::Disenchanted World::

yesterday i juz watched --50 first dates-- with bennie n jo...the show is not bad lorz...as usual adam sandler is really funny...haha...n those animals in the show are realli cute...ya...aft the show...we act went to taka to help ben look for a bday gift for her fren...but we cant find anything suitable...den jo suggested gg to centre pt to c the manicure template...cos the fren got long nails so she might like it...den when we r gg to reach cp...jo hv to go find her mom who's at john little...cos she's gg back wif her mom mah...haha...i knew she juz want to pian us to go to cp one...

aft we bought the template set...both ben n i want to go hme le cos nth to buy oso...den when we r gg to reach the entrance to somerset...we juz stood there n chat for nearly 20 min in the middle of the pavement...sort of obstructing the road lorz...haha...talk bout lotsa things lah...n i oso complained how long i ve waited for jo lorz...very xian...cos she was late for bout 30 min...kns...

den when i reach hme yesterday...i msg him act to remind him to bring my student card on the day of exam...but he return my msg quite late lorz...den said he lost his wallet...my first rxn was great he lost my student card n i gotta make a new one le...but later gotta noe he din place my student card in his wallet...haiz...sotong...or shall i say he's too sad to even care...

juz now gotta hv an aft nap for 2 hrs...haha...very awake now...cos i think i got a little bit of running nose so i took medicine n went for a nap...saw his blog juz now...well wat can i say???...he's a great person who can hide his feelings???...honestly...i ve got to pei fu him cos when i last saw him on dis tues he seems normal...i din realise wat he's gg thru...but it was when he left den i saw his blog tt he's hurt...no wonder he sounds so profound while talking to jiating...

well...i ve nth to comment on...i dun even noe wat to say to console him...ya letting go is not easy...cos if i knew how to let go...i wld not be in such a stupid situation...thus...i got nth to comment on...really nth...think juz gotta bury all the feelings in to the innerside of me...until the day tt i noe how to give up...