wahahahahaha~ finally i gotten my papillio madrid cherry fruit. yeppy~ so damn happy.

but then i think recently i m juz crazy for shoes. i oso want tt bronze pointed heels i saw in pazzion. o my gosh~ i hv no $$$ le.

yest went to jurong pt wif kai wei n met up wif jo n jy to watch deuce bigalow 2. met kai wei first at our work place b4 meeting the other 2 girls. so damn happy when jo replied me in the morn telling me tt she could join us for the movie as she's able to shift her tution. haha~

we caught the 7.25pm show n b4 tt went mac to hv dinner cos i got coupons ma. haha~ we all damn budget sia cos all no $$$ le aft gg out on sat. haha~

hmmm~ the movie really not bad. very funny lor. quite a lot of those witty n dirty conversation n some scene tt is obviously not meant for kids under 16. haha~ quite worth la i think cos i really liked comedy a lot. n i rather pay $$$ to enjoy myself rather than like scaring myself by watching horror flicks.

saw the "just like heaven" trailer. omg~ i wanna watch tt show. haha~ cos i think its a romance comedy n its starring Reese Witherspoon (the "legally blonde" female lead) n oso starring Mark Ruffalo (the "13 gg 30" male lead). omigod~ though its like bout a ghost story but when i saw the trailer its seems quite touching n hilarious. hai~ still gotta wait for some time cos its only coming out on 10 nov.

hmmmm~ now playing games. well~ as usual i m playing neopets. i m in the midst of earning more neopoints. (recognise my pointer? it's the island faerie) wahahaha~ juz not in my mood to chiong my novels. hee~

then, yest finally met up with jing yun, johanna n kai wei le. me met kai wei n jy first to go shop shop first b4 meeting jo cos she got tution in the aft. but as usual the 2 girls were late. haha~ xi guan jiu hao~

so i went gio n tried out the jeans but dun really like it. so in the end i juz bought 1 black lacy top tt my mum insists i shld act buy cos the cutting quite big n shld look gd on me since i m very big size. haha~

well~ quite qiao cos i saw yifang at wisma then she oso meeting ziqin to look for bday present. aft meeting jy n kai wei, went hv lunch at mos burger cos its only me who haven had lunch. sat there like 1 hr to hv drinkks n chat b4 we head down to far east.
(hmmmm~ its like again like 1 month ago when we went out tgt~ i hv like 2 days of consecutively gg orchard n far east.)

anyway~ we helped jy to scout for a belt then aft walking 1 or 2 rounds i think we a bit tired le so juz went to long john's to sit down n continue to chat. we quite cheapo cos we din buy any drinks yet we like sat down there for like an hr plus to chat n oso think of places to eat since we really hv no idea where to eat lor n we r so sian wif swensen's le. haha~
then jy bought us some little souvenirs frm china since she had went there for a trip with the sch. such a lucky girl. haha~

then on our way to taka the breeks there for dinner, saw elaine working at lucky plz the gio. met jo at breeks to hv dinner. ate the baked rice there. not bad la the baked rice. quite cheezy n got the tomato paste (like the pasta sauce) unlike swensen's n the serving i think is bigger oso. ok la~ the price not very ex.

since breeks we cant like stay for hrs to talk so in the end we went to cine the tcc there to hv some desserts n catch up with each other.n meanwhile on our way, we took neoprints. yeah~ haha it hv been ages since we last took pict tgt.

hmmm~ i had mocha villa at tcc. its quite nice cos it got 1 scoop of vanilla ice cream floating on top. yummy~ *slurps
then we ordered 2 cakes-american cheese cake n the hazlenut crunch cake(sth like tt) n share it since we juz had dinner. haha~ the cakes are not bad quite nice oso.

wah~ we really quite mad i think. haha~ sat there like 3 hrs till almost 10 b4 we left tcc. haha~ we quite ji zha sia. aiya girls are like tt. we juz talk anything n everything under the sun. wat do u expect when there's like 4 girls tgt. haha~

then when we left tcc jy was like suggesting we walk around orchard until 11. haha~ mad arh~ which shopping mall still open at tt time. haha~ so juz sit infront the taka sq there n we continue to chat till 11.

gosh~ its like although we are out like almost 8 or 9 hrs, but we really like spent more time talking then walking around. so its like we r act not tired lor. even my mum was like complaining y is it we got so many things to talk? haha~ she juz cant understand.

mayb its sometimes when u make an effort to meet up like every few weeks or so n catch up wif each other's life for the past few weeks, suddenly u got like lotsa things to say to each other. n tt hv always been my reason when my mum nags at me for like we always got so many things to talk to.


Friday, October 22, 2005

din went back to do prj since we janine helped us to change solutions for us. thanks to her we were able to go out n slack. haha~

met may at ikea since she wanted to buy a plain photoframe so accompany her there then oso can shun bian go n eat the well known swedish meatballs there. wahahaha~ then we oso met ming hui at the restaurant there.

hee~ we shared the meatballs those 15 pieces one n i had the 2 chicken wing n 1 choc dessert. gosh~ it is sooo sinful. but the chicken wing n the meat balls are really very nice. haha~ esp i m a carnivore.

then aft tt went n scout for may's thing n while queing up at the cashier, saw pei xin at another cashier but i din call him la cos i think he with his wife. haha~ aft tt we took a cab to great world city since ming hui is working there at a stall.

we helped her a bit to set up her stall for a while b4 we head down to orchard far east to walk walk. long time din go there walk walk le. but i guess i will still hv another chance to shop the nxt day. haha~ since i was gg out wif jo they all.

