yest went shopping wif my parents cos we gotta shop for present for my cousin's little daughter,si ying. gosh~ si ying is gonna be like 2 yrs old le. so fast sia.

went to plz singapura to look for pressie. but b4 tt went to pizza hut n hv dinner. act my mum wanted to eat at cafe cartel n i oso. then i keep hinting to her to go try out then the food oso not so ex like hard rock's. but in the end we didnt cos i think my dad wld like hiam expensive.

so in the end when we went to b2, we were like passing by pizza hut n i think my dad wanna eat tt cos they've got tt family feast thing for $36.90 so in the end we were at pizza hut.

we ordered tt cheezy larva pizza, the large one in fact n oso the nachos salsa n the combi platter. the side dishes are not bad. but tt pizza is so damn big cos it's like the diameter is 13inches long. kaoz damn big. n since it's like the cheesy pizza it is really damn cheesy. haha~

it's not bad when u eat 1 nia but aft tt u will be damn full n sick of it when u eat the second one. haha~ so damn full tt i will not touch pizza for another 6 months. haha~

aft tt din find nice kid stuff at ps so went to og orchard there to look for nicer clothes. my sis saw this nice tigger clothes for kids n it's very sweet n nice lor for little girls. haha~ then somemore si ying's mum aka my cousin, sheelia, likes winnie the poo stuff so shld be ok la.

then aft buying the pressie, i went n look around n saw this very nice skirt wif some sequeins on it. quite nice. abit the boho style. but too bad the largest size is L nia. if got XL i surely buy. cos L fits really juz nice. if not a bit tight n i m sure i cant eat anything while i m wearing the skirt. haha~

then oso tried 1 long boho skirt. wah lao i like it lor. but damn its long. until my ankle kinda long. worst my upper body length is short n tt makes me realy hilarious wearing it. but i so damn like it. hai bo bian. y is it i hv got the bad genes of my father. *sobz

wahahahahaha~ finally i gotten my papillio madrid cherry fruit. yeppy~ so damn happy.

but then i think recently i m juz crazy for shoes. i oso want tt bronze pointed heels i saw in pazzion. o my gosh~ i hv no $$$ le.

yest went to jurong pt wif kai wei n met up wif jo n jy to watch deuce bigalow 2. met kai wei first at our work place b4 meeting the other 2 girls. so damn happy when jo replied me in the morn telling me tt she could join us for the movie as she's able to shift her tution. haha~

we caught the 7.25pm show n b4 tt went mac to hv dinner cos i got coupons ma. haha~ we all damn budget sia cos all no $$$ le aft gg out on sat. haha~

hmmm~ the movie really not bad. very funny lor. quite a lot of those witty n dirty conversation n some scene tt is obviously not meant for kids under 16. haha~ quite worth la i think cos i really liked comedy a lot. n i rather pay $$$ to enjoy myself rather than like scaring myself by watching horror flicks.

saw the "just like heaven" trailer. omg~ i wanna watch tt show. haha~ cos i think its a romance comedy n its starring Reese Witherspoon (the "legally blonde" female lead) n oso starring Mark Ruffalo (the "13 gg 30" male lead). omigod~ though its like bout a ghost story but when i saw the trailer its seems quite touching n hilarious. hai~ still gotta wait for some time cos its only coming out on 10 nov.

hmmmm~ now playing games. well~ as usual i m playing neopets. i m in the midst of earning more neopoints. (recognise my pointer? it's the island faerie) wahahaha~ juz not in my mood to chiong my novels. hee~

then, yest finally met up with jing yun, johanna n kai wei le. me met kai wei n jy first to go shop shop first b4 meeting jo cos she got tution in the aft. but as usual the 2 girls were late. haha~ xi guan jiu hao~

so i went gio n tried out the jeans but dun really like it. so in the end i juz bought 1 black lacy top tt my mum insists i shld act buy cos the cutting quite big n shld look gd on me since i m very big size. haha~

well~ quite qiao cos i saw yifang at wisma then she oso meeting ziqin to look for bday present. aft meeting jy n kai wei, went hv lunch at mos burger cos its only me who haven had lunch. sat there like 1 hr to hv drinkks n chat b4 we head down to far east.
(hmmmm~ its like again like 1 month ago when we went out tgt~ i hv like 2 days of consecutively gg orchard n far east.)

anyway~ we helped jy to scout for a belt then aft walking 1 or 2 rounds i think we a bit tired le so juz went to long john's to sit down n continue to chat. we quite cheapo cos we din buy any drinks yet we like sat down there for like an hr plus to chat n oso think of places to eat since we really hv no idea where to eat lor n we r so sian wif swensen's le. haha~
then jy bought us some little souvenirs frm china since she had went there for a trip with the sch. such a lucky girl. haha~

then on our way to taka the breeks there for dinner, saw elaine working at lucky plz the gio. met jo at breeks to hv dinner. ate the baked rice there. not bad la the baked rice. quite cheezy n got the tomato paste (like the pasta sauce) unlike swensen's n the serving i think is bigger oso. ok la~ the price not very ex.

