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An UNFORGETTABLE burfday~

Pt 1

wahahahahahaha~ hehe~ yea today my bday. i actually really very qi dai this day will come soon man, but on the other hand, i dreaded this day. cos this is the day tt we wld hv bioinfo test n the dead line for handing up the bioinfo assignment lor. wat the~damn spoiler one leh~

so sickening lor today cos the stupid chai kong chit duah us. he wrote an e mail telling us to go for his ipm tutorial. or else. then stupid teacher told us to 31-08-04. but we went there its ji tao director's office lor. so in the end the whole class din turn up cos i suspect tt he act wrote the wrong venue. but well too bad~ who tell him to zi zuo nie wrote us a warning letter. haha~

then today's bioinfo test sux lor. wat the~ the mcq all nvr teach b4 one.wah lao eh~ another thing tt spoil my mood man. then as usual may finish the test earlier, so she wait for me lor. but very funny leh~ cos when i came out frm the lect hall, i thought tt we wld like juz leave tgt de. but juz felt very strange tt she willing to wait for amanda n elya they all. cos they normally takes quite loong to finish test de.

as time is nearing to 5 o'clock i became more anxious to leave cos i meeting my parents for dinner ma. but anyway, i still wait la. then when elya they all finally came out, they like scurried their way back. i din give a second thought even when i finally saw them at four leaves with a cake. obviously being stupid i m still wondering y are they buying a cake until may said its for me. wah lao~ i so stupid lor. cos may is trying to keep me back for an obvious reason. haha~ stupid me.

wah lao~ i m surprise lor tt they will celebrate my bday. cos normally i rarely hv such a surprise. haha~ ke jian i m such a boring girl. damn gan dong leh~ lol

the mango cake is really nice. n i really wanna again thank may, amanda, pei yan, elya, elayna and wei ping for it lor. hee~ ya an unforgettable bday.

today went to tiong bahru plz tt jap restaurant--bie fu to hv dinner wif kim n our prj supervisor, zakir as a farewell for kim cos she leaving for canada for study soon.

but b4 tt since we hv a early release for DDD, me and may went town for a while cos may wanted to go eyebrow trimming. so while waiting, i went to the paragon metro walk walk a bit.

den saw this guess wallet very nice n metro got big sale so i bought as a treat for my bday. almost the same as may's except tt mine is black n hers is grey. yupz its the bday present for myself. hee~

yupz. then aft tt went tiong bahru n meet them. not bad the food there. the sashimi is really fresh. haha~ n since i first time tried their ramen, i din dare to challenge their spiciness scale. so i juz stick to the level 1 spicy. well, tt a bit spicy for me le. heng i din say i ask for 2 spicy. may was a bit of a siao char bor cos she ask for a 4 spicy level. kaoz~ tried a bit of her soup n i took a while b4 i cld recover. lol

really not bad lor the food but the total price added up was a bit steep but we got order some other sides like the pregnant fish (shisemo) n 3 beers. i din dare to drink to whole glass myself cos i know i ll hv red face. haha~ total the bill is bout $89.90. i think me n may's eyes popped out when we saw the bill. haha~ esp we were quite broke tt day already. but luckily zakir a bit gentlement. a bit nia i mean. cos he paid 60 bucks n the rest me n may share the bill. so at least not tt ex la. hehe~

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Thursday, August 25, 2005

wahahahahaha~ yeah baby~ so happy man~ jiating really made my day cos she gave me the link of the radio blog tt is full of derrick's songs in prj superstar. haha~

http://www.hohweijian.info/#

super happy when noe tt other pple in this case, jiating oso like derrick. heez~ derrick is so damn cute. but too bad he a bit short but its ok. cos he's cute. haha~ he so damn funy de lor esp yesterday de show. so funny tt they bully junyang wif his candyce "affair".

hmmm~ nvr mind tt he can pronounce well cos tt is his cute pts.hee~ then he sings oso very gan dong. hai~ too bad he out too soon le. cant fight wif junyang. so sad. even junyang is out. HOW CAN???

hai~ at least the final show still can see them sing. but so sad derrick gg to enlist soon le. can see him on TV show anymore. *sobs

can only see junyang nia. tt is the consolation.

