emotionally unstable

haiz...felt so sad...tt me n may is gg to cross the semester to period 1...juz cant believed tt soon it wld be 2 yrs already since i hv entered poly...2 yrs already since i hv known the bunch of frens esp those tt hv been wif me frm 1m02 to 2m02...n now most of them continues to be in the same sem...while i crosses over to the other sem...i think now i finally knew how's its like for jiating they all to cross the module...well i m certainly they felt much united since they r like a whole big grp of them crossing module tgt...

will miss beibei for not able to bully him again...miss the 3 beauties for some interesting talks we had b4...will miss rayn n seng kiat for their lameness n wittiness...perhaps tt is the reason y i broke down today during lunch...(sorry for the sudden release of emotions infront of may n beibei...)

though its like a change for enviroment to meet some of the new ppl (like jing pei, fei, minghui n siti they all...) n oso those ex 1m02s ppl (like angela see, yanqing, elayna, elya they all...) but still i m gonna leave the once use to be so familiar faces of lect mates n frens tt i hv met for 2 str8 yrs...haiz...time flies...

well...there's definately 1 thing i really thank god is tt there's still one person call may who will be wif me for 3 yrs in poly...n i really thank god to hv met her...i juz think bms sux...kept changing class for the 3 yrs in poly...hope tt my new lect mates to-be wld hv shuai ge...n my classmates to-be wld be a batch of fun-loving ppl...*prays really hard...

You Are 21 Years Old

21 Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?

hmmph

wei...u pple are so guo fen...how can u say keanu shuai infront of me...i ll jealous one ok...keanu is mine...wahahahahaha...*evil smile...

anywayz...juz now went for tution str8 aft marketing lesson...wah today marketing damn sa~t lorz...we only like went for 20 min cos today is supposed to be for discuss prj so we din do much there n somemore on mon we hv already met up wif cabin n yazid for discussion...so today the marketing was like pointless...so in the end i went for tution earlier...v early lorz when i reached chinatown at 2.30 den i only tution at 4...haha...lame...den i went n walk walk a while...n in the end...i already walked the whole og pples pk so i went to watson n walk walk again...n ta daa~...i found the in2it eye shadow tt i already aim v long in the seventeen magazine...wahahaha...so happy...then oso bought another nail polish - a bit purplish brown like tt...haha...so sinful...anyway...lao zi you qian...*oops...

hmmmm...juz finish the typing out the marketing prj...xianzZz...so tired my back...yawnz...now searching for our abc prj...haiz...sad...

wahahaha

woooo...the past weekend i hv been like xiao lorz...i like keep spending money during my work time...crazy arh...past week i hv bought another op t shirt...a gio shocking pink round neck t shirt...a black pumps (both for work n pract)...2 nail polish--1 maroon red/berry red n 1 light nude colour...n these hv already cost me like over 50 bucks...gosh i m such a spendthrift...but who cares...i m real happy bout it...one word: shuang...hehe...anywayz...today n fri gg to get pay le mah...
*big laughter*...wahahahahahahahahaha...

terrible terribly sad n angry

juz had a quarrel wif my mum...felt damn angry...angry at not wat she hv pin point me the wrongs in me...but angry at how she's able to link my wrongs to incidents tt happened donkey yrs ago...angry tt she infer my arguements as i despise her cos she's poor...if u r poor...wat makes me any richer...
i juz felt v sorry...sorry...

TOTO DAY

woooo....today toto day sia...10 million wor...haha...me ask my dad to buy sys 7 yesterday...n that hv cost me $3.50 for 7 numbers...then yesterday aft instru pract we all oso ask yiu yiu to help us buy quick pick $2...all hoping to win some $$$...haha...in fact some of us even like day dream tt once we gotten the first prize...then we all can dun work n buy branded stuffs liao...haha...all building castles in the air...

anywayz...today when i checked the toto result...i knew i m the one who will be donating some $$$ to the s'pore pools...haha...i did a gd deed today wor...i hv donated $3.50 to the s'pre pools...i knew i m not tt lucky one...

ermmm

hmmm...seems like i dun really hv a gd temper...well...yeah i m a temperimental person...v the emotional...n only scold ppl most prob when i pms ba...

a bit sick now...all thanks to the freaking weather...so damn hot...n even our class almost more than half are sick...aiyo...me gotta drink more liang tea le...

recollecting the past

hmmm...06/02/2004...i started a personal dairy for him...i was damn crazy bout him tt period of time...juz now when i was like looking thru all those entries...juz felt i was pretty idiotic then...haha...

i was basically taking note of every single word tt he hv spoken to me b4...n tt includes the time taken for every time he calls...kaoz...i was darn sstupid...n now he barelys calls me...n for tt i m real glad now...cos i barely remembers wat he hv said to me b4 then...n to imagine tt this blog was started in the name of him...haha...

act in fact this blog was supposedly to be only meant for my close frens as i only personally gave this blog add to some of my close frens...n ofcourse in the meanwhile...pple link me not noeing this suppose to be a "secret blog"...n taa~daa~...this blog is known to all...