hmmm~ so nice to not hv to do prj esp we hv been almost working non stop during our vacation. haiz~ somemore no $$$ one. haha~

wahahaha~ heng arh~ got the 8am class for my IS. at least we can like go back 2 or 3 times a week to do prj otherwise damn sian lor. cos my time table sucks to the core man. dun hv a full day to do prj. kaoz~ gotta split like 2 consecutive days to do prj. wat the ~ haiz~ sianz~

today quite slack la. cos zakir din give us anything to do except we gotta change solution for the kidneys. heng janine help us to change the solutions in the evening. otherwise me n may gotta stay back like 4 hrs to change solution. wah~ siao~ haha~

hmmm~ quite sianz~ hv been playing neopets for like pass 4 hrs. yea~ i noe i m childish playing this kinda games. but ni yao zhen yang~ haha~

life has been boring.nth much hv happened except tt i hv been gg to biopolis to do prj everyday. hai~

hv been repeating the IHC n IF for like weeks le. quite xian but bi bian. but quite happy tt this week we finally got some better results. at least our slides is not always having high background n today we got fantastic IF staining acc to Zakir. haha~

quite slack. hv been either like working in the evening or slacking on my sofa to finish reading all my novels i borrowed. hee~ my latest accomplishment is Angels & Demons by Dan Brown.

let me recap what i hv done for the past FEW weeks~

Friday, September 23, 2005

hmmm~ met up wif beibei, yan jun, qing feng, kc, ming hui, zhi hui, terry n may to hv dinner. met at hereens cos having dinner at marche. haha~ the real surprise is really tt kc jing ran cut his hair when he quite bao bei his hair one. lol~

waited quite long for the queue lor. sooo many pple. marche very nice meh~ i m not very onz at gg to marche to eat one la but it still acceptable if my frens wanted to go.

quite pissed when one waiter told us there are seats for us, and so he ya-ya-papaya lead us to our place n keeps emphasizing he WILL lead us to our seats. den that ass realized tt "our" seats hv been taken by others le n found out there is communication brk down. wah lao~ make us look like idiot standing in the middle of nowhere. kaoz~

anyway, they found a 8-seater table though we got like 9 pple. so, we no choice but to squeeze a bit lor cos of some stupid pple. not bad the calamari n the soft shell crab. quite nice. the food is ok la. some of the guys got the "lap chiong" which they lept making fun of. damn kns~ haha~

aft tt, we all kept asking terry bout his army life den terry oso crack some jokes bout some of the jokers tt can be found. this shows tt this world is full of many diff kind of pple man. haha~

really like wat they hv bought for me or rather its may choose one la. i got 1 fuzzy peach perfume oil frm the agls n 1 fuzzy peach body lotion (damn big bottle) n 1 bath & shower gel frm may which is frm body shop. hee~ nice. i like stuff frm body shop.

Saturday, September 24, 2005

it hv been ages since i last met kai wei n johanna le. so met up n do some shopping n walk around. went far east first. i m act quite xian wif far east cos the day b4 i juz went far east wif may n quite sinful cos i already bought 1 pair of earing n beads necklace within like 15 min. haha~

as usual, orchard at sat is damn crowded even at far east. wanted to sit down at gelatia to hv waffle ice cream but its damn many pple there n no seats lor. so decided to go walk around again.

finally, aft 1 round of far east there's space at gelatia so we juz grab a seat lor. me and jo decided to eat the taiwan shilin XL crispy chicken n the mee sua instead cos quite nice ma. so, kai wei ate her waffle ice-cream herself since she craving for it.

aft having tt "meal", we already half full liao lor. dunno wat to hv for dinner le. haha~ decided to check out at lido see if there's any novies cos oso a bit xian walking around.

the stupid cinema dun hv much movies lor. cos all are horror flicks which are not my cup of tea lor. when i wanna c movie always no movie de and when i m not free the movies are coming out. xian~act not quite keen to watch The Grimm Brothers de but since kai wei's sis said its not bad so decided to give it a shot.

aft buying the tiks first, i den remebered tt i gotta hunt for shoes for my sis lor. so went charles n keith but there's nth tt fancy my eye so went to u.r.s n see.

den saw this pair of pink pumps called the ballerina i think. very nice leh though my sis dun exactly need a pump but tt one is really nice den somemore i hv been eyeing it the day b4 at heerens le.
haha~
but really quite ex bout $46.90 for a pump which isnt exactly within my budget lor. hence din really try for my size. but jo they all kept asking me to try so i try lor.

then who noes these girls aft asking me to try the shoes le then say its for my bday present. hee~ very nice. really like it.

Tuesday, October 04, 2005

went for class outing tt day. wah~ it is like damn long since we hv seen each other le lor except for kai wei of course whom i hv always met up with. the others like lai quin i still got see them frm the last youth alumni meeting n clarice i hv been in the same lect wif her for 2 yrs n somemore still sees each other at IMCB. others like melanie, sin yee n ming yue i really long time din see them le.

well, basically many hv remained the same. not much change frm wat i see. sinyee is still the skinny tt pple calls, hannah is still very chirpy n loud, lai quin n regina is still so ah siao juz like the way in class, hazel is still the jia kentan cant speak chinese well.

though its like a real small class gathering with only the 10 of us present at marche (ya, marche again for me) but its still nice to see some of the old frens.

i doubt our class can really hv a real gathering esp when there r so many indonesians gg back to their hometown n many futhering their studies elsewhere n some like yen ching n malikka are gone for good.hence, i guess it ll always be the same old faces we gonna see in the yrs to come. haha~

aft the dinner at marche, went to bk at cine to hv some real talk cos marche we r seated too far away le cant really talk oso. its like the typical girl sch thing tt when there's so many girls gossiping there bound to be some loud laughters n i admit tt we r damn loud even at gossiping. yup. typical girls.

fucked up. i m such a fucked up person. i m fucked up in all ways. wateva i did was juz a fucked up. i juz fucked up eveything around me.


call me a trouble-maker cos i always creates trouble for pple in one way or another. i m so damn fucking sick of myself. call me a cry baby cos i always cry whenever i feel stupid or when i m stupid, or i juz plainly looked stupid.


i noe its juz again one of the many depressing period for me. haiz~ its not tt i want to keep on dwelling on my problems n make myself depress. its juz tt i dunno how to solve the problems now. i m stupid for goodness sake.


