27-aug-2004 friday today went out wif bennie n johanna to celebrate my bday in advance...cos ben gotta go out wif her fren on mon ba...anyway as usual we meet at orchard n we accompany bennie for lunch first b4 we went to buy movie tiks for "13 going on 30"...managed to buy tiks for the 5.30 show...meanwhile we go downstairs the cine there to take neoprints cos its like never a single time we 3 got take pics tgt la...the first time pict we took was much better compared to the second pict tt we took...cos the second time when we took the pict we 3 are damn sotong tt we forgot to choose the photos...dam it...it was damn saded lorz...anyway the first pict r great...esp the last shot when we 3 r like hua chi like tt...or mayb i was the one more hua chi...lol... the movie was quite nice lorz...funny i wld say...and the ending is great...haha...really funny esp jennifer garner...aft the show we went taka walk walk cos i wanted to buy perlini's silver...then the 2 wanteed me to pick one accessories i like as a bday present...ok i chose a cross pendent...den aft tt we went for dinner at the thai express at paragon there...not bad lorz the food...the tomyam soup is damn nice...very sour n spicy...(*drooling*)...i hv the pineapple rice which is not bad la... act aft dinner we wanted to go swenson's to eat earthquake cos the 2 want to treat me for bday present...but queue too long so instead we went to heerens first n walk walk...there ben saw a hot pink skirt at 37 degrees but she din buy...wanted to look somemore b4 buying...but aft tt when we came back the shop already close le...too bad...den is like we saw fir at heerens the stage there...kaoz...she sang fly away...damn shiok n nice...but we went off cos its quote late le...anyway tml oso can hear her sing cos the z pop concert ma...den went back to swenson's n is like even more pple queueing lorz...n in the end we went hme n gotta eat ice-cream another day le...haha... 28-aug-2004 saturday went for the z pop concert...me n my sis went to queue at 11 cos jing yun n her fren was there since 9 n they gotta leave for a while to go yida's fan club thingy...so me n my sis went earlier to queue for them...sun was blazing hot...damn xianz...but well it was all worthwhile to get a glimpse of energy...waited till bout 2.30 bennie then came...n itold her she wld regret for not bringing umbrella...haha...cos damn hot... jy join us at round 3.30 n we went in at 4 lorz...those pple r really ks man...once we gotten in...everyone was like running for good seats...haha...siao... but i oso very siao...den energy came out at round 5.15 n they reharsed a bit la...energy is so shuai lorz...kaoz...they really look very diff as they r in picts...can drool man...damn cute lorz they all...then we stay in the front lorz...n it was damn stuffy n thirsty cos we not enuff water ma...damn xianz lorz in the middle...when we hv stood for very long time...den when fir finally came out we were like crazy like tt....damn shuang to hear them sing lorz...we went back aft fir cos really too tired liao...anyway i saw energy during the reharsal le...so its ok anyway...haha...shiok arh....

juz now study amb until i want to slp lorz...i was literally dozing off...so i now online for a while b4 gg to study again...now me in the library the internet cafe there...cos today in the morn i cant book the prj room...damn it...so many prj room...but sooooo many pple using...came to sch at 8.45 n cant find a room...wat the fuck is this...anyway i went to internet cafe cos there got place ma...n decide to study there cos can eat ma...den may told me she not coming to sch cos her hse raining heavily...haiz...xianz...cos i like alone using one table...xian diao...

yesterday i oso went to sch n study...met a couple of pple...like jia li...jy...junius...cabin...zhen you...zhi hui...yong quan...n erm...ling ling...lol...so lucky sia...tot it was my lucky day cos i met so many pple in library...but well it wasn't...*saded* recently find one guy quite cute lorz...(*ya dis is a diff guy frm whom i hv been talking along*)...in the sense he very funny la...but haiz...i saded by the fact tt i noe he want to chio one gurl...n he like came to study wif her...haiz...haha...den i met wif jy to collect the money for jo n chat wif her a bit la...n share my woes wif her...haiz...haha...anyway this is nth since i hv been thru one of my most saded period last wk...i m perfectly ok now liao...yeah...(^-^)> den now in prj room in the library to study lorz...now waiting for may...cos studying tgt ma...so i use the time to blog first ma....