since breeks we cant like stay for hrs to talk so in the end we went to cine the tcc there to hv some desserts n catch up with each other.n meanwhile on our way, we took neoprints. yeah~ haha it hv been ages since we last took pict tgt.

hmmm~ i had mocha villa at tcc. its quite nice cos it got 1 scoop of vanilla ice cream floating on top. yummy~ *slurps
then we ordered 2 cakes-american cheese cake n the hazlenut crunch cake(sth like tt) n share it since we juz had dinner. haha~ the cakes are not bad quite nice oso.

wah~ we really quite mad i think. haha~ sat there like 3 hrs till almost 10 b4 we left tcc. haha~ we quite ji zha sia. aiya girls are like tt. we juz talk anything n everything under the sun. wat do u expect when there's like 4 girls tgt. haha~

then when we left tcc jy was like suggesting we walk around orchard until 11. haha~ mad arh~ which shopping mall still open at tt time. haha~ so juz sit infront the taka sq there n we continue to chat till 11.

gosh~ its like although we are out like almost 8 or 9 hrs, but we really like spent more time talking then walking around. so its like we r act not tired lor. even my mum was like complaining y is it we got so many things to talk? haha~ she juz cant understand.

mayb its sometimes when u make an effort to meet up like every few weeks or so n catch up wif each other's life for the past few weeks, suddenly u got like lotsa things to say to each other. n tt hv always been my reason when my mum nags at me for like we always got so many things to talk to.


Friday, October 22, 2005

din went back to do prj since we janine helped us to change solutions for us. thanks to her we were able to go out n slack. haha~

met may at ikea since she wanted to buy a plain photoframe so accompany her there then oso can shun bian go n eat the well known swedish meatballs there. wahahaha~ then we oso met ming hui at the restaurant there.

hee~ we shared the meatballs those 15 pieces one n i had the 2 chicken wing n 1 choc dessert. gosh~ it is sooo sinful. but the chicken wing n the meat balls are really very nice. haha~ esp i m a carnivore.

then aft tt went n scout for may's thing n while queing up at the cashier, saw pei xin at another cashier but i din call him la cos i think he with his wife. haha~ aft tt we took a cab to great world city since ming hui is working there at a stall.

we helped her a bit to set up her stall for a while b4 we head down to orchard far east to walk walk. long time din go there walk walk le. but i guess i will still hv another chance to shop the nxt day. haha~ since i was gg out wif jo they all.

hmmm~ so nice to not hv to do prj esp we hv been almost working non stop during our vacation. haiz~ somemore no $$$ one. haha~

wahahaha~ heng arh~ got the 8am class for my IS. at least we can like go back 2 or 3 times a week to do prj otherwise damn sian lor. cos my time table sucks to the core man. dun hv a full day to do prj. kaoz~ gotta split like 2 consecutive days to do prj. wat the ~ haiz~ sianz~

today quite slack la. cos zakir din give us anything to do except we gotta change solution for the kidneys. heng janine help us to change the solutions in the evening. otherwise me n may gotta stay back like 4 hrs to change solution. wah~ siao~ haha~

hmmm~ quite sianz~ hv been playing neopets for like pass 4 hrs. yea~ i noe i m childish playing this kinda games. but ni yao zhen yang~ haha~

life has been boring.nth much hv happened except tt i hv been gg to biopolis to do prj everyday. hai~

hv been repeating the IHC n IF for like weeks le. quite xian but bi bian. but quite happy tt this week we finally got some better results. at least our slides is not always having high background n today we got fantastic IF staining acc to Zakir. haha~

quite slack. hv been either like working in the evening or slacking on my sofa to finish reading all my novels i borrowed. hee~ my latest accomplishment is Angels & Demons by Dan Brown.

let me recap what i hv done for the past FEW weeks~

Friday, September 23, 2005

hmmm~ met up wif beibei, yan jun, qing feng, kc, ming hui, zhi hui, terry n may to hv dinner. met at hereens cos having dinner at marche. haha~ the real surprise is really tt kc jing ran cut his hair when he quite bao bei his hair one. lol~

waited quite long for the queue lor. sooo many pple. marche very nice meh~ i m not very onz at gg to marche to eat one la but it still acceptable if my frens wanted to go.

quite pissed when one waiter told us there are seats for us, and so he ya-ya-papaya lead us to our place n keeps emphasizing he WILL lead us to our seats. den that ass realized tt "our" seats hv been taken by others le n found out there is communication brk down. wah lao~ make us look like idiot standing in the middle of nowhere. kaoz~

anyway, they found a 8-seater table though we got like 9 pple. so, we no choice but to squeeze a bit lor cos of some stupid pple. not bad the calamari n the soft shell crab. quite nice. the food is ok la. some of the guys got the "lap chiong" which they lept making fun of. damn kns~ haha~

aft tt, we all kept asking terry bout his army life den terry oso crack some jokes bout some of the jokers tt can be found. this shows tt this world is full of many diff kind of pple man. haha~

really like wat they hv bought for me or rather its may choose one la. i got 1 fuzzy peach perfume oil frm the agls n 1 fuzzy peach body lotion (damn big bottle) n 1 bath & shower gel frm may which is frm body shop. hee~ nice. i like stuff frm body shop.