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eh~ not very true leh~ i dun use red nail polish. tt is so old~ omg~ haha~

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arhh huh~ yup this is really true bout me. the introvert pam.

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oh no~ i m so damn bored. i kept doing these stupid quizzes~

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How Weird Are You?

Haha~ yupz pam i juz a wierd girl. so be careful k? dun ever offend Miss Ang!
wahahha~ *evil laughter
p.a.m is juz a crazy girl living in a crazy world.
told u tt i m crazy rite in my msn nick? haha~

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feels very sad rite now. i juz felt tt i m as if i m a souless girl. i hv no life at all! seeing other pples' life so interesting n here i am on a fri nite staying at hme trying to find some info for DDD pbl. gosh! how sad can my life be?

its not juz not having dates on fri nite. but its juz wat am i here for? i m here because my parents gave me life here or i m here to juz to be a machine to keep on doing reports, prjs and to study. i m damn sick of this crazy life! wat the fuck lor.

i noe there are many pple like me suffering all these nonsense. but i m juz afraid tt one day i ll break down. i noe myself i m not one of those pple whose will-power are superb. in fact i noe tt i dun hv much of a strong will. i cant take it anymore. esp doing assignments tt require to search for info urself n watz best is a lot of things u gotta think by urself. wat lao eh~ fuck off man~

i m tired. i wanna hv fun n not be juz staring at my lap top as if i was an idiot. when can i hv fun? watz best is tt even on my bday 31st aug i oso got bioinfo test n somemore its the last wk of sch n many pract exams and tests are waiting ahead. y cant i hv a bit of time to keep my mind off for a moment?

these are really real crap. crappy life.

arghhhhh~

so damn sian lor~ got tonnes of prjs n reports to finish doing w/in this ridiculously short 7 weeks semesters. wat the f&^#!

its only when u hv been in yr 3 then u will really get the feel of wat is STRESS!!! when we r yr 2 esp in semester 2.1 where we got bout 8 prjs to do at 1 go, we were all complaining how stress we were. complaining so many presentations we gotta do. we juz din noe tt those were act chicken feet compared to when u are in yr 3.

yr 3 u gotta worry enough for ur final yr prj. then besides leh~ u oso gotta worry about other miscellaneous stuffs such as those pbl n presentaions for ur other modules. gosh~ so many deadlines. they are really deadlines cos if i dun hand in on time, i ll be dead by then. OMG!!!

then u want to noe how to differentiate yr 1 n yr 2 students frm yr 3 students?

okay~ yr 1 students are those siao ding dongs who always kept laughing loudly as if nobody's business cos they are not stressed at all. still at honeymoon period.

yr 2 students are those slightly stressed pple who always keeps saying they r very stressed n hv many presentaions to do. but well, they sometimes still can act like siao ding dongs like the yr 1s.

& finally yr 3 students are those tt always seems so depressed tt as if the whole world owes them money like tt. they r tooo stressed tt they dun even bother to tell pple they r stress. cos their frens r equally stress too. they can oso act like siao ding dongs but tt is when they hv really went berserk.

haha~ i noe wat i hv wrote r very ridiculous ba. but tts how i hv acted for the past 2 1/2 yrs. its all in relevance to my behaviour. or mayb i m juz another siao eh.

haha~

ya~ btw~ Happy National Day to all! hee~

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wah~ so hungry now. haha~ cos haven eat dinner yet leh.

[ no voice le]

so sian now~ cos i ji tao today no voice lor. these few days damn sick. eversince mon i soar throat, tues i str8 away got fever. then on wed me n may still went back imcb do prj in the morn n then i got headache. then when i thought i m recovering, n today morn when i woke up i lost my voice.

kaoz~

well anyway, tues went back imcb to do prj. then in the aft when we r gg for lunch, so qiao tt me n may saw kai wei on the bus. somemore its may who told me tt eh isn't tt ur fren bennie? haha~ i cock eye la. too engross wif my own soar throat le la.

hmmm~ hope tt tml i can recover my voice cos i m gg to work in expo lor cos there got fair ba i think. otherwise w/o talking how to do sales leh?

