8 weeks after school reopening & 5 weeks after my 21st birthday...

school was horrendous esp after the mid-term test for molecular bio... horrible... it just drain me... life just go on during this 2 months... nth much had happened to my life... except tt i had my memorable 21st birthday celebration with my frens.. i noe its late but i still wanna thank all those who hv made it to my birthday as u guys had made my day!!! hahaha... fyi.. if anyone wants the photo for my bday... i hv uploaded it to the below site:

http://www.wretch.cc/album/album.php?id=luvpamela&book=13

yup... life's fine except tt during these 2 months met up quite a few times with my sec sch classmates cos some of them got their bday in these few months... my bday is like the start of many many bday to come in sept n oct... went for doris, mingyue, toong yeng, yuting and dawn's bday... hmmm... the nxt to come wld be yifang one.. haha... this yr is just rounds n rounds of bday...

these days so hooked up in playing facebook... just love playing the pirates game... keke...

After a week of school

woke up with sore throat today. super sianz~ hated the feeling of having a soar throat the minute i woke up. have been quite tired by the end of the first week of school (friday) esp when we ha like 4 str8 hrs of lect and could only lunch at the odd hour of 2pm! starved liao! thats the sad part when u've got like 2 days off frm school every week cos all the lessons are all crammed up.

so far, after 2 lectures of the core modules, i just found out some lecturer's voice are just plain irritating and that is the lsm2102 lecturer. cos tt lady was just like gg thru the lect notes n had made no effort in explaining at all esp when she realises she had no time for her lesson liao. n bloody hell, she talks so fast n soft n high pitch tt sometimes i just catch no ball on what she's talking. although the indian lecturer of lsm2101 oso goes on very fast when she keeps on blabbling about the mitochondria n ATP but at least her voice is not irritating to my ear. at least she made effort to explain the pictures she hv drawn n not plainly read from the slides. just hated those lecturers who read from slides. got paid so highly n yet their job is reading slides from the projector n trying to dismiss it as a proper lecture? wat the hell?

First day @ School

well~ first day in sch was a bit tiring. physically i m not too tired at least i dun feel like dozing off once i reached hme though i woke up earlier than at work. but, mentally wise, i m a bit strained cos today the physio lect starts like on 8am compared to the rest of the peeps who wld start their sch at 10am if they din took physio. well, physio is quite an impt pre-requisite for many level3000 biology modules and heard tt its gg to be qute hard to score i think. so wat to do? haix~

hence by 2pm (which is our 2 hrs break till 4pm), i m freaking tired cos i hv like 6 hrs str8 for lect. then following, 4 to 6pm still got the bio stats lect. luckly for the stats lect, prof just gave us some introduction for the module for 30 min and then we're free to go. kekee~ heng~ no need to undergo some toturous stats lecture since we've enuff of the horrible metabolism lect. but then, honestly i felt tt the lsm2101 lecturer is quite ok but the subject itself is really terror den she still want to go thru te lect somemore though there's like only 15min left and students were all wining.

physio lect still seems ok yet but one of the lecturer who went to usa b4 for further study, his teaching style were exactly like our biochem lecturer (who went to harvard b4) but thik he is a much nicer guy not so arrogant as the latter. haha~

And the whole cycle starts again~~

Whoa~~~ omg!!! this is fast man! tmr sch will be starting for me although most of my fren had their sch started like today or like a week ago. but still for me, i hv just finished work on last friday, and sat still went out with my best buds to city hall to buy the belated bday pressie for bennie. din hv much rest even though its the national day week, cos 9th aug went to watch ndp parade with family then nxt day still need to work. only got yesterday to rest for a while cos today i spent like half of my day gg out. went n visit dangni in the early afternoon cos she is back in SG for her ATG treatment then after tt went n meet may for lunch since she released frm her sch around 2.30pm.

yes~ frm tmr onwards the hellish sch days are gonna start again and the whole vicious cycle of lecture-tutorials-study break-exams-holiday-sch reopens starts again. haix~ *tired* perhaps the only thing to look forward to sch is to meet the long-time-no-see frens ba. n oh ya~ one thing i'm looking forward to is the reopened arts canteen!!! *slurps* it seems like ages since i haven been able to visit arts canteen for the whole of last sem, when it hv been undergoing renovation. really miss the food there a lot lor.. esp the yong tau fu there... n think they oso opening a burger king on level 2 of the arts canteen... wahahaha~

pain

nvr felt this pain for quite some time since i decided to move on long time ago. perhaps its my 'once in every few months' depressing cum self-pity period again. so sad for myself. no life. no life its still fine. but a failure with no life? wat a cliché. a person with no accomplishment and nothing to proud of in almost every aspect. i finally believe in karma and that old saying - what goes around comes around. i should hv know it earlier when i was 7 when i hv jeered at my pri sch classmate then about her being in taf club as she was boderline overweight. look who's laughing at who now. i m nvr a person of luck. well, perhaps more of bad luck. suai ah~

health

yesterday, met sarah at outram mrt b4 gg to SGH to visit dangni. waited for quite a while for toong yeng at the lift lobby b4 gg up to dangni's ward at level 7. chipped in the little card & a cute little beary which sarah had bought. Quite a big change i must say when i saw dangni at her ward. She had become more swollen compared with the last time tt i saw her which was actually back at school when i met her on the nus shuttle bus while i was rushing to the changing landscape lecture at arts. she was still very thin then which i think was about 3 months b4 she was diagnosed with a rare disease, aplastic anemia, when i just received yenching's msg at 8th june.


heard from dangni tt her reason of being swollen is due to the medication which includes steriods. hence, she is now having oily skin all over around her body esp her scalp which had became oilier & her back had acne breakout cos of her oily skin. must be damn pain for her to lie on her back. so, she got her hair cut shorter. well, i must say she still look great, still the joking mood tt she always had. really hope tt she will be strong and stay healthy until her first ATG treatment and hope tt she is able to get a bone marrow transplant and be cured from the illness.


yes, health is really important. everybody noes this, yet not many cherish them. i used to be one of them. but seeing so many pple getting sick so young n not to say that mum was sicked also, i really thank God tt so far i am still healthy though i know i m severely obese. n due to tt, i really want to slim down not becos of juz able to wear nice clothes n looked pretty in it but also more importantly i hope to stay healthy n not be at the high risk grp of getting diabetes n etc. but then, i m not a person of very strong-will, cos if i am i wld not be here blogging this post n still be so obese. i always tell myself to cut down on fatty food esp those fried stuff n my fav hainanese chicken rice. but, guess wat? during lunch, i wld forgot about my "Don'ts" n when i realised my mistakes, it was too late. cos i prob ordered my food or i hv finished my lunch halfway. i think i probably be fat my whole life and if i was destined to stay fat, i just hope tt i wld be a healthy fat ass.