i m such a god damn loser. thats y i m such fucked up in all ways. i detest loser cos i m one of the biggest anyway. so damn xian wif life. haiz~


used to be quite proud tt i m quite hardworking n yet i m such a pig now. now it seems tt it reaps me no gd either. i m so fucking stupid. it juz so depressing to work now. i dunno wat to do.


i felt miserable tt its always me creating trouble. i m juz really sorry for those tt i hv created trouble for. i dun want to messed up things too u noe. it mayb juz in the loser nature of mine tt in the end the more i dun want something to happen it will sure happen.


fucking loser. fucking fucked up loser.

yoooo~ hooo~
it has been like 20 days since i hv blog. hee~

hai~ nowadays been damn slack n lazy to bring my lappy all the way frm my bedroom to my study rooom ma. haha~

ok i shall recap some of my boring life now since i still hv 1 hr plus b4 zakir comes back frm the animal room.

Wednesday, September 14, 2005

yupz~ tt day we juz finished our genomics paper la~ the paper was ok~ then aft tt me, may, amanda, pei yan, elayna n elya we all went to clementi kbox n sing song.

hmmm~ we kept on persuading elya to go cos she like dun want to go like tt. haha~ we kept on persuade her until she say yes lor cos its like we gg to celebrate her bday in advance ma which is on 28 sept.

paid like only $6.40 nia. damn cheap lor cos we went for the kbox lunch ma. but the food sux la. its the delifrance tuna puff n its quite salty lor n then the ice tea is like damn sweet. dunno wat the hell they r doing. but its cheap la i wld still say the food is still edible la esp we all r very hungry aft genomics paper. haha~

then aft tt went n eat the ah po ling - the famous tang yuan at clementi. not bad but 4 tang yuan already made me damn full le. haha~

then aft tt me joined elayna, amanda n peiyan to little india cos they gg to thread eyebrow. me being very free, tags along lor. hee~ not bad the skill of the threading, but seems a bit painful like tt. cos i see amanda her eyebrow there all red sia. kaoz~ i damn scared lor the pain.

then we head down to ps cos still got a bit of time. very bored leh if go hme so early, so go town kia kia oso shuang. haha~

Friday, September 16, 2005

ok me is damn bores on tt day. cos i hv been at hme to lan for a day le. then somemore i got no story bk to read so damn xian lor. so me went to sch lib to chiong the dvd there. hehe~

i think i str8 away almost 8 hrs i hv been watching the dvd lor. i rather watch dvd then stay at hme watch those dunno wat sai tv. watched i,robort, 13 going 30, bridget jones diary, something's gotta give.

ya~ out of 4 dvd i hv already watched like 3 le. but nvr mind la. i m juz bored. haha~ dun underestimate wat a bored person can do ok. haha~
anyway, all these shows are nice shows so even i watched it twice oso quite nice then oso help me recapped the story ma.

i esp like bridget jones diary even i watched b4 le. so cute lor bridget n lucky she can meet a mark darcy. everytime i watched this show i always wonder is there a real mark darcy in real life. haha~ if so, i really wanna meet him. hai~

then aft tt went n borrow 3 bks to read at hme. xianzZz~

wah kaoz~ today the integrated lab pract exam is such a bloody killer paper lor. damn f*^&ed up lor. such a damn spoiler. bioinfo oso. si bei sianz~

haiz~ fri gonna hv DDD test. arghhhh~ gonna suffer frm brain hemorrhage n brain damage le by next wed. omg~

anyway~ may juz sent me the photos we took last wed. pardon me for the ugly sights of me. hee~ paiseh la~

tah dah~

me & ming hui outside lect hall aft bioinfo test. amiracle we can still smile aft the killer test. haha~

yupz~ the "legendary" mango cake by py.

me~

me again~

the grp of gals who helped me celebrate my bday excluding wei ping

u are rite~ me again~

ya~ the cutting cake "ceremony" haha~

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An UNFORGETTABLE burfday~

Pt 2

yest i got a very nice bday surprise. but at the same time i oso got a bday shock in my life. cos i m damn unlucky lor in the evening when i meeting my mum they all.

yest when i was on my way to town, my mum called n ask me where to meet. she suggested to wait at the HELLO shop, but i prefer to meet at tangs. so when i reach le, i waited for her assuming she haven reach.

then aft bout 10 min, my mum called me and ask me where i m n told me tt they r at taka. obviously i m quite pissed off lor cos she din say tt when she called me, she was already at town le. so i assume we wld meet at tangs. wah lao~ felt like an idiot lor~

then~ aft tt i dun care bout her n took my own sweet time to go to perlini's silver to buy something for myself cos i got 50% discount for my bdat ma. then my mum called me n asked me where i am. i juz told her to meet at crystal jade feeling quite fustrated already.

i take escalator all the way to level 4 the crystal jade palace rest n wait for her. then i feel even worst when i din see them around when they r suppose to wait for me. so my mum called again asking me where i m. i told her i was at level 4 la n she said she was at b2 tt crystal jade kitchen.

wah~ buai tahan~ how stupid can i be to forget there's another crystal jade downstairs. so in a fit of anger i hurried down the escalator n "PONG"! i slipped n fell on the escalator right on my butt.

wah lao eh~ so damn painful lor. kns so damn paiseh tt i fell in such an ugly way. kaoz~ but luckily there's no one at the front n only a few pple at the far end of the escalator. so maluating lor~ haix~ knn~

when i finally reached crystal jade litchen, my butt already like got flower liao. cos pi ku kai hua ma~ wah piang~ anyway~ luckily the meal is still not bad. the xia qiu hua dan horfun (prawn ball scrambled egg horfun) is very nice esp the prawns so big n fresh. then the scallop porridge oso very nice. the scallop a lot sia~ haha~

not bad la the food but quite ex cos we only ordered 5 dishes n its like 70 bucks. but anyway not i pay on so nvr mind. haha~

then aft tt my family n i went orchard og n shop shop cos my mum is one big og fan n she got one 25% discount coupon for the august baby. then, i saw 1 really very nice pair of wedges tt look exactly wat fiona xie had shown in the tv show xiang de mei. wah i like tt design lor. so yup i bought tt wedge.

