Change

I dislike pple saying that, "Hey, u haven change much over the yrs." esp from a guy's mouth. What is this man? At least should say that i become prettier la~ lol~ it was meant to be a joke by the way. yea~ i know~ i became fatter, gained more weight over the years. perhaps, that is why pple chose to avoid such sensitive words so as to avoid hurting me. They had took pity in my feelings by saying that i haven change much when in the actual fact, i had already but in a negative way. lol~

Yea~ then in that case, these friends were definately kind enuff not to point out the truth to me. If they really say i became uglier, i will tell them that they're just like me too~ haa~ Or perhaps they really meant i haven change a lot cos on tt day, i just din decorate my face with makeup. hmmm~ thats y they din see the beautiful side of me. yea~ u can now go puke first i know. lol~

Come on~ pple change over the yrs. Of course, thats just not in appearance wise, but the character as well. Perhaps, its only a matter for the better or for worse but obviously i m not in a position to judge a person when i could be no better than the person morally. It is just sometimes, it occurs to u tt some habits tt u know yr frens dislike few yrs ago, had now became one of their habits too. Isn't life full of irony? Who knows one day (perhaps due to peer pressure which make me think tt its actually a norm), could make me change in a way tt i couldn't imagine myself to be?

Mr McDreamy

went and watch "Made of Honor" with sis last sat at the new cathay cinema at downtown east. i guess for most pple, this show may be just like the classical chick flick targetted at the female audience portraying of the stereotypical cinderella story. however, to me its rather sweet kinda show but sometimes certain scenes like when the maid-of-honor (male lead) crash into the church in order to win back his BFF, its kinda cliche la.

nevertheless, i still enjoy this kinda show provieded tt the male lead must be McDreamy... keke... Patrick Dempsey though he quite old but he still got some charisma esp in the show cos he looked much better than he was in "Enchanted". lol~ well, sometimes, its just tt u need this kinda show to de-stress cos u no need to bring yr brain into the cinema and u just enjoy the fairy-tale tt cld never happen in real-life.

Updates about Last Week

hmmmm~ want to know more about my life? i guess no one wants to. haha~ but anyway~ after finishing mugging for exams, i have busy started working on this monday. thus, my life could be a little bit boring especially i do not find shopping for grocery being part of my daily life, any interesting. cos i guess no ones wants to know wat junk food i bought from cold storage and wat magazines i bought from the provisonal shop. perhaps, the only interesting part of my life could be the occasional meeting up with frens and shopping with my sister nia. so sad~ wat a boring life...

oh ya~ last friday, one interesting chapter of my life would be the going to chalet with my family. yea~ i noe i could see the smirk in yr face, "huh? u mean this is interesting" kinda smirk. anyway, thats at least wat i m looking forward to; to go shopping and watching movies like nobody business... its just a short 3 days 2 nights short getaway to the eastern part of S'pore (not even M'sia).

the first night, mum wanted to go to the T3 airport to walk around since we haven been there b4 and also shun bian go have dinner there. it was quite coincidental tt i saw yuting near the coffee bean there, especially u noe T3 is super huge lor. haha~ so good peiyan and yuting have the airport pass for T3 cos its so interesting and fun to shop at the transition lounge and departure hall. its so happening there as compared to the outside areas where visitors could only walk around, its pathetic, damn boring. anyway~ had a sumptous dinner at dian xiao'er and it was like the 2nd time in a week tt we're having dian xiao'er again... cos mum loves the roast duck over there... hahaa~

after walking around the airport as we went from t3 to t1 then to t2 and back to t3 via the sky train, we were damn tired so we headed back to chalet. mum and dad went back to chalet first while sis and i went on with our midnight movie date with each other. one word to desccribe my situation: pathetic. no choice when both of us have no bf but we have each other as company. haha~ *eeew*

anyway~ we catched the sneak preview of "Accuracy of Death" starring Takashi Kaneshiro. the movie is pretty nice, cos u've got a pretty male lead. he's just drop dead gorgeous. yea~ i noe i am damn surface cos i m gg for the movie cos of the male lead. but anyway~ suprisingly, the plot was pretty good. quite a touching movie towards the end and the movie got a kind of black humor if u appreciate it.