timetable for next semester

whoa~~ finally gotten the timetable for nxt sem. it has been a long wait for me cos like i said in the earlier posts tt i hv always been very anxious in which modules i wld be doing as i do not want any core modules to clash with physiology. finally, i hv gotten wat i hv wanted and very the heng~~ i m in grp 1 so there's no clahes of the modules. heng arh~~

however, some of my frens is not so lucky cos though they wanted to do physiology too, but they were in grp 2 n there would modules clashes. very cham for them to need to find pple to swap semester grp with them. really "pei fu" the sch's kind of randomness... cos its like out of the 10 poly frens tt went to lifesciences in nus, (frm wat i noe) about 8 of us were in grp 1 already. wah~~ damn lucky to be with my frens sia. hmmm~~ hope tt i can get the 2 electives tt i m gg to bid for - general physiolody & food and health. i hv already show hand all my points in G acc and P account liao in the advance bidding... haiz~

hopefully if everything all goes well... i will be able to have thurs free! kekeke~

The Part of You That No One Sees

You are passionate, romantic, and emotional. You put love first in your life, even though you have often been disappointed by it. You expect to be swept of your feet, and you never expect infatuation to die out. Underneath it all, you are scared that you aren't lovable. Your insecurity has ruined many relationships, as you are unable to see the love that's really there. You are secretly afraid of being alone. Confronting your insecurities is incredibly painful.

What's the Part of You That No One Sees?

You Would Do Most Things For Love

You are willing to go pretty far for love - but not far enough to compromise your core values. Love is a priority for you, and you'll go further than most people to hold on to someone you love. But killing for love? Or even taking a bullet? Probably out of the question. No matter what, you love yourself the most!

Would You Do Anything For Love?

hahaha~ i not so siao to kill for love...

Time for a change

yeap~ its time for a change of my blogskin. it hv been like ages (like more than a yr already) since i hv change my blogskin. to give it a new look! hahaa~

hmmm~ like i said previously, hv been meeting quite many frens on the street. today just met boon shan again at the same spot near serene centre where she was heading for a jog at botanical gardens n i was heading hme. chatted for a while on out life. then, last sat while i was doing some crazy shopping in town, met ziqin at the taka b1 toilet. so qiao tt she just queing infront of me nia. n even saw a colleague, mun shee, last last sat at bt batok just i was alighting the bus n heading towards the mrt station for tution.

life do hv some surprises here n there but still it has been boring. as always. hv been working n working n working. oh my god! school is going to reopen le and for some of my frens who are taking special sem, sch hv already started long ago for them. poor thing... to think that my life is gg onto another cycle of study-tests-exams-holiday(holiday work for me) made me felt so tired. so so tired. well, its act the "study-test" part of the cycle tt made me felt very sick n tired. gosh~ can't imagine tt i m gg to study level 2 science where level 1 are killing me.

and at this pt of time where sch is gg to start soon, it had always made me felt nervous. this is so due to the nus bidding system n oso the allocated timetable. am very worried on which sem i m gg cos hope to be with the old click again ma... haiz~ dunno which sem i will be gg to n with whom... hope tt i wld no be allocated the module LSM2103 cos for this module, one of the lecture will clash with LSM 1201 general physiology tt i intend to take as my UE and it might be a prerequisite for me if i was to concentrate in biology. haiz~~~~~~

and speaking of this, i m super worried about my qian tu a.k.a future. haiz~~ sort of regretted into gg into lifesciences during poly. hv been cheated to go into this course. although i do love science since i m in pri sch, but it seems so useless esp the job market. there was a time think just when i finished my o levels, everyone was talking bout lifesciences until tt we were led to believed tt it does hv a bright future. well, as a matter of fact, it does hv a bright provided u're damn smart la. n me? i probably will be one of those lab technicians lor in a small lab earning like $2400 per month who was gg to live hand to mouth. oh no!!! its like no future lor, as u're not gg to earn big bucks in a small lab. not even if u hv a masters who prob will earn like $3000+.

ya~ call me realistic or materialistic but tt is the truth out there. heard frm jolene tt her friend who's a science grad n is now doing sales n her basic pay i $2800 excluding the commission. honestly, her friend is damn lucky to get such jobs n such jobs are hard to find lor. so regretted tt i din go n study banking. so envious of jiahui who's gonna earn big bucks... hahahaha~just kidding. i noe big bucks oso not so easy to earn. so, since i m gonna stucked in science for now, thought of might as well to concentrate in biology n become a science teacher next time. cos MOE pays their teacher quite well... hahahaha~~~ but anyway i can portray myself as a teacher teaching but not really a lab technician doing some mudane lab work. cos hv enough of those boring lab work in poly whilst doing final yr prj (gosh~ that was a hell lot of period).

so, thought tt doing conc in bio might be better for me if i were to teach bio in sec schs. but still nothing is confirmed for me. cos i can still be a science teacher even if i was gg to conc in other areas. so, really am in a dilema of which areas to conc in, since this coming sem will be my last chance of taking general physio since this module only open on the first semester of the yr. n next yr, yr 3 i ll be choosing my areas of concentration. haiz~ headache. no mood to await sch reopening.

what am i gg to be in the future where it do seem tt i hv a bleak one. help me~~~~

The Long Lost Sense of Satisfaction

went to town with sis just now. wanted to find yuhui to trim eyebrow but she was out on road show, so gotta wait till nxt wk when she's free. Checked my account, finally i've got my Jun's pay le!!! wahahaha~~~~ tt just spurs up my mood to go shopping!!! (which wld hv been a luxury for me for the past few months when i m super broke!!)

So, my first stop was Far East where my main objective there was to find shoes! Searched for a couple of the usual stores n did not find one which i think cld wore to lab. it was until quite long where sis n i wanted to give up then we found the covered shoes tt we wanted. So was quite happy to buy more new shoes which i seriously needs as i kept wearing my sis de when i go out.

Then, the nxt stop was Wisma Atria. There i saw one heels tt i absolutely want to hv at Pazzion. but bcos i hv just bought a pair of shoes, n i hv got alot of bags to carry (frm my later shopping), so i was struggling within myself if i shld buy it? Until now, i m still thinking of the heels though its not very ex. hmmm~ mayb if nxt week if i m still thinking of i might go n buy cos it's darn lovely!!!

