I pray...

tmr my mum is gg to go for the biopsy test (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Biopsy) to check how her body is reacting to the kidney... although i know tt this is juz a small op, but still there always carry some risk in every op that might not be forseen...

juz now i went to nuh to bring my mum dinner tt my aunt had cooked.. n aft dinner, the doct came in and had to explained and asked permission of my mum to do biopsy... the way the doct bring forward his msg. gosh... i was scared... cos the risk of biopsy includes death. i was terrified when i was juz there hearing the conversation.

mum was having fever for the past few days n doct was wondering if the kidney was being rejected by the body. cos doct had took some blood sample to culture but no colony is found i guess.. i noe wat tt means... wat i m really scared is the WBC is rejecting the foreign kidney...

i really hope after the biopsy, the doct cld use another medication to supress the immune system cos the worst senario is tt the transplanted kidney gotta be taken out n mum gotta go for dialysis n wait for another transplantation again... n she gotta suffer another ordeal... which i really dun wanna see... its juz so terrible...

Dear Lord,
I really pray for my mum that she'll not go through another transplantation again. I pray that her body will accept her newly transplanted kidney and that she could come back home to celebrate Chinese New Year with us. Lord, I pray for her health and also all my love ones will be healthy.
And all these I pray in Jesus name,
Amen.

Surveys

yesterday went to qing feng's bday... ok there's like a lot of pple lor... n also met up with the gls... alan n gary is so damn funny... kept bullying zhi hui with the bread joke... can laugh until pengz... such a long time since i had such good laughs... really miss the time in np with the gls... but things juz ain't gg to be the same again...i really missed those times... haiz...

oh god.... i hate surveys... esp have to trouble pple to help me do surveys.. so "BU HAO YI SI" lor... esp to those pple tt i haven even been talking on msn... its really "WU SHI BU DENG SAN BAO DIAN"... anywayz... i did become so "BU YAO LIAN N HOU LIAN PI" to ask pple to help me do surveys...

haiz~...so xianz... somemore its even so paiseh n funny that when u go n ask pple to help u do...n the person had already helped ur grp member done it le...haha... yes...its great tt my grp mates had approached the person to do it... n its definitely good tt our grp had done more n more surveys.. its juz tt so paiseh to trouble pple lor... haiz... i juz hated surveys... my "LIAN PI" is so thin... lol... ;-p

hmmmm... watched finish TOKYO JULIET episode 10 le... still got 10 more to go i guess? juz felt tt wu chun had more chemistry with ella than it is to ariel lin... cos ariel lin is more compatible to joe cheng... haha... cos i really like IT STARTED WITH A KISS lor...

i wanna watch hana kimi episode 13... why aren't the pple uploading one???? haiz... like a drug addict man... addicted to the show...

~ Drools ~

it's so nice to know that someone is also sharing the same "caziness" with you...

yes.. i like wu zun a lot... n i m at that stage of can "faint" over him... or in fact i'm already in coma... haha... n it's so nice to noe tt ziqin also likes wu zun... hahahaa... he is so damn cute... although i noe tt i hv repeated this for like "n" times... but i still wanna say lor...

ok pple.. HUA YANG SHAO NIAN SHAO NU a.k.a HANA KIMI is so damn nice lor.. n it's a must watch ok!!.. no kidding i tell ya!!! if u like wang dong cheng... he's so very funny in the show... n if u like ella... she's also quite cute in the show... n if u like wu zun... the guy who have angelic face n a hot bod... u definately will wanna watch!! n in any case u think u dun like this guy... trust me.. u'll like hime aft u watch this show...

i m in this stae of madness or u can say "hua chi"...tt only pple who's suffering the same symptoms as me will understand... or u probably will think i m xiao char bo.. which i maybe in fact!! hahaha...

i m so into him.. i wonder how long can i like him as an idol... hahaha..

hihihi...

juz now was watching some video clips bout fei lun hai's interview at the radio station on you tube.. damn funny lor they all..

hmmm.. din feel like gg to slp.. so now trying to watch tokyo juliet on you tube.. to catch up frm where i hv left off 6 months ago.. haha.. can't get enough of wu zun.. keke..

bye...

Back to the blogger world~~~

Hi,

i am so xianz now... so decided to pay a "quiet" visit to my long dead blog... super xianz.. thought i nearly brain dead frm churning some crap about the changing landscape field trip bonus exercise.

for the past "n" months.. juz din felt like blogging at all.. been like super lazy aft graduating frm np & also i have been working as temp at Civil Service College frm End Apr to End July b4 i actually start my uni life at NUS...

My first sem at NUS totally sucks.. been so hectic especially CM1121.. gosh.. it's super difficult n the lecturer... HAIZ... CMI... so i din bother to blog bout my saded life... Anywayz... i hv survived my first sem in NUS!! CHeErs 4 me!!

recently like 5 weeks ago i started my 2nd sem n it's all right... but work is begining to pile up.. SHIT!! juz felt like blogging now so here i AM!!

about 2 weeks ago, went to IMM n saw Farenheit in life for their autograph session in S'pore.. OMG!! they're like super gorgeous esp WU CHUN!!! he so darn cute lor.. i noe i m old.. but really see him in person i like those little teenage girl.. so frantically happy n satisfied to c them lor.. damn!! cos i was watching you tube--hana kimi n was really caught in the addiction of watching Ou Xiang Ju lor... (taiwanese drama)..

ya.. for the past few months when i m not blogging.. i was watching you tube.. you tube mad eme so disinterested in blogging... haha... but here i m wanted to share my love of wu chun with u all.. i like him so much i even put his pict on msn... i noe i m crazy.. but if u see him in real life and the show hana kimi n oso those taiwan entertainment news--yu le bai fen bai.. u'll now why i m so crazy bout him..

he's frm brunei but he doesn't look like one.. so damn fit.. he have the best description of "angelic face and a devil's body" literally in chinese... n he's damn shuai!!!! perhaps now i dun hv any thing to put my mind onto... i dun hv anyone i like in real life currently nor anyone likes me... n *taaa daaaa* i can only put my mind on him to fill up my desperate love life... hahahaaha!!

me a desperado? yeah.. mayb.. but so wat... juz let me live in thiss imaginary world with him ok? at least until i met my love... hahaha...

ok.. i m getting cranky... haiz... life sucks... i m gg to indulge myself in self pity le...

though life sucks... i really hope my mum will be back frm hospt soon...life is a mess for me.. i miss u back hme where i cld grumble bout u nagging bout me... i miss ur cooking... though sometimes i oso felt very xianz bout those occasions where u will cooked some food that i dun really like.. but thats better than i eat out everyday n have no ideas le on what to pack for dinner...what i really wanna say to u but din come out of my mouth when i visit u...

i miss u...