Your Ideal Relationship is Serious Dating

You're not ready to go walking down the aisle. But you may be ready in a couple of years. You prefer to date one on one, with a commitment. And while chemistry is important, so is compatibility.

What's Your Ideal Relationship?

haha~ yup ofcourse i m not ready to get married la~ duh? no $$$ no bf how to get married? haha~ hmmm~ in a couple of yrs i ll get married? well, hope so if i do get married. tt means someone wants me! haha~

[Soar throat]

ohhhh~ my throat hurts now. so funny lor, juz now in sch i din feel anything funny in my throat n when i got hme my throat hurtz. sianz~

well anyway, last fri went out wif the ex-colleagues in qc. so met up wif liang hua first aft the prize presentation ceremony then we went there tgt. since still early when we reached little india, decided to go the bk at tekka mall b4 meeting them.

finally @ 6.30 the qc gang came. haha~ so happy to see them though its only like 2 wks nvr seen nia. went to ananda bhavan restaurant for some indian food. haha~ to me besides the usual indian food we always eat, i noe nuts bout indian food.

hmmm~ me n roslind shared the masala thosai (thosai wif potato filling) n the batura. act its very nice lor esp the thosai wif the red chilli thingy cos i act dun really like thosai one at first de. n i oso hv mango lassi which kinda like mango yougart. wah~ tt one very nice lor. haha~

so paiseh tt jafar treats us for tt dinner. cos its like they act wanted to meet up wif jafar then shun bian called us 2 iap students along. haha~ chatted for quite a while aft dinner then noe tt jafar now works under gis but his lab is in nanos. haha~ so wierd.

hmmm~ so fast 2 weeks hv past le. omg~~ only 5 weeks left b4 study brk. argghhh~ so sian.

hmmmm~ today so sian. the integrated lab quite long lor. 4 hrs of pract lesson n somemore we had 2 hrs of incubation time in btw. so sian lor no where to go.

then, think today the tso michael quite screwd up lor cos when we loading the gel n are asking for the HindIII marker, he ji tao took quite long to take. instead i heard frm may he took out dunno wat the HindIII e/z wif the loading dye n passed it as marker. quite screwd up la he. only noe how to ka mei mei n keep talking lor n not doing his job one.

think dr hedy goh a bit pissed off la cos she told us to go off first while michael will look aft our gel n passed the photo to us. haha~

then during lect when michael passed the photo to us in lect, dr goh was sort of jokingly saying tt michael was supposed to meet her at 3 but was late n was like 'suggesting' how we shld 'torture' him. wah lao so funny lor she.even suggested tt he shld do our class report for us.

so tt tells us tt u pple shld nvr do the ladies wrong ok guys? cos ladies are the most cruel creatures on earth. wahahaha~ *evil laughter

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so sad~ when its esp since 4 months aft our last exams. in this 4 months, i nearly hv forgotten the face esp when i m thinking of it unconsiously. sometimes juz realised it hv became blurry. its always the emotions of my own tt i can remembered the best.

but today finally saw it. juz stirred some kinda emotion esp i hv already met many familiar faces all over the lsct blk b4 seeing it. i admit i was shocked n glad about it.

yea~ whatever anyway. no one gives a damn bout it anyway. but i gave. crazy girl.

a crazy girl lives in a crazy world anyway.

hmmm~ yest liang hua sent me the photos tt we hv taken with the QC pple. wah~~~ i looked so horrible lor. f&^% la.

hmmph~ not gg to post it in blog. my gosh. in the camera i thought i still looked okay~ but when its on my com being enlarged many times i saw my face so damn round. i ji tao xian 1/2 liao.

haha~ tt means i ain't nvr gg to buy a digi cam. u can say i m a coward always running away frm the real fact tt i m fat n ugly. i m not gg to deny it. thats me always trying to run away frm the cruel world.