At the Isetan wisma, saw one Calvin Klein bag tt i love, but its like $499. Gosh! I hv got the money but i dun want to part with my $$$... So, headed str8 to Ngee Ann City since sis wanted to buy Levis jeans. Selected the copper jeans design for her but sadly, her size is out of stock. So chose the Red Tab design n it fits her better than the previous. Hence, she bought the latter. Then, went to Guess & look at the watches. i found one watch very nice - it's the light brown strap with some embroidery on it n hv a gold face. but, i din buy it then as sis din caught anything tt fancy her. Hence, we proceed back to Wisma again cos sis wanted to buy one Adidas watch at City Chain. Her watch is those leather one n has a bright yellow face which is quite nice tt i oso wanted to buy. n somemore it's quite ok the price. After 10% discount its bout $148. hahaha~ lucky her still got discount!

After tt, me went to Isetan AGAIN, to check out the Guess wallet which is super cheap. $39.90 for a light brownish normal size wallet. Haaaa~ wat a catch! So just bought it w/o much consideration. Then, went to the CK counter again, n another cheaper yet nice bag caught my eye. this time was not so ex~ but still $399. GOsh!! i want tt bag cos its more hardy then the previous one tt i wanted. but wat the hell! though i m the person who hates to change bags n hence wanted to buy one more ex bag to "zou tian ya" -- "carry around"... but its still quite way beyond my budget for a bag to zou tian ya. diaoz~

& it was at this pt, the sales girl said tt CK got 40% off! i was like giving the "you must be kidding" kinda look n i even asked her is it selected items only? ** cos more stores in SG loves to gives discount only for selected items. But she said its for all items. OMG!!! i din think too much n asked her wat is the discounted price for the bag? She checked n it wa much cheaper, $239 after discount. So, i just bought it since its price is now much nearer to my budget for a more ex bag. bout the price for a Guess bag hence i cld sort of buy it w/o much thought esp when there's quite alot of discount! hahaha~ n to console myself, this shall be an early birthday pressie i give to myself.

So, after my victorious buys frm wisma, i head back to Ngee Ann city again **Yesss~~!!! aGaIn! (walked t n fro frm there)** to get the Guess watch which i quite like cos saw n tried a couple of the DKNY watches but it wasn't very much of a nice fit for my BAh BaH hand, n some was very much similar from my current watch so decided to try on the guess one to sit if it looks nice on me. i was almost wanting to give up looking for a watch cos all like not nice fit... then the Guess one was much better than the pevious few, so bought the watch as i m in a dire need of a new watch!! my fossil runs out of batt n i forgotten to bring to the dealer to change them n my dkny the strap a bit gonna give way. dots~ cos of my sweat la. my hands sweat a lot so the leather a bit split le.

After tt, decided to go to Cine the ipod shop over there to look at the ipod to see if there's still the 20% discount which bennie was talking about as she had bought her ipod video there. was contemplating whether to buy ipod video or nano since both got its plus n minus points.
nano - small n light n cheaper (4GB).
video - larger in size but more worthwhile comparing a 30GB video n 8GB nano as they costs the same.

In the end, there isn't much to contemplate about as the 30GB runs out of stock n stock wun be coming back soon. DAMN!! so i m left with the choice of a 4GB / 8GB nano or 80GB video. the 80GB can use as an external hard disk but good news for me tt i already bought an external hard disk like 4 months ago so wat foi need 2 external hard disk? haha~ so out of sheer impulsiveness, i bought the 8GB nano as i prefer the black colour out of the blue or pink 4GB nano. i paid the price n i kinda regret it then...nearly $500 for everything... esp i oso bought the red leather cover (in replacement for the red nano tt i cld not get it frm the shop as tey dun hv it! can you believe it? no red limitd edition nano?) & the FM remote controller (which enables me to listen to radio if i get sick of my songs n i absolutely needs radio n tt i no longer need to rely on my hp radio... hahha~).

Heng arh~ i split with my sis the cost. so i no need to fork out everything myself. this is when a sister comes in handy -- to split the cost n thats oso how i got my digi cam. or else i where got so rich one. i dun hv tt kinda money. i m just a poor girl who just gotten her salary. n yes~ in a day i spent a f$^%ing huge portion of my just gotten salary all for my impulsiveness tt i am proud of n which it gives me a sheer sense of satsfaction tt i hv longed for in so many months.

cos as many noes, i hv been damn broke esp thru out the schooling period n the exams period n even until jun i was still broke cos the stupid hr took very long to give my pay. it was until last week tt i got my may's pay n today then i finally got my jun pay so it was sort of like 2 months pay in a short time. my list of Wants are getting longer n so its time to shorten it. hahaha~ n it will not be long tt i will be broke again when sch reopens n i will be deprived of shopping Again for very long n God noes when i cld shop to my fill?

i noe i m siao to buy so many things at one go like the typical "bao fa hu" --> :like the uncouth once poor man who becomes rich overnight who goes on flaunting his wealth. hahaha~ but dun care la... i m really deprived of shopping for so many months n its time to pamper myself at least for just today.

Coincidence

yesterday afternoon, when i was opening the office door to get back to office after gg to the ladies, i saw this lady who's very familiar & yet i could not remember who she was. Then this lady also looked at me with the some familarity, & both of us was like staring at each other for like 5 seconds. and then after the 5 seconds, both of us recognise each other, & i realised it was Dr Hedy Goh! cos she was on-course at CSC. hahaha! wat a coincidence to meet her just outside my office! am glad tt she still found me familiar despite the fact tt i hv graduated a yr ago & that she have taught many students le.

hmmmm~ then after work, i walked the usual route back hme. Again, i saw this girl who's damn familiar & tt girl was oso squirming her eyes looking at a face tt was familiar to her. It was quite happy to be able to see my primary sch fren, boon shan, whom i hv lost contact though i found out tt she still stay at her old hse which is quite close to my hme. am glad to see her esp when we r living in the same neighbourhood but we juz din meet each other in these few years though i hv briefly met her b4 at ngee ann atrium b4.

wat a small world~

Movies

wennt to vivo city again to watch movie & it have been like 4 times str8 in about three weeks since i visited vivo city again. hmmmph~ mayb its due to the spacious seat of the cinema. anyway~ went there after work so its sort of quite near frm work place. the 3rd time when i went there is with sis to watch Shrek the Third & the 4th time when i went there was watching Oceans' Thirteen with Jiahui. And~ just the week b4 the previous week, i hv watched Fantastic 4: The Rise of the Silver Surfer & last friday, i went to Plaza Singapura to watch Surf's Up with Cheryl & Yizhen. hmmm~~ it's like this holiday i have been watching like almost 6 movies le. and this friday i gonna watch Nancy Drew with Jiahui. hahaha~ i must be crazy to watch so many movies at one go.