wah kaoz...damn xianz...it's always like tt when i go to OG pple's pk there to work...ya as usual...dun really noe the pple there except 1 or 2 who can still recognise me...no pple one...no biz one...n its like when i go work there n its like only half an hr hv passed n i was damn xianz liao...haiz...but for the sake of $$$ i still go there to work...haiz...no choice la... den today the IMM pract in the morn was quite easy lah...den may leave me aeroplane...fang(4) wo(3) fei(1) ji(1)...din come for pract...but luckily bei bei still got come...or else i wld b like yiu yiu hv to do the expt by himself...ya...den we got back our last pract ws...dr lim was like add a comment on my pract ws saying tt if nxt time she still finds tt my ans n may's ans r identical again, we wld get a zero...kaoz...so ok...may, nxt time we copy must change words liao...cant copy all the same liao...perhaps we gotta copy frm diff sources...haha...hmmph...dun like dr lim not cos of this incident...but oso the fact tt she cant teach n her lect r damn boring...yes she might b gd in pract classes....but too bad...she sux in teaching... haiz...very xianz arh...gotta study again liao during the study brk...its like i juz finish my exams n now so fast common test again...time really flies...n soon i wld b like in yr 3 n aft tt i wld b working le...or better still go on to further studies...y does time passed so quickly...i missed yr 1 despite a lot of things hv happened...i missed how stupid we used to b...i missed the trial camp n the foc camp...the fun we used to hv...i m sick of yr 2...no fun at all one...all study n study...kaoz...i m very sick of it...i m very xian...i wonder y pple can treat me ai(4) li(3) bu(4) li(3) one...it wasn't like tt in yr 1...haha...time changes...it juz make me xin(10 hui(1) yi(4) leng(3)...disappointment juz overwhelms me...perhaps i think too much again...but too bad so sad datz who i m ....a emotional freak...a cry baby who wld cry when i m sad...when i m touched...n when im angry...i can b one min laughing like crazy n the nxt min b very sorry for myself...sdometimes i dun even noe who i act is...a pathetic pig???...sh sux...exams sux more...life is even worst....

August the 13th...its a friday...an unlucky day i wld say...but its a day where i finally recover back my senses which hv been lost for 1 year n 5 days...i hv been lying to myself all these while tt i dun expect anything in return...but act deep in my heart...everything matters...i do expect a little in return...perhaps datz was the reason y i hv hung on for so long...i m really tired now...i hv been lying thru my teeth bout wat i hv told ben...yes i was lying...n now at this moment i proclaim tt the thing is over...felt so ironic tt pearlyn hv juz asked bout it yesterday...i hv given him dis much...if he dun get it...i ll give him even more...but now i m really tired...n i m gg to take back everything i hv for him...including my feelings...i noe i m nth to him...i noe it...haiz...anyway thing is over le...i act make a promise to myself tt if i dare to post tt i ll forget bout him...i ll make sure i ll do tt n not juz say say only...at least i wld make sure tt nxt time if he ask me to buy anything...i ll not b so nice to buy for him like so kind like tt...i ll not do tt anymore when i noe he doesn't even appreciate my effort...who m i to him...a fren?...haha...mayb i not even at tt level yet...i juz felt disappointed...

ya juz now aft math lessons we watched "ella enchanted" at the computer lab thru seng kiat's lappy...the show quite nice lorz...n its damn funny esp tt part when the stepsister make use of ella's obedience n make use of her...its damn funny lorz...its a really typical cinderella story...very touching n nice...though the ending is damn lame...haha...n the prince charming is damn cute lorz...in the sense tt the way he treats ella is quite nice n sweet though the prince is not very the handsome...haha...so funny the prince still got fan club one lorz...haha...nice show...regret not watching the movie in cinema...cos when i c the preview like not nice like tt...hmmph... yeah...pearlyn is coming back nxt sunday...wahaha...missed her a lot...esp missed our bitching seesions tgt...

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8/8/04 Sunday Went n watch fireworks wif ben n jo at marina promenade...we met at bugis den we go bugis v n walk walk c c first...den aft tt we went to suntec to hv dinner b4 gg to the fireworks thingy...we went to marche...n there's quite a long queue...but luckily we managed to get a table quite fast la...the food there not bad lorz...we 3 hv pizzas for dinner...funny sia...shld hv gone to pizza hut liao...but the pizza there is italian style n we can choose our toppingsfor our pizza one...ok la the price...$9.90...not tt ex... den aft tt we went to esplande there to get a gd place to c the fireworks...we went there n there's A LOT of pple...mountain pple mountain sea arhh...haha...mayb abt 1/12 of the population is there...we were like at this spot where we feel is not too bad...but then dunno y suddenly there's a lot of pple squeezing around...n pple were gg in 2 directions...KNS...it was like kena JAM like tt...n we r kena stuck...n there's 1 STUPID girl wanting to push her way thru me...n she still dare to say can u excuse me?...i was like damn du lan cos there's really no space to excuse her...n i ji tao tu her tt wah lao no space liao la...still want to push...i damn angry man...like to push sooo much go n hv a baby la...damn it...n i more idiot even funnier...said if pple can squueze thru den we oso can squeeze one...KNS...i purposely make it more squeezy by not letting her pass thru...damn du lan lorz...stupid idiots... but nevertheless....the fireworks were really awesome n spectacular la...quite nice lorz...n there's a lot of the woos n arhs...n those bigger fireworks were much nicer as it really seems so close to u like tt...though its short...but its like tt one...datz watz call duan(30 zhan(4) de mai(3) li(4)...haha...feel like listening to f4's yan(1) huo(3) de ji(4) jie(2) the song... den aft tt we wanted to find a place outside esplande to tok tok...but its damn crowded...damn xian lorz...so we wanted to go marina sq there n sit lorz...n the journey to marina sq was ...horrible...cos a lot of pple is moving around oso...n as we walking towards city link tt direction...we can c the grass outside esplande hv been rou(2) ling(4) until damn ke lian...its like the grass suppose to b knee-length height...but singaporeans no gong(1) de(3) xin(1) one...so once the fence is knocked down......pple juz continue to stepped on the grass unti its macham nonody's biz like tt....grass was like totally flat...haha...damn funny lorz... anyway we sat outside marina sq there...n me n jo drank alcohol there...cos we bought it b4 the fireworks ma...as usual aft a few sips...my face like monkey's ass like tt...haha...i knew it one lorz...den somemore i drink the 7% alcohol one called DNA...den me as a lousy drinker face damn easy red one...luckily we din buy long island cos its 10%...or else i oso dunno how to go hme with my red face liao...haha...confirm kena scolding one...den ben took a few sip try try lorz...my drink is more bitter compared to jo's raspberry vodka...haha...tok bout erm...weather...hv a girl's tok la...haha...ya bout stupid things...n i finally realised its already been a year n i act hv felt better than i was 1 year ago...