and the next day, sis and i went to shop again at Tampines Mall despite the fact that the day b4 we had went there to shop already and i have bought wat i wanted! bought the Ettusais zero pore pact foundation and the cleansing oil, medicated acne gentle make off. love the foundation cos its very light and natural. not too heavy on the skin unlike the kose foundation, sur white, i had which is pretty thick and thus not too suitable for putting on to school. i just love shopping for myself. bought a pair of heels tt looks like wedges.. haha..

yep~ the only happening part i had in my life is Shopping!! cos i admit i embrace the culture of cosumerism. and just like what anne raffin had said b4 in soci lecture, sometimes i just consume and consume and sees consumption as part of leisure. i gain pleasure in achieving my conquest after conquest of stuff... wahahaha~ and thats y i hv gotta slave for my own indulgence by starting to work so early on this monday~ *sobz* i hv no life which is mainly my own cause for it.

balenciaga = BFF

i promised johanna tt i wld update my blog...

yes~ jo had chosen to name us as balenciaga girls as quoted " not so O-R-D-I-N-A-R-Y." cos we definately not want to be named as the "coach girls" or the "gucci girls" or "LV girls". lol~

hahaha~ yes we are not so ordinary as we r BFF!! lol~ anyway its great meeting the girls having the girls nite out on 7th may. but then again, as blur Queen had just enjoyed her trip in perth and hv reached S'pore only at 4am on that day, it's a pity she couldn't joined us, otherwise it wld have been full attendance for the balenciaga girls.

yes~ blur Queen , you're part of the balenciaga girls. unless u dun want~ then, in that case u had proven yourself to be the QTC that jo had been talking about. rest assured, it is not a threat. lol~~

anyway~ we're joking about this issue about QTC. i was joking with jo that she could be also a QTC just tt we dun noe only, and her rxn was like "eh~ how do u noe tt i am a QTC?" And when jo accused me of being a QTC also, i gave her a "yea~ whatever~ haha~ " kinda rxn for her. Thats when we joke about the rxn of blur Queen as just like jo had said, we could all practically imagine watz the rxn tt blur Queen will give if we say she's a QTC... haha...

i guess sometimes its fun making fun of frens. but of course, the real fun comes in when u r making fun of good frens esp u prob have known each other for quite some time le. This then reminds me tt the head of balenciaga girls always bully me one!! of course i do retalliate also. wahahaha~

Internet-hates-me day

Wah lao eh~ today the internet really hates me. firstly, today we all had to meet up in school to do the bioinfo project. So, i just bring my laptop to school and do prj la.. haiz~ but who noes, i dunno why my lan card can't detect the lousy nus wireless network. i tried and tried to troubleshoot but to no avail. little do i noe that my "trouble-shooting" indeed shot some trouble to me at night.

So at night, after gg for the good friday service at jolene's church, i was about to upload the photos to my email so that tmr we can use the photos to do the soci prj. but when i tried to dial up my internet connection, i found out that there is some setting missing from my usual dial-up pop-up box. The info missing is under Dial: "p0,100" which i actually forgotten what is it initially.

Hence, thinking tt this shld be an easy task for the singnet helpdesk pple, i called the technical helpdesk trying to fish out what impt details in the setup was missing. i tried explaining to the bastard who picked up my call, but he just i think din catch wat i was saying and str8 away want me to go internet options and delete my dial-up connection! i was like wat the hell do u need to delete my connection setting when i only had one impt stuff missing and i honestly think tt as long i typed in the correct things i will be able to connect to internet.

that bastard after asking me to delete my modem dial up setting, asked me to type some stuff 192.168.1.254 into my internet address bar. i was even more pissed cos i cant see the logic doing this! and then later he asked me to set up a new connection and again it din work. so nvr mind, the bastard asked me to take my lan cable and plug out the usb cable. i was wat the fuck? i dun have a lan cable wat do u expect me to do? and he keep on telling me wat the lan cable looks like... Oh my gosh!!! then he told me to bring out the modem cd and uninstall the modem and reinstall it. then while waiting to restart my com.. he hung up on me... WAT the Fuck is the attitude!! and all the above took me like 30 min and i haven solve the problem