But~ i just love watching movies. it's just one of my hobbies to watch movies. esp the good ones. think this holiday i prob will spent it using to watch movies besides working ofcourse. din do much shopping during GSS cos i m like super broke. spent all my money to watch the movies anyway. saying of this, the stupid hr haven give me my pay lor! wat the hell! give those lame excuses that now things are in transition since they juz recently out source the whole process of the pay thingy to other company. he like tt say & plus the fact tt our timesheets got problems, how can i demand for my pay? i hv worked for 2 months & i still dun get my $$? Wat the hell! i dun care by fri if i still dun see my $$ banked into my account, i'm gg to find the hr pple again... kns...

i m super broke...

my wants

looking at my long list of desires... yet i hv fufil none. it's super depressing cos i m broke now. i've been working for so long & i still haven got my pay yet. what's more fustrating is my one-day pay on 6th Apr when i went back for one day to help cheryl with the moe testing. gosh~ wats with the HR pple? my 30 bucks oso cannot give me? Pray hard tt my last month pay would be here asap...

i want to shop like crazy... i need new shoes....

to lin's hse

yesterday... met amanda, jolene & peiyan at yishunat 7pm b4 gg to lin's hse for dinner... cos her mum is cooking for us... hmmmm~~ *yum yum* her mum is really a good cook... cos the malay-style laksa is damn nice... then her mum oso made some choco-flavoured agar-agar, some malay kuehs & oso brownies... wow.. the brownies damn nice lor... tt i ate 2 of them... keke... lucky girl... cos her mum is such a great cook... lin shld learnt frm her mum such gd cooking skills...

then aft dinner... had some "girl's talk" about our jobs... n its damn funny to know tt lin's supervisor frm mom is such a te-goh ah pek... lol... laugh until we pengz when we gotta know how "good" the supervisor is to lin... lol... hmmm... time flies esp when in good company... only managed to reach hme at 11.40pm... haha damn late esp when i need to come to work today...

hmmm... then yest when on our way to lin hse... i got a missed call frm a private no... so while pondering whos is it that called me... tt person call me again... but somehow i miss tt call again... so finally i m able to receive tt call only at the 3rd time he call me... i m quite shock cos i dunno who the hell called me as i m unable to regonise the voice... the he said,"are you s8623XXXX?" n i replied," ya thats my ic no." then he said i hv won 4 ndp tickets on the actual day n asked me to go down to marina sq to collect frm 23rd jun to 2 jul... n when i called mum... she juz finished watching the news n she tot i wun win de... cos i not very heng one...

wahahah~ i super happy tt i got to get the tiks as i hv balloted for all my family members only at the closing date of the balloting... kekke... then juz now.. mum called me to tell me tt dad oso got the 4 ndp tiks but it was the preview ones... cos when i do the balloting for him... i tot better than nothing ma so i oso clicked on the preview tiks... n now we've got 4 extra preview tiks... hmm... see who wants then give them ba... or else a bit bo liao to go watched it twice rite? hahaha...

later gg to watch shrek3 with sis... yeah~~~

02 June 2007, Saturday

yest went to vivo city to catch the movie PIRATES OF THE CARRIBEAN: AT WORLD'S END... met up with cheryl, her brother ryan n yi zhen first n had lunch first b4 meeting up with cara at the cinema... one thing i must apologize is tt when we r waiting for cheryl outside the toilets... i really din see cara as i walked pass her as i was heading in the toilets again to see if cheryl has come out a not... ahaha~ think yi zhen oso a bit surprise y i din see cara... haha~ think i oso din reconise her at once... think she like more tan le...

well... the show was not bad... quite entertaining i would say... but the first part of the show is act pretty boring... cos there's alot of dialogue which i m really quite blur in wat they r doing... n obviously its not just me alone who find the 1st pt dull.. cos aft the movie... cheryl oso said tt she fell asleep in the front pt... until her brother wake her up.. lol... ya though the front pt of the movie is dull... but the presence of orlando bloom... i oso find it entertaining to watch... though he prob din acted much in the 1st pt of the movie... cos he is so cute..... hahaha~

the movie is quite funny.... cos as usual captain jack sparrow always acted stupid in the show... n the 1st scene of johnny depp... there's already "n numbers" of jack sparrow appearing... lol... n oso when both jack n barbossa wanted to be the captain of the black pearl is sooo funny... jack is like the loser and the binoculars he had is way much smaller n shorter than captain barbossa...

oso the scene at shipwreck islands where all the pirate lords are fighting among themselves on whether to release calypso.. the dialogue btw elizabeth n jack is hilarious.. at least to me...
elizabeth: it's madness
jack: no. it's politics

it's until this pt of the movie (the shipwreck island) where is much clearer to the audience on who's is on which sides... cos the beggining with the addition of a "S'pore" pirate Sao Feng... it's so confusing on who's taking on which sides.. esp at first there's so much 'betrayal' among the leads... n it was the last 40 min where the real action begans... where the fight began...

the 2nd half of the movie was much nicer... n tt part where jack uses will's hand to stab davey jone's heart was damn funny... u should see how coward jack is as he's damn scared tt he'll become all "tentacle-ly" like davey jones if he shld stab jone's heart himself n take over the flying dutchman... he's so freaking coward lor... which in the end causes will turner to become the captain of the flying dutchman... but one funny thing is tt... the moment orlando bloom became the captain of the flying dutchman.. all the monstrous-looking crew suddenly began looking like normal human... hahahaha~ prob because the captain of the ship now is a super handsome guy n hence, therefore the crew looks like normal pple.. as compared to the octopus-like previous captain dvey jones... which causes the crew to be so like monsters.. lol..

and oso.. so happy yest tt i can finally found 2 skirts tt i could wear for work... n it's damn cheap... both the skirts juz cost me like 38 bucks nia... n i oso bought 2 blouse which oso only cost like 33 bucks only... cos its so hard for me to buy a nice bottom... esp skirts... n esp cheap ones... cos anyway now sales ma... at least now i noe where to buy skirts le besides of gg to fox n hunt for one... kekeke~

26 May 2006, saturday

well... last saturday gotta go back to office to work cos of the mass testing session... then its oso the day when the exam results are released n its oso may's bday.. so sat gotta go back to work b4 gg to may's 21st bday party...

met elayna at jurong east first b4 gg to chevrons tgt... then quite qiao tt we met beibei, qingfeng & yibin at the place opp popular where we supposed to wait for the shuttle bus... wah~ beibei is so tan now lor... like charcoal... hahaha~ wat to do commando ma... wah~ he now quite zhuang... more man now... as compared to when he's in poly yr 1... cos then he really very boy boy... got to noe tt he might be gg to sim to study banking aft army.... hmmm~ its good tt at least he noes what he wants now... cos back in poly he oso dun really like science one...