haha~ felt so acomplished now. hee~ but i paid aHIGH price for it man. i got my right butt cheek swollen a bit. so painful lor even i sleep on my back. so my sleep sideways. yest i observed my big butt n there's a red mark n today it hv transformed into a royal purple mark. cool. haha~

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An UNFORGETTABLE burfday~

Pt 1

wahahahahahaha~ hehe~ yea today my bday. i actually really very qi dai this day will come soon man, but on the other hand, i dreaded this day. cos this is the day tt we wld hv bioinfo test n the dead line for handing up the bioinfo assignment lor. wat the~damn spoiler one leh~

so sickening lor today cos the stupid chai kong chit duah us. he wrote an e mail telling us to go for his ipm tutorial. or else. then stupid teacher told us to 31-08-04. but we went there its ji tao director's office lor. so in the end the whole class din turn up cos i suspect tt he act wrote the wrong venue. but well too bad~ who tell him to zi zuo nie wrote us a warning letter. haha~

then today's bioinfo test sux lor. wat the~ the mcq all nvr teach b4 one.wah lao eh~ another thing tt spoil my mood man. then as usual may finish the test earlier, so she wait for me lor. but very funny leh~ cos when i came out frm the lect hall, i thought tt we wld like juz leave tgt de. but juz felt very strange tt she willing to wait for amanda n elya they all. cos they normally takes quite loong to finish test de.

as time is nearing to 5 o'clock i became more anxious to leave cos i meeting my parents for dinner ma. but anyway, i still wait la. then when elya they all finally came out, they like scurried their way back. i din give a second thought even when i finally saw them at four leaves with a cake. obviously being stupid i m still wondering y are they buying a cake until may said its for me. wah lao~ i so stupid lor. cos may is trying to keep me back for an obvious reason. haha~ stupid me.

wah lao~ i m surprise lor tt they will celebrate my bday. cos normally i rarely hv such a surprise. haha~ ke jian i m such a boring girl. damn gan dong leh~ lol

the mango cake is really nice. n i really wanna again thank may, amanda, pei yan, elya, elayna and wei ping for it lor. hee~ ya an unforgettable bday.

today went to tiong bahru plz tt jap restaurant--bie fu to hv dinner wif kim n our prj supervisor, zakir as a farewell for kim cos she leaving for canada for study soon.

but b4 tt since we hv a early release for DDD, me and may went town for a while cos may wanted to go eyebrow trimming. so while waiting, i went to the paragon metro walk walk a bit.

den saw this guess wallet very nice n metro got big sale so i bought as a treat for my bday. almost the same as may's except tt mine is black n hers is grey. yupz its the bday present for myself. hee~

yupz. then aft tt went tiong bahru n meet them. not bad the food there. the sashimi is really fresh. haha~ n since i first time tried their ramen, i din dare to challenge their spiciness scale. so i juz stick to the level 1 spicy. well, tt a bit spicy for me le. heng i din say i ask for 2 spicy. may was a bit of a siao char bor cos she ask for a 4 spicy level. kaoz~ tried a bit of her soup n i took a while b4 i cld recover. lol

really not bad lor the food but the total price added up was a bit steep but we got order some other sides like the pregnant fish (shisemo) n 3 beers. i din dare to drink to whole glass myself cos i know i ll hv red face. haha~ total the bill is bout $89.90. i think me n may's eyes popped out when we saw the bill. haha~ esp we were quite broke tt day already. but luckily zakir a bit gentlement. a bit nia i mean. cos he paid 60 bucks n the rest me n may share the bill. so at least not tt ex la. hehe~

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Thursday, August 25, 2005

wahahahahaha~ yeah baby~ so happy man~ jiating really made my day cos she gave me the link of the radio blog tt is full of derrick's songs in prj superstar. haha~

http://www.hohweijian.info/#

super happy when noe tt other pple in this case, jiating oso like derrick. heez~ derrick is so damn cute. but too bad he a bit short but its ok. cos he's cute. haha~ he so damn funy de lor esp yesterday de show. so funny tt they bully junyang wif his candyce "affair".

hmmm~ nvr mind tt he can pronounce well cos tt is his cute pts.hee~ then he sings oso very gan dong. hai~ too bad he out too soon le. cant fight wif junyang. so sad. even junyang is out. HOW CAN???

hai~ at least the final show still can see them sing. but so sad derrick gg to enlist soon le. can see him on TV show anymore. *sobs

can only see junyang nia. tt is the consolation.

Your Nail Polish Color is Red

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eh~ not very true leh~ i dun use red nail polish. tt is so old~ omg~ haha~

You Are An Introvert! You're not necessarily anti-social, but you do tend to need a lot of alone time. You tend to think before you talk, which doesn't make you the loudest person in the room. While you aren't outgoing, you are a good listener - and you tend to be a loyal friend. And you enjoy your friends as much as any extrovert does, in smaller doses. You're more of a conversation over dinner type than a party animal... and so are all your friends.. Are You An Extrovert or Introvert? Take This Quiz :-) Find the Love of Your Life (and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance.

arhh huh~ yup this is really true bout me. the introvert pam.

