::Disenchanted World::

yOz...long time no blog le...now in sch waiting for dr lim to come for lect at 10...

i finally realise tt sometimes pple dun really mean wat they hv said...i used to b very gullible in the sense tt when pple hv said something tt they act dun mean anything...i always believed in wat they hv said...or in fact tt i chose to believe tt they hv meant wat they hv said...now...in fact yesterday i finally able to see clearly who are the ones who really meant wat they hv said n who dun...i finally dun feel anything when pple said those words tt they dun meant it frm the heart...

perhaps i juz cant understand y pple can say things tt they dun mean it...well...sometimes i admit saying nonescence can really lightens up the atmosphere around u...but is it necessary to do such things juz to b humourous...well...i dun think so...i believed tt having a sense of humour is a natural born gift frm god tt if u hv it...u wld hv it...n not joking bout the things tt u dun mean it...perhaps i dun feel it very funny...it juz will give the wrong signals to pple...esp when pple dun really noe u...