we bought a mac makeup set for may... hope tt she likes it... and may's bday deco though simple... but the small heart shape balloons are really interesting n cute... omg.. so sweet... hahaha... a pity tt may's doggie "son" is not able to come... cos the last potluck we r not able to c him ma...

one thing i must say is tt the food tt may catered is very nice... its one of the nicest catered buffet of all the bday party tt i went to... haha~ my bday tt time.. prob i will use the same caterer... then hor.. the chocolate cake tt may bought frm secret recipe is oso very nice... omg.. so sinful... hahaha~ nice~

You Are 34% Impulsive

You're a pretty stable and serious person. You don't take things lightly. This doesn't mean you can't have fun - you just have fun responsibly. You definitely have a spontaneous side, but you only let loose when it's appropriate.

Are You Impulsive?

yeap~ i m a pretty serious person... haha~ but i m still a fun loving girl.. but i hv fun responsibly... lol... anywayz i think tt 34% impulse are all due to my sometimes impulse shopping & eating habits.. hahaha~

Your Love Style is Pragma

You believe love is logical - or at least it should be You've thought a lot about what you want from someone And to say you have a checklist would be an understatement You may even have a plan for how you will fall in love All you've got to do is meet the perfect person!

What's Your Love Style?

yea~ all i need to is to meet the perfect person... so where is my prince charming? hahahaha~

Post-exams

I know it's a little bit late to say this... but then i still wanna say it once... Exams Are Over!!! hahaha~ yeap it's already been almost 2 weeks le... n all this while i have been very busy cos of work... i started working at my old work place - civil service college on 4th may (friday).. n tt juz allows me to rest for like one day b4 start work... n thats my reason for not blogging ok... haha~

n in this like 1 week plus... i hv like almost hv to OT cos office damn busy... got like 2 days need to OT until 11pm... n today i not so bad... only OT till 8pm n i went off le... poor cheryl still gotta do her stuff... n cos of the reports... the 2 days tt we gotta stay n do OT... its like almost the same 5 of us staying back late... lol... there's cheryl, kwee siong, junjie, nigel & i... (it's the other junjie & nigel tt i noe at work... haa~)

hmmmph~ had to be very hardworking n earn $$$ during the holidays... cos need to save up to have a bday party... cos catering for food wld be damn ex~ i think... oso~ just str8 after exams n i went n work for long hrs... n in the end i din get enuff rest in the 1st week of work... hence i got damn sick last week... keep on sneezing n had soar throat during the 1st few days of work... but now never felt better sia... din feel very well during the study break n exam week... had already had a feeling then tt i ll get sick sooner or later.. luckily i only got sick aft exams... or else i ll prob suffer even more during exams week...

~~~friday (11th may 2007)~~~

a couple of us (the poly cum nus friends) - jolene, elayna, peiyan, amanda n i went to may's hse n had potluck... wah~ these girls really noe how to cook sia... like may bake shepherd's pie, amanda bake apple pie, peiyan prepared fruit salad (special thanks to her bf for providing the recipe), elayna cooked some redbean cum green bean cum kidney bean desert for us n jolene (or rather her bf) cooked fried rice for the potluck... n what about me? me being only know how to eat n dunno how to cook... in the end juz bought drinks there cos i oso at work on tt day.. so cant cook any food (or in actual dun really know how to cook)...lol heng arh~

may's shepherd's pie is really very nice n so is amanda's apple pie... haha~ hv lotsa food sia... kept on feeding myself with food... then after food... we played PICTIONARY! (special thanks to elayna who brought her board games all the way frm woodlands to boon lay)... pictionary was damn fun esp with 6 girls...i think we practically shout n scream all the way thru the game... even may's sisters cld hear us frm the living room... this game must really be played among big grps of pple... n me having no creativity n no talent for drawing... end up being handicapped in expressing myself during the game esp when it comes to drawing... luckily... my grp member jolene is pretty capable in her art n i had much confidence in guessing than drawing.. lol..

~~~weekends~~~

spent my saturday out with cheryl & yizhen... cos we went n watched SPIDERMAN 3 at vivo city... went at 11.45am to buy tiks for the afternoon show... but then most were like selling fast... so in the end.. we watched the 2.10pm show in gv max... i nvr been to the gv max at vivo... so although we were like sitting at the 1st 3 rows... but it was pretty alright thru out the show... just tt we still need to tile our heads few degrees up to see the full view of the screen... n after 140 min... my neck was aching abit... haha...

nevertheless... the show was not bad... n james franco was gorgeous though in the end he got disfigured by spidey n he got killed while saving tobey maguire... but he's really much more attractive then tobey.... (or mayb is bcos he's not married)... lol... harry osbourne was quite an interesting character when he lost his memory... n he's such a villant when he regained his memory esp the way he treated peter parker n mary-jane... but he is still charming in the show... this sunday... channel 5 gonna show spiderman 2.. think i want to watch again.. though i had already watched it a couple of yrs ago.. lol..

spent my sundays watching you-tube... i m so deprived of you-tube nowadays when i m working.. watched RE JING ZHONG XIA starring joe cheng n oso watched the jap version of LIU XING HUA YUAN -- hana yori dango... been damn bored in the afternoon.. no tv programmes at all... xianz~~ act liu xing hua yuan is quite a nice show.. juz like i always prefer the part 1 better than the pt 2... as pt 1 of the taiwanese version follows so closely to the comic... n the jap version of the series.. oso follows closely to the comic... but then the actor who act DAO MING SI in the jap series is a bit short lor... n he looked tacky with his long coat but such a short statue... lol... the jap version SHAN CAI is quite pretty though... much cuter than the taiwanese SHAN CAI acted by da S lor i think... haha~

juz watched DESPERATE HOUSEWIVES... missed the last week's episode cos of my OT till 11pm last monday... omg~ tt series have so much of suspense tt i can't wait for the nxt episode... haiz~ this is so nice~~~ i m such a tv addict~

Iconic Wheels of S'pore?

juz listening to mr brown show... was like laughing like mad... esp the entry about iconic Singapore... on April 2nd... http://www.mrbrownshow.com/?p=802
it is so bloody related to our changing landscape of Singapore... about the new iconic Sports Hub... the new iconic singapore flyer... to the new iconic tree tops in punggol.. those new hdb flats... macham taking geog again...