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oh no~ i m so damn bored. i kept doing these stupid quizzes~

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Haha~ yupz pam i juz a wierd girl. so be careful k? dun ever offend Miss Ang!
wahahha~ *evil laughter
p.a.m is juz a crazy girl living in a crazy world.
told u tt i m crazy rite in my msn nick? haha~

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feels very sad rite now. i juz felt tt i m as if i m a souless girl. i hv no life at all! seeing other pples' life so interesting n here i am on a fri nite staying at hme trying to find some info for DDD pbl. gosh! how sad can my life be?

its not juz not having dates on fri nite. but its juz wat am i here for? i m here because my parents gave me life here or i m here to juz to be a machine to keep on doing reports, prjs and to study. i m damn sick of this crazy life! wat the fuck lor.

i noe there are many pple like me suffering all these nonsense. but i m juz afraid tt one day i ll break down. i noe myself i m not one of those pple whose will-power are superb. in fact i noe tt i dun hv much of a strong will. i cant take it anymore. esp doing assignments tt require to search for info urself n watz best is a lot of things u gotta think by urself. wat lao eh~ fuck off man~

i m tired. i wanna hv fun n not be juz staring at my lap top as if i was an idiot. when can i hv fun? watz best is tt even on my bday 31st aug i oso got bioinfo test n somemore its the last wk of sch n many pract exams and tests are waiting ahead. y cant i hv a bit of time to keep my mind off for a moment?

these are really real crap. crappy life.

arghhhhh~

so damn sian lor~ got tonnes of prjs n reports to finish doing w/in this ridiculously short 7 weeks semesters. wat the f&^#!

its only when u hv been in yr 3 then u will really get the feel of wat is STRESS!!! when we r yr 2 esp in semester 2.1 where we got bout 8 prjs to do at 1 go, we were all complaining how stress we were. complaining so many presentations we gotta do. we juz din noe tt those were act chicken feet compared to when u are in yr 3.

yr 3 u gotta worry enough for ur final yr prj. then besides leh~ u oso gotta worry about other miscellaneous stuffs such as those pbl n presentaions for ur other modules. gosh~ so many deadlines. they are really deadlines cos if i dun hand in on time, i ll be dead by then. OMG!!!

then u want to noe how to differentiate yr 1 n yr 2 students frm yr 3 students?

okay~ yr 1 students are those siao ding dongs who always kept laughing loudly as if nobody's business cos they are not stressed at all. still at honeymoon period.

yr 2 students are those slightly stressed pple who always keeps saying they r very stressed n hv many presentaions to do. but well, they sometimes still can act like siao ding dongs like the yr 1s.

& finally yr 3 students are those tt always seems so depressed tt as if the whole world owes them money like tt. they r tooo stressed tt they dun even bother to tell pple they r stress. cos their frens r equally stress too. they can oso act like siao ding dongs but tt is when they hv really went berserk.

haha~ i noe wat i hv wrote r very ridiculous ba. but tts how i hv acted for the past 2 1/2 yrs. its all in relevance to my behaviour. or mayb i m juz another siao eh.

haha~

ya~ btw~ Happy National Day to all! hee~

Virgo - Your Love Profile Your positive traits: You're incredibly thoughtful and able to give your partner what they need most. You are totally logical. You can deal with problems without involving your emotions. A good work ethic. You'll do whatever it takes (within reason) to make your relationship work. Your negative traits: Sometimes you are so focused on your goals that you let your relationships suffer You tend to be a perfectionist - and expect perfection from your mate as well You are picky. So picky that you rather be single than with someone who has a few minor faults. Your ideal partner: Values success in life as much as you do Fits a checklist of qualities you've been looking for since childhood Like you, is more practical and realistic than romantic Your dating style: Active. You're a bit hyper, so you'd prefer a date that involved rollerblading in the park or hiking. Your seduction style: You may seem a bit shy, but once you open up to someone - you're totally uninhibited You like to set the scene first - candles, music, nice sheets A bit obsessed with cleanliness, you may want to shower first with your love Tips for the future: Soften up a little. Vulnerability is sexy - and feels great over time. Lower your standards a little. Look past a messy desk or someone being five minutes late. Praise your partner more. You make expect them to be successful, but complements are still appreciated. Best place to meet someone online: eHarmony - the best place to find other busy singles looking for a serious relationship Best color to attract mate: Navy blue Best day for a date: Wednesday Get your free love profile at Blogthings.

How You Life Your Life

You are honest and direct. You tell it like it is. You say whatever is on your mind. Other people's reactions don't phase you. You're open to new people and friends, which makes you a pretty popular person. Some of your past dreams have disappointed you, but you don't let it get you down.

How Do You Live Your Life?

Cheese Pizza

Traditional and comforting. You focus on living a quality life. You're not easily impressed with novelty. Yet, you easily impress others.

What's Your Pizza Personality?

wah~ so hungry now. haha~ cos haven eat dinner yet leh.

[ no voice le]

so sian now~ cos i ji tao today no voice lor. these few days damn sick. eversince mon i soar throat, tues i str8 away got fever. then on wed me n may still went back imcb do prj in the morn n then i got headache. then when i thought i m recovering, n today morn when i woke up i lost my voice.

kaoz~

well anyway, tues went back imcb to do prj. then in the aft when we r gg for lunch, so qiao tt me n may saw kai wei on the bus. somemore its may who told me tt eh isn't tt ur fren bennie? haha~ i cock eye la. too engross wif my own soar throat le la.

hmmm~ hope tt tml i can recover my voice cos i m gg to work in expo lor cos there got fair ba i think. otherwise w/o talking how to do sales leh?

Your Ideal Relationship is Serious Dating

You're not ready to go walking down the aisle. But you may be ready in a couple of years. You prefer to date one on one, with a commitment. And while chemistry is important, so is compatibility.