Saturday, September 24, 2005

it hv been ages since i last met kai wei n johanna le. so met up n do some shopping n walk around. went far east first. i m act quite xian wif far east cos the day b4 i juz went far east wif may n quite sinful cos i already bought 1 pair of earing n beads necklace within like 15 min. haha~

as usual, orchard at sat is damn crowded even at far east. wanted to sit down at gelatia to hv waffle ice cream but its damn many pple there n no seats lor. so decided to go walk around again.

finally, aft 1 round of far east there's space at gelatia so we juz grab a seat lor. me and jo decided to eat the taiwan shilin XL crispy chicken n the mee sua instead cos quite nice ma. so, kai wei ate her waffle ice-cream herself since she craving for it.

aft having tt "meal", we already half full liao lor. dunno wat to hv for dinner le. haha~ decided to check out at lido see if there's any novies cos oso a bit xian walking around.

the stupid cinema dun hv much movies lor. cos all are horror flicks which are not my cup of tea lor. when i wanna c movie always no movie de and when i m not free the movies are coming out. xian~act not quite keen to watch The Grimm Brothers de but since kai wei's sis said its not bad so decided to give it a shot.

aft buying the tiks first, i den remebered tt i gotta hunt for shoes for my sis lor. so went charles n keith but there's nth tt fancy my eye so went to u.r.s n see.

den saw this pair of pink pumps called the ballerina i think. very nice leh though my sis dun exactly need a pump but tt one is really nice den somemore i hv been eyeing it the day b4 at heerens le.
haha~
but really quite ex bout $46.90 for a pump which isnt exactly within my budget lor. hence din really try for my size. but jo they all kept asking me to try so i try lor.

then who noes these girls aft asking me to try the shoes le then say its for my bday present. hee~ very nice. really like it.

Tuesday, October 04, 2005

went for class outing tt day. wah~ it is like damn long since we hv seen each other le lor except for kai wei of course whom i hv always met up with. the others like lai quin i still got see them frm the last youth alumni meeting n clarice i hv been in the same lect wif her for 2 yrs n somemore still sees each other at IMCB. others like melanie, sin yee n ming yue i really long time din see them le.

well, basically many hv remained the same. not much change frm wat i see. sinyee is still the skinny tt pple calls, hannah is still very chirpy n loud, lai quin n regina is still so ah siao juz like the way in class, hazel is still the jia kentan cant speak chinese well.

though its like a real small class gathering with only the 10 of us present at marche (ya, marche again for me) but its still nice to see some of the old frens.

i doubt our class can really hv a real gathering esp when there r so many indonesians gg back to their hometown n many futhering their studies elsewhere n some like yen ching n malikka are gone for good.hence, i guess it ll always be the same old faces we gonna see in the yrs to come. haha~

aft the dinner at marche, went to bk at cine to hv some real talk cos marche we r seated too far away le cant really talk oso. its like the typical girl sch thing tt when there's so many girls gossiping there bound to be some loud laughters n i admit tt we r damn loud even at gossiping. yup. typical girls.

fucked up. i m such a fucked up person. i m fucked up in all ways. wateva i did was juz a fucked up. i juz fucked up eveything around me.


call me a trouble-maker cos i always creates trouble for pple in one way or another. i m so damn fucking sick of myself. call me a cry baby cos i always cry whenever i feel stupid or when i m stupid, or i juz plainly looked stupid.


i noe its juz again one of the many depressing period for me. haiz~ its not tt i want to keep on dwelling on my problems n make myself depress. its juz tt i dunno how to solve the problems now. i m stupid for goodness sake.


i m such a god damn loser. thats y i m such fucked up in all ways. i detest loser cos i m one of the biggest anyway. so damn xian wif life. haiz~


used to be quite proud tt i m quite hardworking n yet i m such a pig now. now it seems tt it reaps me no gd either. i m so fucking stupid. it juz so depressing to work now. i dunno wat to do.


i felt miserable tt its always me creating trouble. i m juz really sorry for those tt i hv created trouble for. i dun want to messed up things too u noe. it mayb juz in the loser nature of mine tt in the end the more i dun want something to happen it will sure happen.


fucking loser. fucking fucked up loser.