss the pple tt hv contributed to my joy...

i felt lost now...currently thinking of SHE's song--only lonely...ya mayb i do feels a little lonely...
(**Oh...f***...i juz deleted wat i ve already written...kaoz...gd...nvr mind i shall start again...**)
ya...i felt terrible lorz...i ve got nth to say but to laugh at my stupidity...i noe watz the reality...but i juz dun hv the courage to face the reality...i chose not to cos...at least this gave me a little hope...though tt was a illusion i noe...cos i noe tt i ve gotten misleaded esp right frm the start in 08/08/03 tt particular fri b4 national day...but at least tt illusion gave me the strength tt i desperately needs...i noe the day of facing the reality wld arrived n it wld be tt i wld be forced to do so...n when tt day arrives...i wld not be like wat m i now....i wld not be living in the reality liao....however a little piece of my heart of my heart is always with him...
u may not understand wat m i saying...but its ok...as long as i alone understands it...its ok...

Wednesday, June 02, 2004

tired...i m mentally tired...haiz...today juz went to work in bugis frm 1.30 to 9.30...den my leg wanna brk liao lorz...den my another "gd fren" running nose came n find me again...was feeling damn bad while i was working cos hv to constantly rub my nose...untilt it is sore...haiz...xianz...

mayb its because i m too heaty liao...cos last fri i went to eat steamboat in marina bay wid bennie, jo, angela, sandy n yi xian where we basically talk crap thru out the dinner...den yesterday i oso went there again to celebrate may's belated bday there...went to orchard first b4 gg to marina bay to meet them cos i need to return my story bk ma...so went to heerens n walk walk ma...cos the 4th level like got some new shops...den i called may n asked her where is she...then she like in cine lorz...so we like set hao meet in orchard mrt later...anyway...we very juz nice met at the 4th level den we go walk walk tgt la...den i go taka n return my bk...

8 of us went who includes beibei, nick, jiaz, edmund--jiating's bf, may n her bf--jimmy...we went the "zhen fa hou hai xian"...not bad lorz the food...like the live prawns the best cos its really juicy n fresh...den since it is live prawns...so when we wanna pick them up n cook them they r literally struggling lorz...damn scary...worst...there was 1 prawn which hv a great determination to live...tt when may pick it up...it like flew over to the nxt table tt was empty...lolz...damn funny the scene lorz...we left the prawn there for a while...den when beibei wanna pick it up again...it struggle again n it was diff to picked it up...so jiating oso helped to put the prawn onto the grill...esp since beibei wanted to 'torture'the prawn...but its like the prawn jumped onto our table frm the grill again despite of the heat lorz...wah laoz...xiao liao...anyway...the prawn was cooked aft great effort to put the prawn back onto the grill n it was pinned down properly to the grill by our chposticks...ya den we oso finally saw jiali's the famous bf--alex...