So the fury pam called again and this time i bet its the same person who had hung up on me who answered my phone now. they sound the same anyway. so this person, trying to speak with an accent and claims tt we have not spoken b4.. haiz~ watever la i just want my stuff to be fixed... so, i told him wat had happened to me b4 and wat he colleague did to me. in the end i tried to reinstall the cd back and the original dialer appears and the Dial: "p0,100" appears back on my screen! and after keying my password i can go online le.... that altogether took me 60 min in all b4 i get my internet fixed and with 2 calls to singnet.

i was like trying to ask him who the colleague is and ask him to check for me. but, he said he is not able to check who he is. please la... singnet is able to check tt at 8am in the morn today i had gone online... how can they not know who the guy was talking over the phone with me just now. i bet they make a record on every calls... think i stupid or wat...

well, that shows how good is the service of singnet in providing technical support... and how much the internet loves me today!! i only want to upload my photos but in the end took like 1 hr to do it... Great!

Choices

Life is about making choices. Thats why life sucks. I am so lost now esp when you have no idea what you really want to be next time. It's not about the issue that I can't fufil my ambition of being someone great. It's about what job you will do to make it as a career. The job that you really love doing it. Is that too much of me asking for this?



Felt especially depress today after going for the Career Fair at MPSH with Jol. The Career Fair got only a handful of companies and Government sector that were actually relevant to what we're studying now. E.g. MOE and A star. Whoa! It just made me felt that our degree is so worthless lor. Imagine me having my lousy results and was still thinking of working at A star. Hah! In my dreams!



Although working life is still roughly about 1 to 2 years away from me, but the worry for my future is overwhelming. Let's not talk about so far in the future. The next major choice I have to make soon is my Concentration. This thing have been worrying me since like last year when i used to blog about it. Wah Kao! I am still in my dilema after such a freaking long time. I decided to blog as this is one of my little crisis in my life now. I thought I would follow my interests in going to concentrate in Biology as I knew that was what I enjoyed studying the most. It was so fun learning Physiology and Biodiversity and these Bio modules I had score pretty well in it which gave me some confidence to want to do Bio. Somemore, heard from that Physio senior that Bio lessons were very slack just like Biod.



Yet, I am worried is that this concentration seems "worthless" as the focus now is always on Molecular Bio not the traditional one. Then I thought should I go and concentrate on MCB instead since it seems to be the most practical of all as it teaches all the very practical techniques that is more correlated to most labs and it seems to be the most rational choice as some of the modules were more alike as those we had learnt in Poly. But then, you can never compare Poly standards and Uni standards as my results for those Molecular Bio subjects are like shit compared to the good old days in Poly.



So, I decided to asked myself what job should I take on next time so that whatever I learnt now it would be more correlated to what I do next time. But I could only see blank. I even thought of going to do Accountancy in ACCA as part time student whilst working which I knew its going to be very tough. I have thought of all possibilities but nothing seems to be what I want for sure. I really don't know what is best for me and I envy those friends who had knew what they want in life.



I am beginning to hate the Science that I am doing now as initially when i entered NP to do BMS, I never knew that Science could be in this way. What I thought initially was that I want to do Biology in NP but obviously that was not the case after all. I had love Biology during Secondary School and now I kind of regret what I am studying now as it seems that we are going to have a very bleak future. Arts students could earn a general degree with such a easy life while Science students had to study like hell just to get an equivalent general degree. I hate it man!



I hate to make bad choices again in my life. This dilema is exactly just like 2 years ago when I was contemplating with which Uni to choose. Even now, I still question myself if I had made the right choice in studying Lifesciences and studying in NUS. It just scares me on that we got to choose our Concentration soon. Though this seems to be a minor issue, but it could vary your life to be in hell or in heaven in the next year at least.