haiz...xianz...now at the library internet cafe...using the com...cos today realease earlier mah...release at 12...thnx to wen hui tt he haven return the library bk...so i cant go watch dvd in library cos the overdue bk haven return yet...n library dun allow u to borrow anything wif ur account got a overdue item...arrgggh....

haiz...common test coming le...its like frm mon to thurs straight...we've got a paper on everyday lorz...n really xian arh...den our imm still haven even start yet n we gotta present straight aft common test...kaoz...haiz...

recently very xian arh...very fan(2) lorz...haiz...damn xian...felt really restless...

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today damn angry lorz....the STUPID foong wai tuck....i really HATE him...FUCKING pqs teacher...kaoz...think u really tt clever huh...only noe how to tok cock n beat around the bush n datz wat u said its advise for us...haha...save it for urself ba...damn u...only noe how to comment tt u cannot do this cannot do tt...wat the hell...as if sooooo li hai...a darn big ASSHOLE...even worst than PHANG CB...kaoz...

30 july 2004 fri  tt day went out wif bennie to catch up wif the gossips...but b4 tt we went to outram there the centre for forensic science thhe lab n  c c...we end round 4.30 so i reach orchard at 5 like tt...paiseh bennie for i always late...we oso go walk walk in far east plz...saw one shop tt got sell skirts of my size...but i juz look look a for a while while ben is looking for the 3/4 cropped jeans...den aft tt she bought a belt...not bad quite nice lorz the design...got flower one...but it is a leather belt...    aft shopping...we went to long john's silver to eat...den we gossip a lot of things...she tok about her sch pple n i tok my sch pple la...we left bout at 7.30pm cos i gotta rush hme to buy stingray for my family for dinner...i reached the bus stop at 7.40 n i waited for the stupid 171 for 30 min...damn it man...i was like die liao lorz...cos i confirm 8.30 den reach hme...fuck man...i 8.10 den got the bus n true enuff i reach hme at 8.30...n meanwhile while i was in the bus my mom kept calling n i was damn scared so i switch off my hp...trying to give excuse tt my hp low batt...anyway its the truth lorz...so while i was gg to rush to adam rd hawker centre...i saw my mom on the rd...on her way to find me...i was shock lorz...damn scared so i run to her n told her tt i went to do prj at newton n gotta wait for 171 for 30 min...in some way its true n some its not...well i m sorry i gotta lie...n wat makes me more guilty is tt she is damn worried bout me cos she cant get in contact with me...thought sth happenrd to me...damn guilty tt she din scold me...but worried for me... 1 aug 2004 sunday today went to celebrate eugene's bday...supposedly to b a surprise for him but a lot of cock ups here n there...firstly...juz dun understand y some gls r so irresponsible tt told them to come and meet us at 5pm n they can come at 6pm...worst some not even there at 6...worst some in main comm somemore...wah lao...its damn pek chek tt we gotta tolerate dis kinda of nonscence thingy....pek chek until may is like wanna explode liao...n the most ironic thing is may at first while go n bk place...she is like ya-ya-papaya say got confirm ot 30 pple coming...n at 6 only half reach...kaoz...wat the hell...n there's communication brk down tt some pple not suppose to b there is there...xianz lorz...this incident really make me wonder shld i b very heng tt i not in main comm...cos organizing an event is not my cup of tea... anyway...we did hv a lot of fun there at fish n co. then finally knew some secrets lorz tt pple hv keeping frm us...like emmy is attach to marker...ok lorz the food there is not bad but serving is damn big tt even though i din ate lunch i was damn full lorz...den aft dinner got some prob in settling the bills...its always like tt when we eat wif big grps...aft tt went back hme wif cabin cos took 171 tgt...den he was like very xian mu the two couples tt hv officially announced tt they r tgt...wanna end his bachelor life...lol...si eh bo liao arh...haha... den juz did my immune quiz n got 210 marks...haha ok la...since i copy one...*oops*...but who cares...ahahaha...