What's Your Ideal Relationship?

haha~ yup ofcourse i m not ready to get married la~ duh? no $$$ no bf how to get married? haha~ hmmm~ in a couple of yrs i ll get married? well, hope so if i do get married. tt means someone wants me! haha~

[Soar throat]

ohhhh~ my throat hurts now. so funny lor, juz now in sch i din feel anything funny in my throat n when i got hme my throat hurtz. sianz~

well anyway, last fri went out wif the ex-colleagues in qc. so met up wif liang hua first aft the prize presentation ceremony then we went there tgt. since still early when we reached little india, decided to go the bk at tekka mall b4 meeting them.

finally @ 6.30 the qc gang came. haha~ so happy to see them though its only like 2 wks nvr seen nia. went to ananda bhavan restaurant for some indian food. haha~ to me besides the usual indian food we always eat, i noe nuts bout indian food.

hmmm~ me n roslind shared the masala thosai (thosai wif potato filling) n the batura. act its very nice lor esp the thosai wif the red chilli thingy cos i act dun really like thosai one at first de. n i oso hv mango lassi which kinda like mango yougart. wah~ tt one very nice lor. haha~

so paiseh tt jafar treats us for tt dinner. cos its like they act wanted to meet up wif jafar then shun bian called us 2 iap students along. haha~ chatted for quite a while aft dinner then noe tt jafar now works under gis but his lab is in nanos. haha~ so wierd.

hmmm~ so fast 2 weeks hv past le. omg~~ only 5 weeks left b4 study brk. argghhh~ so sian.

hmmmm~ today so sian. the integrated lab quite long lor. 4 hrs of pract lesson n somemore we had 2 hrs of incubation time in btw. so sian lor no where to go.

then, think today the tso michael quite screwd up lor cos when we loading the gel n are asking for the HindIII marker, he ji tao took quite long to take. instead i heard frm may he took out dunno wat the HindIII e/z wif the loading dye n passed it as marker. quite screwd up la he. only noe how to ka mei mei n keep talking lor n not doing his job one.

think dr hedy goh a bit pissed off la cos she told us to go off first while michael will look aft our gel n passed the photo to us. haha~

then during lect when michael passed the photo to us in lect, dr goh was sort of jokingly saying tt michael was supposed to meet her at 3 but was late n was like 'suggesting' how we shld 'torture' him. wah lao so funny lor she.even suggested tt he shld do our class report for us.

so tt tells us tt u pple shld nvr do the ladies wrong ok guys? cos ladies are the most cruel creatures on earth. wahahaha~ *evil laughter

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so sad~ when its esp since 4 months aft our last exams. in this 4 months, i nearly hv forgotten the face esp when i m thinking of it unconsiously. sometimes juz realised it hv became blurry. its always the emotions of my own tt i can remembered the best.

but today finally saw it. juz stirred some kinda emotion esp i hv already met many familiar faces all over the lsct blk b4 seeing it. i admit i was shocked n glad about it.

yea~ whatever anyway. no one gives a damn bout it anyway. but i gave. crazy girl.

a crazy girl lives in a crazy world anyway.

hmmm~ yest liang hua sent me the photos tt we hv taken with the QC pple. wah~~~ i looked so horrible lor. f&^% la.

hmmph~ not gg to post it in blog. my gosh. in the camera i thought i still looked okay~ but when its on my com being enlarged many times i saw my face so damn round. i ji tao xian 1/2 liao.

haha~ tt means i ain't nvr gg to buy a digi cam. u can say i m a coward always running away frm the real fact tt i m fat n ugly. i m not gg to deny it. thats me always trying to run away frm the cruel world.

i like to imagine myself having a not so big face n body. i like to imagine lotsa things. but its always the opp tt always happen.

forever & always.

wah~ arrghhhh~ so sian~ got so many reports to do for the rest of the 3 weeks.

my to-do list:

->Literature Review

->Prj Management report

->Safety Assignment

->Stastical Analysis

damn~ all these reports are related to final yr prj. i hate reports. i hate prj even more.

wah~ nowadays the weather very the cold. kept on raining. then somemore in the lib for so long. hmmm~

long time din stay in the lib to watch dvd le. esp now pple having common test so i guess its the best time to watch dvd cos u able to borrow the newer titles.

haha~ quite a nice show though the show a bit long le. quite regretted not watching the movie in cinema. cos orlando bloom so shuai. johnny depp so girly so funny n keira knightly so pretty. haha~

Overall, Your Observation Skills Get: C-

You tend to notice the big things in life... But the details aren't exactly your forte

How Observant Are You?

hmmph~~~ not very true. cos i m quite a detail person. aiya~ the qns too chim le la. haha~

Your Power Color Is Red-Orange

At Your Highest: You are warm, sensitive, and focused on your personal growth. At Your Lowest: You become defensive and critical if you feel attacked. In Love: You are loyal - but you demand the respect you deserve. How You're Attractive: You are very affectionate and inspire trust. Your Eternal Question: "Am I Respected?"

What's Your Power Color?

haha~ yep quite true. i m quite a loyal person no matter if its friendship or towards the person i like. n i m definately a sensitive girl. haha~

wah~~~~ damn sian~~~~


gotta chiong my final report leh~ its juz so unlike me if u happen to c me always online nowadays. hv been typing n typing for hrs le.


sian~ i hate doing reports.


hmmm~today is my sch reopening day. started sch late today at 1 pm. so in the morn go jog jog then aft tt go bathe n i m back on my table doing the report. met may at the bus stop for lunch cos me n she the same class ma. wahahaha~


great! siti is in the same class as me. then somemore oso got sophia, beverly, elya, yan qing, angela see and elayna they all. elaine damn sad la. cos her gd frens, bev n sophia not the same class as she ma. if i were she, i ll oso talk as much as i can during lect when u can still meet ur gd frens.


well, my class got only 4 guys nia. year by year there's lesser n lesser guy classmates. then somemore my class got one like to slang one lor. as if gg to uk for few months for attachment u can hv their accent.


haha~ bullshit~

ya~ i m officially broke. cos recently for the past week hv done quite some shopping tt i dun normally do. yea last wk bought tt adidas bag n slipper, then juz now went to parkway parade n bought a new watch which costs me $195.

in the aft met sarah to go back to st marg's cos lai quin n sarah had asked me to go back for the youth wing alumni meeting. since i hv got nth to do so i juz went back lor to c my old frens oso. well meeting was quite formal n lai quin is nominated to be one of our rep for our cohort tgt with aisyah. n aisyah wld be the vice-chairman n lai quin the secretary for the youth wing alumni.