well...anyway those all in the past tense...n wat i really wanna find in my life right now is to meet my one n only soul mate...i noe those chances are real slim to find one...but when i found him he wld be my "prince charming"...he need not be v rich or handsome or a hunk to fit into tt category...but wat i really sees is the sense of humour in pple...can i really find tt guy?...haha...even i found him...most prob he's a gay or someone elses guy le ba...haha...

anyway...i m not a v greedy girl...even i cant find my soul mate...then juz let me meet keanu reeves in person n let marry him...yea...i m really not tt greedy aft all...haha...recently watched constatine on fri 11/02/05...i juz cant control myself frm saying him cute ok...oh god...he is really damn charming lorz though he is only few days younger than my mum...haha...ya his old enuff to be my dad...

he is damn shuai lorz...haha...he got a 1/4 of chinese blood...no wonder when he's in matrix he juz look a bit chinese frm certain view la...haha...to hell wif whether he's a smoker a not...i dun care he's cute...hehe...a cute guy but wif a v sad background...n tt wat makes him more charming...

gosh...cute...dashing...suave...charming...handsome...funny...n most impt rich...haha...juz kidding...

sad & green

haha..."development of rooftop greening"...wat the hell is tt man?...ya thats the title of my final yr prj...

well...pretty sad tt i got a sucky prj...but anywayz...watz done is done n if i hv anyone to blame...i wld blame mrs tang for i noe she such a bias bitch...n she got involved in the choosing of our final yr prj...haiz...anywayz...nxt yr i wld be MOST prob at the green house...so if u got time pls comeup the blk 34 level 8 the green hse n visit me k...haha....i feel so green now...wooo...

Happy Valentine's Day to everyone

god damn fucker

wah kaoz...the CHAN YOONG CHING damn ass hole...wat the hell...i ll nvr forgive him...kaoz...

den yesterday finally realised tt the stupid sales rep andrew is such a bastard...make me return the stock alone lorz...then sooo much stock some more...den call him to tell him where i hv put the stock oso give me attitude...

yawnzzz

heyo...today start sch le leh aft 2 wks of common test brks...so tired today...yawnzz...esp today got tt stupid instru lesson at 8am...xianz...

04/02/05 Friday

new experience

yupz...tt day is first clubbing experience...too bad jo cant join me cos she dun really like r n b music...n she wore the wrong shoe...hmmm...anyway we will hv our time tgt...though my mum forbids me to go clubbing eva again...haha....

so in the end...heng ben joined me...we got 8 of us in our grp...quite a big grp...first we went n check out rouge cos we act haven decide where to go tt day...but when we reach there...tt place is more like a pub then a club n its really dark...so we juz proceed to go china black la...

wah...when we reach there tt door bitch is super bitch lorz...er xin...keep diao ppl one lorz...esp diao may cos her ic pict like v not look like her ma...anywayz we juz paid 15 bucks go in...quite cheap cos b4 12 ma...well ofcourse a club is dark n me supposedly hv dark blindness was "petrified" to walk down the stairs cos my eyes haben accomodate to the darkness yet ma...haha...while waiting for the party to start...we hv a couple of drinks...n soon it was parteee time...

partying was not too bad an experience...but one thing for sure tt is when u go to those more "complicated" place...u gotta be street smart...esp we met this i wld call super horny n "psychotic" guy...cos this idiot was like behind cherina n was like keep gg near her n doing some unglam thing tt a lot of us opp cherina can c...anywayz cherina oso not idiot so she quickly escaped to the other side of our circle...n then this idiotic er xin ba la zhu tou...changed his target n aimed at may n oso doing the same things to may...though its like he din act do things to the girls but it was eeewwwww....so luckily our grp got 2 guys vincent n victor who like blocked tt idiot off while may switched places...n tt idiot like bu si xin keep wanting to push thru the 2 guys...n the guys like keep stopping him n pushed him away in a discrete manner by pretending to dance at the same time...wah...at tt moment i really wanted to burst out of laughter...cos tt moment was damn funny lorz...

anywayz...the music is really nice cos mayb i really like r n b music ba...anywayz went hme round 4 am n i was dammmnnnn tired esp the next 2 days i gotta work ba...

n i will nvr forgive tt stupid andrew for giving me sooooo much stocks to do on sat...for i hv been doing stocks nonstop for 6 hrs +...idiot...

yooohooo

wooohooo...i m back again...hehe...haven been blogging for ages le...aiya...these few weeks is like nothing much happen ma...all i hv done was...study..StuDy...&...STUDY...kaoz...v the xianz ah...anywayz...i think the more exciting thing i did was having to meet lai quin n jia rong they all for dinner...i think tt day was a mon if i m not wrong...think 10/1/05 ba...cos tt day we went n celebrate lai quin n jia rong's bday at jia rong's mum's stall...yep...then is oso a bit of tiny n weeny get tgt wif yen ching cos she gg to perth...or shall i say she is now already in perth le...hmmm...quite a nice gathering cos oso manage to get to c the long time no c dang ni...esp cahnged a lot in appearance...but when she talk u noe is her liao...haha...

later gg out wif ben, jo, may, chai mei n cherina...hmmm....quite look forward to my first clubbing session...haha...yeappi...