8 weeks after school reopening & 5 weeks after my 21st birthday...

school was horrendous esp after the mid-term test for molecular bio... horrible... it just drain me... life just go on during this 2 months... nth much had happened to my life... except tt i had my memorable 21st birthday celebration with my frens.. i noe its late but i still wanna thank all those who hv made it to my birthday as u guys had made my day!!! hahaha... fyi.. if anyone wants the photo for my bday... i hv uploaded it to the below site:

http://www.wretch.cc/album/album.php?id=luvpamela&book=13

yup... life's fine except tt during these 2 months met up quite a few times with my sec sch classmates cos some of them got their bday in these few months... my bday is like the start of many many bday to come in sept n oct... went for doris, mingyue, toong yeng, yuting and dawn's bday... hmmm... the nxt to come wld be yifang one.. haha... this yr is just rounds n rounds of bday...

these days so hooked up in playing facebook... just love playing the pirates game... keke...

After a week of school

woke up with sore throat today. super sianz~ hated the feeling of having a soar throat the minute i woke up. have been quite tired by the end of the first week of school (friday) esp when we ha like 4 str8 hrs of lect and could only lunch at the odd hour of 2pm! starved liao! thats the sad part when u've got like 2 days off frm school every week cos all the lessons are all crammed up.

so far, after 2 lectures of the core modules, i just found out some lecturer's voice are just plain irritating and that is the lsm2102 lecturer. cos tt lady was just like gg thru the lect notes n had made no effort in explaining at all esp when she realises she had no time for her lesson liao. n bloody hell, she talks so fast n soft n high pitch tt sometimes i just catch no ball on what she's talking. although the indian lecturer of lsm2101 oso goes on very fast when she keeps on blabbling about the mitochondria n ATP but at least her voice is not irritating to my ear. at least she made effort to explain the pictures she hv drawn n not plainly read from the slides. just hated those lecturers who read from slides. got paid so highly n yet their job is reading slides from the projector n trying to dismiss it as a proper lecture? wat the hell?

First day @ School

well~ first day in sch was a bit tiring. physically i m not too tired at least i dun feel like dozing off once i reached hme though i woke up earlier than at work. but, mentally wise, i m a bit strained cos today the physio lect starts like on 8am compared to the rest of the peeps who wld start their sch at 10am if they din took physio. well, physio is quite an impt pre-requisite for many level3000 biology modules and heard tt its gg to be qute hard to score i think. so wat to do? haix~

hence by 2pm (which is our 2 hrs break till 4pm), i m freaking tired cos i hv like 6 hrs str8 for lect. then following, 4 to 6pm still got the bio stats lect. luckly for the stats lect, prof just gave us some introduction for the module for 30 min and then we're free to go. kekee~ heng~ no need to undergo some toturous stats lecture since we've enuff of the horrible metabolism lect. but then, honestly i felt tt the lsm2101 lecturer is quite ok but the subject itself is really terror den she still want to go thru te lect somemore though there's like only 15min left and students were all wining.

physio lect still seems ok yet but one of the lecturer who went to usa b4 for further study, his teaching style were exactly like our biochem lecturer (who went to harvard b4) but thik he is a much nicer guy not so arrogant as the latter. haha~

And the whole cycle starts again~~

Whoa~~~ omg!!! this is fast man! tmr sch will be starting for me although most of my fren had their sch started like today or like a week ago. but still for me, i hv just finished work on last friday, and sat still went out with my best buds to city hall to buy the belated bday pressie for bennie. din hv much rest even though its the national day week, cos 9th aug went to watch ndp parade with family then nxt day still need to work. only got yesterday to rest for a while cos today i spent like half of my day gg out. went n visit dangni in the early afternoon cos she is back in SG for her ATG treatment then after tt went n meet may for lunch since she released frm her sch around 2.30pm.

yes~ frm tmr onwards the hellish sch days are gonna start again and the whole vicious cycle of lecture-tutorials-study break-exams-holiday-sch reopens starts again. haix~ *tired* perhaps the only thing to look forward to sch is to meet the long-time-no-see frens ba. n oh ya~ one thing i'm looking forward to is the reopened arts canteen!!! *slurps* it seems like ages since i haven been able to visit arts canteen for the whole of last sem, when it hv been undergoing renovation. really miss the food there a lot lor.. esp the yong tau fu there... n think they oso opening a burger king on level 2 of the arts canteen... wahahaha~

