::Disenchanted World::

fucked up. i m such a fucked up person. i m fucked up in all ways. wateva i did was juz a fucked up. i juz fucked up eveything around me.


call me a trouble-maker cos i always creates trouble for pple in one way or another. i m so damn fucking sick of myself. call me a cry baby cos i always cry whenever i feel stupid or when i m stupid, or i juz plainly looked stupid.


i noe its juz again one of the many depressing period for me. haiz~ its not tt i want to keep on dwelling on my problems n make myself depress. its juz tt i dunno how to solve the problems now. i m stupid for goodness sake.


i m such a god damn loser. thats y i m such fucked up in all ways. i detest loser cos i m one of the biggest anyway. so damn xian wif life. haiz~


used to be quite proud tt i m quite hardworking n yet i m such a pig now. now it seems tt it reaps me no gd either. i m so fucking stupid. it juz so depressing to work now. i dunno wat to do.


i felt miserable tt its always me creating trouble. i m juz really sorry for those tt i hv created trouble for. i dun want to messed up things too u noe. it mayb juz in the loser nature of mine tt in the end the more i dun want something to happen it will sure happen.


fucking loser. fucking fucked up loser.