i like to imagine myself having a not so big face n body. i like to imagine lotsa things. but its always the opp tt always happen.

forever & always.

wah~ arrghhhh~ so sian~ got so many reports to do for the rest of the 3 weeks.

my to-do list:

->Literature Review

->Prj Management report

->Safety Assignment

->Stastical Analysis

damn~ all these reports are related to final yr prj. i hate reports. i hate prj even more.

wah~ nowadays the weather very the cold. kept on raining. then somemore in the lib for so long. hmmm~

long time din stay in the lib to watch dvd le. esp now pple having common test so i guess its the best time to watch dvd cos u able to borrow the newer titles.

haha~ quite a nice show though the show a bit long le. quite regretted not watching the movie in cinema. cos orlando bloom so shuai. johnny depp so girly so funny n keira knightly so pretty. haha~

Overall, Your Observation Skills Get: C-

You tend to notice the big things in life... But the details aren't exactly your forte

How Observant Are You?

hmmph~~~ not very true. cos i m quite a detail person. aiya~ the qns too chim le la. haha~

Your Power Color Is Red-Orange

At Your Highest: You are warm, sensitive, and focused on your personal growth. At Your Lowest: You become defensive and critical if you feel attacked. In Love: You are loyal - but you demand the respect you deserve. How You're Attractive: You are very affectionate and inspire trust. Your Eternal Question: "Am I Respected?"

What's Your Power Color?

haha~ yep quite true. i m quite a loyal person no matter if its friendship or towards the person i like. n i m definately a sensitive girl. haha~

wah~~~~ damn sian~~~~


gotta chiong my final report leh~ its juz so unlike me if u happen to c me always online nowadays. hv been typing n typing for hrs le.


sian~ i hate doing reports.


hmmm~today is my sch reopening day. started sch late today at 1 pm. so in the morn go jog jog then aft tt go bathe n i m back on my table doing the report. met may at the bus stop for lunch cos me n she the same class ma. wahahaha~


great! siti is in the same class as me. then somemore oso got sophia, beverly, elya, yan qing, angela see and elayna they all. elaine damn sad la. cos her gd frens, bev n sophia not the same class as she ma. if i were she, i ll oso talk as much as i can during lect when u can still meet ur gd frens.


well, my class got only 4 guys nia. year by year there's lesser n lesser guy classmates. then somemore my class got one like to slang one lor. as if gg to uk for few months for attachment u can hv their accent.


haha~ bullshit~

ya~ i m officially broke. cos recently for the past week hv done quite some shopping tt i dun normally do. yea last wk bought tt adidas bag n slipper, then juz now went to parkway parade n bought a new watch which costs me $195.

in the aft met sarah to go back to st marg's cos lai quin n sarah had asked me to go back for the youth wing alumni meeting. since i hv got nth to do so i juz went back lor to c my old frens oso. well meeting was quite formal n lai quin is nominated to be one of our rep for our cohort tgt with aisyah. n aisyah wld be the vice-chairman n lai quin the secretary for the youth wing alumni.

left round 3.15 though the meeting hasn't ended cos gotta go parkway parade wif my mum n aunt. quite happy tt finally my hse there got bus to the east coast park tt side le. haha~ nxt time i wouln't hv the spent 1 hr gg there but only 30 mins. somemore str8 bus to parkway parade.

went there n shop shop. then its like i m juz scouting for those shop tt sell watch lor. cos me wanted to buy a new watch cos my fossil watch already sent for repair n its definately time for a new one. went around to look for dkny watch cos i find their designs very nice. but saw a couple of the designs but i dun really like it.

finally aft a few shops i found 2 watches i like. one of them is black n the other is brown. act i saw the brown one first cos i like brown watches as its easier to match clothes. but i realised tt my fossil watch is act oso brown so i chose the black one. 2 diff designs but equally classy though the black one costs cheaper then the brown one which is 200 over.

haha~ so happy finally gotten my dkny watch le. yep~