pain

nvr felt this pain for quite some time since i decided to move on long time ago. perhaps its my 'once in every few months' depressing cum self-pity period again. so sad for myself. no life. no life its still fine. but a failure with no life? wat a cliché. a person with no accomplishment and nothing to proud of in almost every aspect. i finally believe in karma and that old saying - what goes around comes around. i should hv know it earlier when i was 7 when i hv jeered at my pri sch classmate then about her being in taf club as she was boderline overweight. look who's laughing at who now. i m nvr a person of luck. well, perhaps more of bad luck. suai ah~

health

yesterday, met sarah at outram mrt b4 gg to SGH to visit dangni. waited for quite a while for toong yeng at the lift lobby b4 gg up to dangni's ward at level 7. chipped in the little card & a cute little beary which sarah had bought. Quite a big change i must say when i saw dangni at her ward. She had become more swollen compared with the last time tt i saw her which was actually back at school when i met her on the nus shuttle bus while i was rushing to the changing landscape lecture at arts. she was still very thin then which i think was about 3 months b4 she was diagnosed with a rare disease, aplastic anemia, when i just received yenching's msg at 8th june.


heard from dangni tt her reason of being swollen is due to the medication which includes steriods. hence, she is now having oily skin all over around her body esp her scalp which had became oilier & her back had acne breakout cos of her oily skin. must be damn pain for her to lie on her back. so, she got her hair cut shorter. well, i must say she still look great, still the joking mood tt she always had. really hope tt she will be strong and stay healthy until her first ATG treatment and hope tt she is able to get a bone marrow transplant and be cured from the illness.


yes, health is really important. everybody noes this, yet not many cherish them. i used to be one of them. but seeing so many pple getting sick so young n not to say that mum was sicked also, i really thank God tt so far i am still healthy though i know i m severely obese. n due to tt, i really want to slim down not becos of juz able to wear nice clothes n looked pretty in it but also more importantly i hope to stay healthy n not be at the high risk grp of getting diabetes n etc. but then, i m not a person of very strong-will, cos if i am i wld not be here blogging this post n still be so obese. i always tell myself to cut down on fatty food esp those fried stuff n my fav hainanese chicken rice. but, guess wat? during lunch, i wld forgot about my "Don'ts" n when i realised my mistakes, it was too late. cos i prob ordered my food or i hv finished my lunch halfway. i think i probably be fat my whole life and if i was destined to stay fat, i just hope tt i wld be a healthy fat ass.

timetable for next semester

whoa~~ finally gotten the timetable for nxt sem. it has been a long wait for me cos like i said in the earlier posts tt i hv always been very anxious in which modules i wld be doing as i do not want any core modules to clash with physiology. finally, i hv gotten wat i hv wanted and very the heng~~ i m in grp 1 so there's no clahes of the modules. heng arh~~

however, some of my frens is not so lucky cos though they wanted to do physiology too, but they were in grp 2 n there would modules clashes. very cham for them to need to find pple to swap semester grp with them. really "pei fu" the sch's kind of randomness... cos its like out of the 10 poly frens tt went to lifesciences in nus, (frm wat i noe) about 8 of us were in grp 1 already. wah~~ damn lucky to be with my frens sia. hmmm~~ hope tt i can get the 2 electives tt i m gg to bid for - general physiolody & food and health. i hv already show hand all my points in G acc and P account liao in the advance bidding... haiz~

hopefully if everything all goes well... i will be able to have thurs free! kekeke~

The Part of You That No One Sees

You are passionate, romantic, and emotional. You put love first in your life, even though you have often been disappointed by it. You expect to be swept of your feet, and you never expect infatuation to die out. Underneath it all, you are scared that you aren't lovable. Your insecurity has ruined many relationships, as you are unable to see the love that's really there. You are secretly afraid of being alone. Confronting your insecurities is incredibly painful.

What's the Part of You That No One Sees?

You Would Do Most Things For Love

You are willing to go pretty far for love - but not far enough to compromise your core values. Love is a priority for you, and you'll go further than most people to hold on to someone you love. But killing for love? Or even taking a bullet? Probably out of the question. No matter what, you love yourself the most!

Would You Do Anything For Love?

hahaha~ i not so siao to kill for love...

