::Disenchanted World::

today really bad mood arh...dunno y...seems like pple hv stepped on my "wei ba"...den i oso very xianz...aft 4 hrs of lect at 8 in the morn...who is not xian lorz...dunno y i got really pissed off by pple very easily...n i think i kept snapping at pple...n here i apologize to pple whom i hv made bloody crude remarks at...paiseh huh...den today saw jy outside lt 45 aft lunch den i think can see frm my face i very the xian lorz...i think my face quite black arh...i dunno y i so bad mood...mayb pms ba...arrgghhh...once again sorry to pple tt i hv snapped at...i dun mean it...juz tt i in really bad mood...really...juz feeling moody...mayb i m juz another mutant... recently read a bk borrowed in sch library...its the "shades of twilight" by linda howard...there's a sentence tt i find it very suitable for me...or rather i find tt its exactly wat i m gg thru...the sentence goes like this..."somehow tt wld hv been the final blow to a heart tt hadn't had much hope to begin with; she knew she'd never had a chance with webb, but still a tiny glimmer lingered."...