also... listen to the smoking kills entry http://www.mrbrownshow.com/?p=804 n the secrets to a better marriage entry... http://www.mrbrownshow.com/?p=806 marriage preparation quiz? affordable housing for new marriages? filial piety to the parents is better...

and also the interview entry ttp://www.mrbrownshow.com/?p=797 about the gst rises for the poor... n our booming society...the raise of the salary of civil servants... no protest in s'pore and our obedient s'poreans... usa can't afford s'pore ministerial talent? u pay peanuts u get monkeys? u gotta pay premium peanuts if u want quality?

the entry 300 http://www.mrbrownshow.com/?p=788 oso funny where u can separate babys into ite n the elite warriors.. NS men enjoy ur breakfast... for tonight we die in hell! hahaha~ super funny... its like s'pore vs the persians in the movie 300.... hahaha~ really funny lor... these lame pple... lol... think almost all the entries are funny de lor...

made me felt better after tt sucky 3rd genetics test... so many pple brought laptop for genetics test n its totally no use de lor.. cos u got no time to google yr ans... hmmm~ just looked at the webcast for ge1101e n found tt whatever taught in the chapter of sense of place all links back to heritage preservation... looked at our ge1101e done by yeow chong... hmmm~ think we quite to the point ba... kekeke...

wah~ just now in the afternoon during the 4hrs break tt we all hv... amanda, lin n i went to lib to print our physics term paper... then the person said the colour printer spoiled... kns... where got spoil for so long de... so in the end we head down to s10 to print as its the only place in science where there's colour printing...

then in s10.. think there's a lot of pple oso printing the term paper hence we gotta wait for like 30 min... but... aft 1 hr... our paper is still not printed... cos got a lot of prob arised lor... like wrong alignment... or the computer in the printing room can't read out diagrams so can print the diagrams out.. wat the~~

then nvr mind... after 2 hrs when we had finally finish printing everything~ amanda went to toilet first, then me n lin stayed n waited for the term paper to be binded... then aft finish binding.. me n lin was like happily wanted to go off n submit to ching chee leong... it was then when we find it is very funny lor tt our workload pg n NOT the cover pg is infront... den we realised tt the guy who binded our term paper...aka the toot toot guy... bind the wrong side!... instead of punching the left hand side, he punched the right hand side w/o even noticing... kns...

we were like damn shocked lor... after waiting for like 2 hrs n finally we can hand up after the printing was done, we got screwed up at the very last step.. tt is~ bind at the wrong side... wat the~~~ then somemore it was already 3.30pm gg to be 4pm n we were gg for our genetics lect le lor...

then when amanda came with lin informing her the bad news, she oso dman pissed off tt when tt toot toot guy apologized n said sorry to amanda, amanda str8 away said: sorry no cure! wah~ think tt guy face is xian 1/2 liao.. haha... but it was really his fault wat... esp a mistake tt happened when we are rushing for time lor... he is juz pure badluck to met us... otherwise we wld not be so angry de lor... then the other printing guy reassure us tt he cld print it again in 15 min then this issue was resolved... n he oso like scold the toot toot guy lor.. cos he like nvr use his common sense like tt~ haha~

it was noted tt the guy who did the binding~ head out of the cblc s10 n did not return while we r waiting for the term paper to be printed out... we were laughing tt he prob go to the toilet n call his mum n cry... cos amanda scolded him... lol...

wat a day for us... so suay lor... but nvr mind~ when we reached ching's office to hand in the term paper, ching is not in n his colleague.. lim zhi han was there so at least we cld hand up the thing lor... tt lim guy quite cute n friendly... even lin said so.. lol.. think he is teaching the albert einstein's quantum theory... haha~ another gek module tt cousin said is easy...

the 2nd biochem test is over...

yet did not feel a sense of relieve... cos there still many things to do for the week... genetics test coming on nxt wed.. but i doubt studying will do any help since its an open discussion and open google test... u prob wld not find any ans online... haha... cos its THINKING quest i think...

then the whole weekend will be burnt off liao... cos sat morn gotta go give my 2 cousins tution and then aft tt in the evening, its Lin's 21st bday at aloha loyang... wah so far... but not as far as Sarah's aloha changi for her 21st bday juz recently.. lol...

then sunday aft gotta teach the new Korean student chinese b4 meeting jing yun and bennie and girls to celebrate johanna's 21st bday in the evening for a dinner... haha... fancy meeting my sec sch friends on April Fools Day to celebrate jo's bday... LOL! anywayz~ tt chio bu prob will reserved tt actual day for her bf oso la.. haa~

exams coming~ and semester 2 gonna end~ dunno is it good or bad?

hmmm~ so sianz~~~ *yawnz* gg to fall asleep liao... me now in the sci lib computer lab watching webcast n taking a brk now... came to sch intending to print notes but the X.Y. Liu like din post up the lect 19 notes lor... kns... juz now in the morn accompanied mum to nuh, kent ridge wing 2 for checkup... seems tt her wound had healed then dad no need to do sterilizing of the wound le... good..

studying for biochem.. is a horror... haiz~ wasted my weekends w/o doing any studying... so xianz~...

juz went thru the webcast lectures again as a form of revision n studying... n gosh~ at lect 6 (dr deng's lect on hemoglobin)... during break time me n jol was on air lor.. cos we sat near the aisle during tt lect... hahaha~ then can see matthias go for brk n come back with food... lol... n i think me n jol kept on talking during the brk time cos we lazy to go out... we always din go toilet during brk time most of the time... lol... hahaha~ yeah on air... but only my back view sia... can recognise myself cos of my long hair n gigantic body size... lol...

then while i was watching swami's lect again also, he is still super funny even if i had attended his lectures b4... lol... he's like the indian version of mr bean... *Oops* hahaha~ he's a real funny guy lor... keke

great... again, it's the start of a new week... gosh~ so many items hanging there on my "to-do-list"... which in the end i always can't find anytime to do...

my to-do-list:
**lotsa ge1101e readings
**gotta read the gek2001 textbook at least for tt module
**to complete the pc1326 prj
**to start doing n complete the ge1101e prj
**to start reading the last 3 lectures of physics since the last 3 lessons i hv been either pon-ning the class or sleeping thru it...