Time for a change

yeap~ its time for a change of my blogskin. it hv been like ages (like more than a yr already) since i hv change my blogskin. to give it a new look! hahaa~

hmmm~ like i said previously, hv been meeting quite many frens on the street. today just met boon shan again at the same spot near serene centre where she was heading for a jog at botanical gardens n i was heading hme. chatted for a while on out life. then, last sat while i was doing some crazy shopping in town, met ziqin at the taka b1 toilet. so qiao tt she just queing infront of me nia. n even saw a colleague, mun shee, last last sat at bt batok just i was alighting the bus n heading towards the mrt station for tution.

life do hv some surprises here n there but still it has been boring. as always. hv been working n working n working. oh my god! school is going to reopen le and for some of my frens who are taking special sem, sch hv already started long ago for them. poor thing... to think that my life is gg onto another cycle of study-tests-exams-holiday(holiday work for me) made me felt so tired. so so tired. well, its act the "study-test" part of the cycle tt made me felt very sick n tired. gosh~ can't imagine tt i m gg to study level 2 science where level 1 are killing me.

and at this pt of time where sch is gg to start soon, it had always made me felt nervous. this is so due to the nus bidding system n oso the allocated timetable. am very worried on which sem i m gg cos hope to be with the old click again ma... haiz~ dunno which sem i will be gg to n with whom... hope tt i wld no be allocated the module LSM2103 cos for this module, one of the lecture will clash with LSM 1201 general physiology tt i intend to take as my UE and it might be a prerequisite for me if i was to concentrate in biology. haiz~~~~~~

and speaking of this, i m super worried about my qian tu a.k.a future. haiz~~ sort of regretted into gg into lifesciences during poly. hv been cheated to go into this course. although i do love science since i m in pri sch, but it seems so useless esp the job market. there was a time think just when i finished my o levels, everyone was talking bout lifesciences until tt we were led to believed tt it does hv a bright future. well, as a matter of fact, it does hv a bright provided u're damn smart la. n me? i probably will be one of those lab technicians lor in a small lab earning like $2400 per month who was gg to live hand to mouth. oh no!!! its like no future lor, as u're not gg to earn big bucks in a small lab. not even if u hv a masters who prob will earn like $3000+.

ya~ call me realistic or materialistic but tt is the truth out there. heard frm jolene tt her friend who's a science grad n is now doing sales n her basic pay i $2800 excluding the commission. honestly, her friend is damn lucky to get such jobs n such jobs are hard to find lor. so regretted tt i din go n study banking. so envious of jiahui who's gonna earn big bucks... hahahaha~just kidding. i noe big bucks oso not so easy to earn. so, since i m gonna stucked in science for now, thought of might as well to concentrate in biology n become a science teacher next time. cos MOE pays their teacher quite well... hahahaha~~~ but anyway i can portray myself as a teacher teaching but not really a lab technician doing some mudane lab work. cos hv enough of those boring lab work in poly whilst doing final yr prj (gosh~ that was a hell lot of period).

so, thought tt doing conc in bio might be better for me if i were to teach bio in sec schs. but still nothing is confirmed for me. cos i can still be a science teacher even if i was gg to conc in other areas. so, really am in a dilema of which areas to conc in, since this coming sem will be my last chance of taking general physio since this module only open on the first semester of the yr. n next yr, yr 3 i ll be choosing my areas of concentration. haiz~ headache. no mood to await sch reopening.

what am i gg to be in the future where it do seem tt i hv a bleak one. help me~~~~

The Long Lost Sense of Satisfaction

went to town with sis just now. wanted to find yuhui to trim eyebrow but she was out on road show, so gotta wait till nxt wk when she's free. Checked my account, finally i've got my Jun's pay le!!! wahahaha~~~~ tt just spurs up my mood to go shopping!!! (which wld hv been a luxury for me for the past few months when i m super broke!!)

So, my first stop was Far East where my main objective there was to find shoes! Searched for a couple of the usual stores n did not find one which i think cld wore to lab. it was until quite long where sis n i wanted to give up then we found the covered shoes tt we wanted. So was quite happy to buy more new shoes which i seriously needs as i kept wearing my sis de when i go out.