left round 3.15 though the meeting hasn't ended cos gotta go parkway parade wif my mum n aunt. quite happy tt finally my hse there got bus to the east coast park tt side le. haha~ nxt time i wouln't hv the spent 1 hr gg there but only 30 mins. somemore str8 bus to parkway parade.

went there n shop shop. then its like i m juz scouting for those shop tt sell watch lor. cos me wanted to buy a new watch cos my fossil watch already sent for repair n its definately time for a new one. went around to look for dkny watch cos i find their designs very nice. but saw a couple of the designs but i dun really like it.

finally aft a few shops i found 2 watches i like. one of them is black n the other is brown. act i saw the brown one first cos i like brown watches as its easier to match clothes. but i realised tt my fossil watch is act oso brown so i chose the black one. 2 diff designs but equally classy though the black one costs cheaper then the brown one which is 200 over.

haha~ so happy finally gotten my dkny watch le. yep~

hmmm~ finally its time to say good bye to all my colleagues at MP Biomedicals ( fomerly Genelabs). felt a bit sad lor to leave a place whereby u hv been at for nearly 4 months.

yest me n liang hua went to science hub to order some pastries n cakes for today. so, juz now at 10am i went n collect the cakes for the pple in r&a n qc. then we oso signed the cards for meng yew n phuah. well, its juz a little appreciation to them who hv take care of us n u guys have really made our day there working.

quite surprised tt the qc pple n some others like joyce n priscilla oso gave us thank you cards n a little present for us. very touched by their effor esp when those little words they wrote in the card. phuah said tt we r too ke qi le. but it looks like its them lor. haha~

juz wanna say a BIG thank you to u guys at qc. i really truly enjoyed my stay there. i guess its because i hv left qc b4 while i transferred to r&a, hence i dun miss the lab so much as i hv miss the lab b4 gg r&a. n i really love the present. thanx.

To: Kai Wei

juz wondering if my bag looks like urs?

if that is, then well, we hv similiar taste. that is we hv great taste. haha~ bhb~

yoooo~ hoooo~

hmmm~ juz gotta noe tt there's a really very high possibility tt me n kai wei hv gotten the same adidas bag.

haha~ cos i think adidas oso dun hv sooo many tote bag tt is black in colour. well, anyway, wat can i say? it is such a coincidence lor esp when we both dunno each other like tt bag n somemore we bought the bag at the same heerens outlet on the same day but diff timing la~

haha~ thats is a really classic example tt great minds think alike. hehe~

wah~ 2 days more n i ll finish my attachment. haha~ but then felt a bit sad leh cos its like i hv been having lunch wif the pple in qc n gotta noe some of them better esp when we gossip bout pple.

well, time flies.

You Are Chocolate Chip Ice Cream

You are kind, popular, and generous. You tend to be successful at anything you try. A social butterfly, you are great at entertaining a crowd. You are most compatible with strawberry ice cream.

What Flavor Ice Cream Are You?

You Are an Iced Coffee

At your best, you are: hyper, modern, and athletic At your worst, you are: cheap and angsty You drink coffee when: you're out with friends Your caffeine addiction level: medium

What Kind of Coffee Are You?

heee~ so satisfied now. so happy. cos i hv gotten the adidas bag tt i hv wanted since i saw it on wed at isetan shaws.

cos, on the following fri since i first set eyes on the bag, when i went back n see the bag again, the adidas counter dun display them anymore. i was juz freaking sad tt i thought the bag was not on sale anymore.

so, today b4 i met liang hua n daphne, i went to heerens first the adidas shop n take a look see if they sell tt bag.

wah~

when i saw it, i was damn happy lor tt i juz agar-agar see that it can put in a A4 size paper, i juz bought it w/o 2nd thoughts. n somemore only $39 only. haha~

then, while waiting for the 2 pple, cos they r both late, i juz went across cine n look for the slippers i like at tinkerbell. since aft discount is round $18 i juz bought it since i need a flat sole slipper for shopping. cos i m pretty tired of wearing my heels le. cos my leg will always pain ma aft wearing them.

haha~

its like within half hr i really gotten wat i hv wanted lor.

haha~ so proud of myself. so when liang hua n daphne came, we juz walk walk round heerens lor cos its oso raining damn heavily outside so we cant go far east to scout shoes for liang hua a.k.a andy. haha~

aft tt, went to ps to get our tiks lor. cos liang hua book the tiks online ma. so, we will gotta get our tiks frm the AXS machine. i think the 3 of us r juz mountain tutles lor. cos none of us noes how to use the machine to get the tiks. n its like we keep pushing the credit card inside n it juz cant get inside.

so, we decided tt we shall not take the risk of pushing the card in by force but we try another machine on the opp side.

ahha!

so its like the credit card is so easliy being put in. that means tt the first machine we used r faulty. n we r like 3 idiots standing infront of the machines n dunno how to use them.

haha~

met joyce (the senior gl, pearlyn's fren) infront of the box office b4 we get in to the cinema. n it was then when liang hua realised tt he hv msg us wrongly. cos we r suppose to watch the 4pm show but he told us he booked 4.30pm show. thus, nat blur blur came late n will be arriving at 4.30.

so bo bian, we gotta go in first then fetch nat in when he reaches lor. but luckily gv got lotsa advert. so he din really missed much of the show. lucky he.

watched Fantastic Four. well, the movie is unlike other marvel comics character whereby they hv quite a sad story behind. the fantastic four r act v funny characters lor. its esp funny to see human torch always fighting wif the thing, n oso human torch always like to jia li hai ( act smart) infront of others. si bei action. haha~

hmmm~ quite a nice movie. very light-hearted very interesting dialogues.

then aft the show, went n shop shop round ps where daphne bought a tangram. then aft tt nat left to meet his frens n the 4 of us went to far east by foot n shop. such a far dist. haha~

quite happy tt i hv finally gotten my bag. now the next thing i wanna buy is a cover shoe. the either nike or adidas shoe ( dragon edition). yep.

wah~ so sumptuous~ haha~ thats my slippery lobster pasta @ pasta cafe on sat, july 02. haha~ din hv time to put up the photo cos my hp was spoiled in these few days. hmmm.