:.the first 2 items is taking me forever to start...
:.the next 2 items... shit.. is prj...
:.the last item... damn... i dun even noe wat the lecturer is talking about... he uses some alien term about physics about waves n sounds... gosh~ i hated physics... n i hate it still...

hmmmm... ya i noe i kept on complaining... well ~ who doesn't hv so many things to do? but i guess i felt better aft ranting in my blog... ya i noe i quite kao bei la... hahaha~

ok.. the genetics lab is crap.. cos we go there n learn how to count plants n seedlings... then learnt how to follow the formula... of chi-square to get the results... hmmph~ quite waste time lor... n then in the middle of the pract.. pple came n get blood pressure frm us... i hate taking blood pressure cos its damn painful lor on my arms...so tight the arm band... **Ouch**

and damn~ the first time when i took bp... it got error msg on the machine.. wat the~ make me bai bai suffer for the 1st time... ( always like tt de.. last time when i went for the new students check up at YIH also the same thing happen to me twice)... wah~ HENG ARH! i dun hv blood pressure sia... haha~ if i had saw Wu Chun photo b4 taking bp... my bp sure sky high.. (like dr chew said)... **Oops**

Then~ aft bp.. comes the height n weight... wah~ this is super sensitive n a taboo topic for me... aiyo.. if i had known tt taking pt in the study need height n weight... i wun be "cheated" to take pt... super throw face... me so fat... n when taking weight... i prob or IS heavier than the person taking my weight... me is a fat-ass... gotta lose some kilos immediately.... damn~

so sad~ somemore my TA release us so late lor... we r the last grp to leave... cos she wants to go thru tutorial qns with us... wah~ i dunno how to do lor.. so chim... din learnt until tt far in poly unlike the jc peeps... haiz~

just now me was uploading some pict frm my camera to my lappie... n i saw the photos tt i took of Wu Chun in the IMM autograph session... OMG!!! when i saw it... i suddenly remembered how his left hand felt in my left hand...**Oops** haha~ while i was shooking his hand la~ his hand is so big like got cushion one... lol... really lor~ can't forget tt moment when i was on the stage shooking his hand n was looking rite thru his big n round n black eyes... Oooohhhh~ **faints** he is so cute~~~~so handsome~~~~that impact to see him in real person is so great tt u wun want to forget... hahaha~~ tt juz reminds me if i take my bp rite aft i saw wu chun~ i prob be diagnose with high bp.... hahaha~

hmmph~ this is no good~ cos the gek2001 changing landscape prj for my pt is over the limited amnt of words 617 words... sianz~ my english super not good... gonna brain-dead b4 i can edit further... cos previous word count b4 editing is near 670 words & the limit is 500 words?

time flies n one weekend had just gone past... on friday, me went to Hannah 21st birthday party. her theme is really inspiring as it is called "new life". her door gift was cute -- a caterpilla which houses all the 5 colours she sets as for dress codes. green, yellow, red, white & black. it all links back to a story her sunday school teacher had told her regarding this caterpilla. a good theme.

sat, went to teach my sec 1 n pri 1 cousins tution and aft tt went n meet amanda n jol they all for prj discussion. so sad.. on a bright n beautiful saturday n i hv to go for prj meeting... thats the sad pt of being a NUS student... yes... NUS is a loaded term... a nice name on the outside... yet gotta slog like shit for that name...

anywayz.. spent my whole sunday doing the gek2001 prj n oso did my biochem lab report... haiz~

i wanna go KTV... i wanna go party world cos the mikes over there super shiok... no echo one... make me seem like a gd singer... lol... n somemore... the tidbits n bubble tea is super nice n got fruits too... though just went for a overnight ktv session aft jing yun's bday last wk... but still hv the urge to sing... i wanna sing TANK's songs... so nice... though his look is not too good la... haha~ but his songs damn nice...

i wanna go clubbing too~~i so long no go out n play le... last time i went club was like with johanna dunno how long ago...me so sua gu...*mountain turtle* haven go to st.jame's b4... haiz~

i hope that the 2 tutions that my cousin hui li had recommended.. the person wld call me n cfm the tution timing with me... cos really damn broke cos of all the 21st bday this year...
i need $$$...

Super .d.o.t.s....

haiz... gotta switch on my "do-project-&-get-panda-eye" gene liao... must tune my mood in doing prjs... shit... me noe got like 3 prjs on hand... the physics in lifescience term paper, changing landscape term paper, and the ge1101e human geog prj coming up...

wat the F%^&!! regretted taking 2 geog mods esp ge1101e though a level 1 geog... but kns... its super hell lot of readings to cover... & CoNGrATs to Miss Ang~~ cos she haven even started reading those readings n its week 9 liao... GREAT~

dots dots dots~~~~

& that is why i seemed to keep on asking frens to help me do surveys until i so paiseh cos all 3 prjs need to collect data (surveys)... and dear frens~ i shld be having another survey coming up for my ge1101e... be prepared & look forward to it! lol~

great~ year 1 is gg to end soon~ n i'll be in yr 2... *hopefully i WILL be in year 2*

time flies~

GrEaT....

Finally the genetics test is over!! its a bit stupid lor cos all memorising work... but still glad we all could do the CA...now its time to get back to tons of prj work... n soon i'll hv to asked my dear frens to do a 3rd survey for me... kns... SURVEYS again?

hmmmm...mum is back home for about 2 weeks le...Glad that she's back hme with us even though her transplant did not go on very well...cos on 14 feb i was there at the hospt when doct told my mum tt her kidney is rejected... doct asked her what would my mum want to do: she cld keep that transplanted kidney by using more immunosupressant which wld make her prone to infection OR to remove her transplanted kidney. mum asked what the doct think is best... n doct suggested its better to remove it.. n i seriously thought so...

i know it hv been quite a nightmare for mum as she initially had bear all the hope of gg for the ops to recover frm her illness yet she had to go thru a 2nd ops to remove it n she've been in the hospt for bout 1 month le... but i know she is very happy to be back at hme the first day...

i m glad too...

i juz hope that her wound will recover soon...n be healthy again...

Kuso Kuso 27th Feb 2007

this episode of Kuso Kuso is so damn funny... esp the 2nd video when Wu Chun is scared stiff frm tt person ah-mai-er... very funny....

To those who love Wu Chun & Hana Kimi -- Hua Yang Shao Nian Shao Nu...

Hey friends...

Do check this out.. this is Taiwan's YU LE BAI FEN BAI.. the episode on the HANA KIMI casts starring Wu Chun n guys... Wu Chun is SUPER FUNNY lor... cos the stupid xiao zhu n xiao gui kept playing a fool on him... though channel u oso got air this episode today (2 march) but they cut out a lot of funny things tt Wu Chun had said n done... such a pity... when i watched it on channel u.. i nearly puke.. cos the real funny one... they cut away... sobz... anyway... juz take a brk n watch... ;P

p.s. Wu Chun is damn shuai lor!!