Then, the nxt stop was Wisma Atria. There i saw one heels tt i absolutely want to hv at Pazzion. but bcos i hv just bought a pair of shoes, n i hv got alot of bags to carry (frm my later shopping), so i was struggling within myself if i shld buy it? Until now, i m still thinking of the heels though its not very ex. hmmm~ mayb if nxt week if i m still thinking of i might go n buy cos it's darn lovely!!!

At the Isetan wisma, saw one Calvin Klein bag tt i love, but its like $499. Gosh! I hv got the money but i dun want to part with my $$$... So, headed str8 to Ngee Ann City since sis wanted to buy Levis jeans. Selected the copper jeans design for her but sadly, her size is out of stock. So chose the Red Tab design n it fits her better than the previous. Hence, she bought the latter. Then, went to Guess & look at the watches. i found one watch very nice - it's the light brown strap with some embroidery on it n hv a gold face. but, i din buy it then as sis din caught anything tt fancy her. Hence, we proceed back to Wisma again cos sis wanted to buy one Adidas watch at City Chain. Her watch is those leather one n has a bright yellow face which is quite nice tt i oso wanted to buy. n somemore it's quite ok the price. After 10% discount its bout $148. hahaha~ lucky her still got discount!

After tt, me went to Isetan AGAIN, to check out the Guess wallet which is super cheap. $39.90 for a light brownish normal size wallet. Haaaa~ wat a catch! So just bought it w/o much consideration. Then, went to the CK counter again, n another cheaper yet nice bag caught my eye. this time was not so ex~ but still $399. GOsh!! i want tt bag cos its more hardy then the previous one tt i wanted. but wat the hell! though i m the person who hates to change bags n hence wanted to buy one more ex bag to "zou tian ya" -- "carry around"... but its still quite way beyond my budget for a bag to zou tian ya. diaoz~

& it was at this pt, the sales girl said tt CK got 40% off! i was like giving the "you must be kidding" kinda look n i even asked her is it selected items only? ** cos more stores in SG loves to gives discount only for selected items. But she said its for all items. OMG!!! i din think too much n asked her wat is the discounted price for the bag? She checked n it wa much cheaper, $239 after discount. So, i just bought it since its price is now much nearer to my budget for a more ex bag. bout the price for a Guess bag hence i cld sort of buy it w/o much thought esp when there's quite alot of discount! hahaha~ n to console myself, this shall be an early birthday pressie i give to myself.

So, after my victorious buys frm wisma, i head back to Ngee Ann city again **Yesss~~!!! aGaIn! (walked t n fro frm there)** to get the Guess watch which i quite like cos saw n tried a couple of the DKNY watches but it wasn't very much of a nice fit for my BAh BaH hand, n some was very much similar from my current watch so decided to try on the guess one to sit if it looks nice on me. i was almost wanting to give up looking for a watch cos all like not nice fit... then the Guess one was much better than the pevious few, so bought the watch as i m in a dire need of a new watch!! my fossil runs out of batt n i forgotten to bring to the dealer to change them n my dkny the strap a bit gonna give way. dots~ cos of my sweat la. my hands sweat a lot so the leather a bit split le.

After tt, decided to go to Cine the ipod shop over there to look at the ipod to see if there's still the 20% discount which bennie was talking about as she had bought her ipod video there. was contemplating whether to buy ipod video or nano since both got its plus n minus points.
nano - small n light n cheaper (4GB).
video - larger in size but more worthwhile comparing a 30GB video n 8GB nano as they costs the same.

In the end, there isn't much to contemplate about as the 30GB runs out of stock n stock wun be coming back soon. DAMN!! so i m left with the choice of a 4GB / 8GB nano or 80GB video. the 80GB can use as an external hard disk but good news for me tt i already bought an external hard disk like 4 months ago so wat foi need 2 external hard disk? haha~ so out of sheer impulsiveness, i bought the 8GB nano as i prefer the black colour out of the blue or pink 4GB nano. i paid the price n i kinda regret it then...nearly $500 for everything... esp i oso bought the red leather cover (in replacement for the red nano tt i cld not get it frm the shop as tey dun hv it! can you believe it? no red limitd edition nano?) & the FM remote controller (which enables me to listen to radio if i get sick of my songs n i absolutely needs radio n tt i no longer need to rely on my hp radio... hahha~).