Friday, July 08 , 2005

Thank.God.Its.Friday

wahahahaha~ i finally gotten back my handphone le.

finally, aft days of worrying if my phone can be repair, i finally can get back my repaired phone. the day since when i almost lose it juz make me more cherish of my phone now. its almost as good as new aft the replacement of the new lcd screen n some polish for my phone.

thank God tt my phone is okay & most of all i thank God for its fri which means its play time. time of the wk for relax.

Wednesday, July 06, 2005

yep. went to watch war of the world wif my family. cos basically its my mum who wanted to watch de. she juz loves to watch movies tt hv either those big gigantic creatures running around terrorizing humans or movies of nature disasters. Obviously, my taste n her taste are entirely diff most of the time.
haha~


watched the 7.25pm show. luckily tues i went n book the tiks first at lido or else we really juz gotta pay the extra charges for booking tiks online. cos its almost full house lor.


well, the movie is al~right~ la. well a quite typical steven spielberg's movie. very sci-fi kinda thing. ya i must admit tt dakota fannings is really very annoying wif her very high pitch scream. otherwise, the movie is of an average standard ba. nothing too fantastic or funny bout.

superb~ superbly unlucky~

wah kaoz~ i m such an IDIOT!!! how can i be such a STUPID IDOTIC FOOL? how can i???

ok i shall tell u bout one stupid n unlucky girl tt i noe.

last sat, she had her watch spoiled n she thought tt is only a minor prob as in there r no batt in the watch. so she went n had the batt changed but who noes aft 20 min, then she realised tt its not the batt fault, but its the fault of the mecahnism of the watch is spoiled.

so having no choice, she got to go back orchard on mon to hv the watch repair esp since sun the shop is closed.

then on tues, she was out wif her frens for lunch. rarely this girl wld order noodle wif soup. but anyway, she did. so aft finishing her lunch first, she got nth to do but to wait for the others to finish too.

being quite bored, she took out her hp to play as usual, but who noes, she slipped her hands n *dooom goes the hp into the soup left over by the girl. the girl was juz damn shocked. she quickly took her hp out n wipe dry n she was cursing under her breath.

well, seems like her hp is hungry too that it got drowned in the soup. having no choice at all tt the hp did not hv any display on the lcd screen, she went to orchard again n this time hv her hp repaired.

she prayed hard tt the hp is alright cos there's a possibilty its beyond repair. she cried. cos of her stupidity tt she cld act prevent it all to happen by firstly finish drinking the soup. but she didn't. she cls oso not take out the hp to play. yet, she didn't oso. so, who can she blame but herself.

think the girl is a loser? yes i think so too. though i noe this girl hates losers. but ironically she is one too.

cos i am she.

superb~

juz came back frm town cos juz now went out wif may. well~ long time nvr went out wif may le except for a few times dinner tgt.

went out in the aft for a ktv session. again long time nvr sing jtv wif may le ma. so we went cine the k box loh n sing. as usual, i sang horribly. but its ok cos i noe i ain't a singer.

haha~

sang frm like 2.45 till 5 like tt, then the stupid china waiter is like already chasing us saying our time is up le. i m bloody annoyed by their sucky attitude lor. then somemore we din even sang for 3 hrs.

so i ji tao went to the counter there n asked y is it so fast our session is over le? then the staff then said tt only for the cine branch, the student package is now cahnged to only 2 hrs instead of 3 hrs.

well~ since she said tt i cant say any reasons y is it they r chasing us.

so~ i juz said tt their waiter attitude sux. hope tt they will changed. haha~ macham i giving feedback like tt. otherwisw i very throw face like tt.

aft our short ktv session, went n walk around, go see see look look lor. then i went to pacific plz to hv my fossil watch fixed. cos its like no batt n its not moving.

then aft tt we went to taka there the pasta cafe opp mos burger to hv dinner. cos heard frm grace tt they serve great pasta.

then, while we were waiting to be seated, i juz notice tt 20 min aft i hv reapired my watch, i still notice tt it is still not moving. gosh~ wat the hell~ so sian lor. gotta send back for repair again.

me ordered the slippery lobster pasta. hmmmm~ not bad. haha. find it quite nice. haha. esp the lobster. but it juz looks like those much much bigger n fatter prawns or they r juz mini-lobster. haha~

Wednesday, June 29, 2005

shuai dai le~

wah~ jay chou & edison is nothing but shuai!

wahahaha~

wed went n watched initial d with my sis. cos not able to chio pple to watched wif me. hmmm~ so sad. cos my frens r either already watched wif family le or r gg to watch wif bf or they juz watched the movie le.

well, anyway, i bo bian so gotta make peace wif my sis so tt she can watch movie wif me la. haha~

told my sis to go buy tiks first while i will meet her later. but who noes when she went lido, the tiks r SOLD OUT! then somemore they got left single seats tt r juz very far frm each other.

hence, i asked my sis to go ps n see how. well she queued quite long but luckily there r still 3 tiks left when its her turn then in the end she bought 2 single seat tiks lor. hai bo bian la. but heng its only tt my sis is sittting directly infront of me nia. haha~ so we can still talk to each other a bit.

well, wat can i say bout the movie? its juz darn cool. wow~

really~

honestly b4 this movie, i still dun really like jay chou one cos of he being wif tt patty hou. but aft this movie, find him quite cute leh. shy shy de. then, the world champion guy is so damn funny lor n kenny bee oso. they r the 2 jokers la which liven the mood of the movie quite a lot.

haha~ nice nice~ hope the sequel wld come out soon. hee~