I pray...

tmr my mum is gg to go for the biopsy test (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Biopsy) to check how her body is reacting to the kidney... although i know tt this is juz a small op, but still there always carry some risk in every op that might not be forseen...

juz now i went to nuh to bring my mum dinner tt my aunt had cooked.. n aft dinner, the doct came in and had to explained and asked permission of my mum to do biopsy... the way the doct bring forward his msg. gosh... i was scared... cos the risk of biopsy includes death. i was terrified when i was juz there hearing the conversation.

mum was having fever for the past few days n doct was wondering if the kidney was being rejected by the body. cos doct had took some blood sample to culture but no colony is found i guess.. i noe wat tt means... wat i m really scared is the WBC is rejecting the foreign kidney...

i really hope after the biopsy, the doct cld use another medication to supress the immune system cos the worst senario is tt the transplanted kidney gotta be taken out n mum gotta go for dialysis n wait for another transplantation again... n she gotta suffer another ordeal... which i really dun wanna see... its juz so terrible...

Dear Lord,
I really pray for my mum that she'll not go through another transplantation again. I pray that her body will accept her newly transplanted kidney and that she could come back home to celebrate Chinese New Year with us. Lord, I pray for her health and also all my love ones will be healthy.
And all these I pray in Jesus name,
Amen.

Surveys

yesterday went to qing feng's bday... ok there's like a lot of pple lor... n also met up with the gls... alan n gary is so damn funny... kept bullying zhi hui with the bread joke... can laugh until pengz... such a long time since i had such good laughs... really miss the time in np with the gls... but things juz ain't gg to be the same again...i really missed those times... haiz...

oh god.... i hate surveys... esp have to trouble pple to help me do surveys.. so "BU HAO YI SI" lor... esp to those pple tt i haven even been talking on msn... its really "WU SHI BU DENG SAN BAO DIAN"... anywayz... i did become so "BU YAO LIAN N HOU LIAN PI" to ask pple to help me do surveys...

haiz~...so xianz... somemore its even so paiseh n funny that when u go n ask pple to help u do...n the person had already helped ur grp member done it le...haha... yes...its great tt my grp mates had approached the person to do it... n its definitely good tt our grp had done more n more surveys.. its juz tt so paiseh to trouble pple lor... haiz... i juz hated surveys... my "LIAN PI" is so thin... lol... ;-p

hmmmm... watched finish TOKYO JULIET episode 10 le... still got 10 more to go i guess? juz felt tt wu chun had more chemistry with ella than it is to ariel lin... cos ariel lin is more compatible to joe cheng... haha... cos i really like IT STARTED WITH A KISS lor...

i wanna watch hana kimi episode 13... why aren't the pple uploading one???? haiz... like a drug addict man... addicted to the show...

~ Drools ~

it's so nice to know that someone is also sharing the same "caziness" with you...

yes.. i like wu zun a lot... n i m at that stage of can "faint" over him... or in fact i'm already in coma... haha... n it's so nice to noe tt ziqin also likes wu zun... hahahaa... he is so damn cute... although i noe tt i hv repeated this for like "n" times... but i still wanna say lor...

ok pple.. HUA YANG SHAO NIAN SHAO NU a.k.a HANA KIMI is so damn nice lor.. n it's a must watch ok!!.. no kidding i tell ya!!! if u like wang dong cheng... he's so very funny in the show... n if u like ella... she's also quite cute in the show... n if u like wu zun... the guy who have angelic face n a hot bod... u definately will wanna watch!! n in any case u think u dun like this guy... trust me.. u'll like hime aft u watch this show...

i m in this stae of madness or u can say "hua chi"...tt only pple who's suffering the same symptoms as me will understand... or u probably will think i m xiao char bo.. which i maybe in fact!! hahaha...

i m so into him.. i wonder how long can i like him as an idol... hahaha..

hihihi...

juz now was watching some video clips bout fei lun hai's interview at the radio station on you tube.. damn funny lor they all..

hmmm.. din feel like gg to slp.. so now trying to watch tokyo juliet on you tube.. to catch up frm where i hv left off 6 months ago.. haha.. can't get enough of wu zun.. keke..

bye...

Back to the blogger world~~~

Hi,

i am so xianz now... so decided to pay a "quiet" visit to my long dead blog... super xianz.. thought i nearly brain dead frm churning some crap about the changing landscape field trip bonus exercise.

for the past "n" months.. juz din felt like blogging at all.. been like super lazy aft graduating frm np & also i have been working as temp at Civil Service College frm End Apr to End July b4 i actually start my uni life at NUS...

My first sem at NUS totally sucks.. been so hectic especially CM1121.. gosh.. it's super difficult n the lecturer... HAIZ... CMI... so i din bother to blog bout my saded life... Anywayz... i hv survived my first sem in NUS!! CHeErs 4 me!!

recently like 5 weeks ago i started my 2nd sem n it's all right... but work is begining to pile up.. SHIT!! juz felt like blogging now so here i AM!!

about 2 weeks ago, went to IMM n saw Farenheit in life for their autograph session in S'pore.. OMG!! they're like super gorgeous esp WU CHUN!!! he so darn cute lor.. i noe i m old.. but really see him in person i like those little teenage girl.. so frantically happy n satisfied to c them lor.. damn!! cos i was watching you tube--hana kimi n was really caught in the addiction of watching Ou Xiang Ju lor... (taiwanese drama)..

ya.. for the past few months when i m not blogging.. i was watching you tube.. you tube mad eme so disinterested in blogging... haha... but here i m wanted to share my love of wu chun with u all.. i like him so much i even put his pict on msn... i noe i m crazy.. but if u see him in real life and the show hana kimi n oso those taiwan entertainment news--yu le bai fen bai.. u'll now why i m so crazy bout him..

he's frm brunei but he doesn't look like one.. so damn fit.. he have the best description of "angelic face and a devil's body" literally in chinese... n he's damn shuai!!!! perhaps now i dun hv any thing to put my mind onto... i dun hv anyone i like in real life currently nor anyone likes me... n *taaa daaaa* i can only put my mind on him to fill up my desperate love life... hahahaaha!!

me a desperado? yeah.. mayb.. but so wat... juz let me live in thiss imaginary world with him ok? at least until i met my love... hahaha...

ok.. i m getting cranky... haiz... life sucks... i m gg to indulge myself in self pity le...

though life sucks... i really hope my mum will be back frm hospt soon...life is a mess for me.. i miss u back hme where i cld grumble bout u nagging bout me... i miss ur cooking... though sometimes i oso felt very xianz bout those occasions where u will cooked some food that i dun really like.. but thats better than i eat out everyday n have no ideas le on what to pack for dinner...what i really wanna say to u but din come out of my mouth when i visit u...

i miss u...