Wednesday, December 07, 2005

My End of Year Reflections
3 resloutions i have made on 01/01/2005. Yet, none of it i have accomplished. None. Yes! None i have accomplished. Even the resolution that i am most confident of, i din achieved it. What a failure i am!

Soon it will be 01/01/2006 and its like about 3 weeks away. I really doubt that i can fufil any of my wish. My this BAD situation just reminds me of a chinese movie--liu(4) lou(2) hou(4) zuo(4), whereby a grp of friends each one make one resolution for the coming year.

They wrote down their resolutions and put it in glass bottle which they kept it on a alter. No one is suppose to open up their resolutions until the very day they vowed that they must achieved what they hv wished for (the one year deadline).

The grp of friends also make a bet with an old lasy that if anyone of them fails to accomplish their resolution, that one person would have to eat the old lady's shit. Well, none of them obviously din want to eat any shit.

However, people always thinks that a year is a very long time that none takes the bet very seriously. Hence, when they realised they have not much time to fufil their dreams, they became very anxious about the deadline. They did what they can in order not to lose the bet and towards the day of the deadline when they thought that thay are going to lose the bet, miracously, everyone have achieved their dream in some unbelievable way.

It's just that in my case i din have to eat shit. But hell, by thinking that i have not achieve anything in this year just make me damn demoralising. Is a year long or short? I really dunno. A year allows you to complete alot of things and at the same time you also can't do alot of things.

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