Heng arh~ i split with my sis the cost. so i no need to fork out everything myself. this is when a sister comes in handy -- to split the cost n thats oso how i got my digi cam. or else i where got so rich one. i dun hv tt kinda money. i m just a poor girl who just gotten her salary. n yes~ in a day i spent a f$^%ing huge portion of my just gotten salary all for my impulsiveness tt i am proud of n which it gives me a sheer sense of satsfaction tt i hv longed for in so many months.

cos as many noes, i hv been damn broke esp thru out the schooling period n the exams period n even until jun i was still broke cos the stupid hr took very long to give my pay. it was until last week tt i got my may's pay n today then i finally got my jun pay so it was sort of like 2 months pay in a short time. my list of Wants are getting longer n so its time to shorten it. hahaha~ n it will not be long tt i will be broke again when sch reopens n i will be deprived of shopping Again for very long n God noes when i cld shop to my fill?

i noe i m siao to buy so many things at one go like the typical "bao fa hu" --> :like the uncouth once poor man who becomes rich overnight who goes on flaunting his wealth. hahaha~ but dun care la... i m really deprived of shopping for so many months n its time to pamper myself at least for just today.

Coincidence

yesterday afternoon, when i was opening the office door to get back to office after gg to the ladies, i saw this lady who's very familiar & yet i could not remember who she was. Then this lady also looked at me with the some familarity, & both of us was like staring at each other for like 5 seconds. and then after the 5 seconds, both of us recognise each other, & i realised it was Dr Hedy Goh! cos she was on-course at CSC. hahaha! wat a coincidence to meet her just outside my office! am glad tt she still found me familiar despite the fact tt i hv graduated a yr ago & that she have taught many students le.

hmmmm~ then after work, i walked the usual route back hme. Again, i saw this girl who's damn familiar & tt girl was oso squirming her eyes looking at a face tt was familiar to her. It was quite happy to be able to see my primary sch fren, boon shan, whom i hv lost contact though i found out tt she still stay at her old hse which is quite close to my hme. am glad to see her esp when we r living in the same neighbourhood but we juz din meet each other in these few years though i hv briefly met her b4 at ngee ann atrium b4.

wat a small world~

Movies

wennt to vivo city again to watch movie & it have been like 4 times str8 in about three weeks since i visited vivo city again. hmmmph~ mayb its due to the spacious seat of the cinema. anyway~ went there after work so its sort of quite near frm work place. the 3rd time when i went there is with sis to watch Shrek the Third & the 4th time when i went there was watching Oceans' Thirteen with Jiahui. And~ just the week b4 the previous week, i hv watched Fantastic 4: The Rise of the Silver Surfer & last friday, i went to Plaza Singapura to watch Surf's Up with Cheryl & Yizhen. hmmm~~ it's like this holiday i have been watching like almost 6 movies le. and this friday i gonna watch Nancy Drew with Jiahui. hahaha~ i must be crazy to watch so many movies at one go.

But~ i just love watching movies. it's just one of my hobbies to watch movies. esp the good ones. think this holiday i prob will spent it using to watch movies besides working ofcourse. din do much shopping during GSS cos i m like super broke. spent all my money to watch the movies anyway. saying of this, the stupid hr haven give me my pay lor! wat the hell! give those lame excuses that now things are in transition since they juz recently out source the whole process of the pay thingy to other company. he like tt say & plus the fact tt our timesheets got problems, how can i demand for my pay? i hv worked for 2 months & i still dun get my $$? Wat the hell! i dun care by fri if i still dun see my $$ banked into my account, i'm gg to find the hr pple again... kns...

i m super broke...

my wants

looking at my long list of desires... yet i hv fufil none. it's super depressing cos i m broke now. i've been working for so long & i still haven got my pay yet. what's more fustrating is my one-day pay on 6th Apr when i went back for one day to help cheryl with the moe testing. gosh~ wats with the HR pple? my 30 bucks oso cannot give me? Pray hard tt my last month pay would be here asap...

i want to shop like crazy... i need new shoes....