::Disenchanted World::

health

yesterday, met sarah at outram mrt b4 gg to SGH to visit dangni. waited for quite a while for toong yeng at the lift lobby b4 gg up to dangni's ward at level 7. chipped in the little card & a cute little beary which sarah had bought. Quite a big change i must say when i saw dangni at her ward. She had become more swollen compared with the last time tt i saw her which was actually back at school when i met her on the nus shuttle bus while i was rushing to the changing landscape lecture at arts. she was still very thin then which i think was about 3 months b4 she was diagnosed with a rare disease, aplastic anemia, when i just received yenching's msg at 8th june.


heard from dangni tt her reason of being swollen is due to the medication which includes steriods. hence, she is now having oily skin all over around her body esp her scalp which had became oilier & her back had acne breakout cos of her oily skin. must be damn pain for her to lie on her back. so, she got her hair cut shorter. well, i must say she still look great, still the joking mood tt she always had. really hope tt she will be strong and stay healthy until her first ATG treatment and hope tt she is able to get a bone marrow transplant and be cured from the illness.


yes, health is really important. everybody noes this, yet not many cherish them. i used to be one of them. but seeing so many pple getting sick so young n not to say that mum was sicked also, i really thank God tt so far i am still healthy though i know i m severely obese. n due to tt, i really want to slim down not becos of juz able to wear nice clothes n looked pretty in it but also more importantly i hope to stay healthy n not be at the high risk grp of getting diabetes n etc. but then, i m not a person of very strong-will, cos if i am i wld not be here blogging this post n still be so obese. i always tell myself to cut down on fatty food esp those fried stuff n my fav hainanese chicken rice. but, guess wat? during lunch, i wld forgot about my "Don'ts" n when i realised my mistakes, it was too late. cos i prob ordered my food or i hv finished my lunch halfway. i think i probably be fat my whole life and if i was destined to stay fat, i just hope tt i wld be a healthy fat ass.