::Disenchanted World::

Wahahahahahaahaha....Yesh!!!!!! my lappy fixed liao....hahaha...thnx to may help me to run the patch n do the fire wall...thnx soooo much...

however...haiz...reallin got mixed feelings now lorz...act today i shld be damn happy cos i finished my exam liao n somemore may helped me fix my lappy n i downloaded the windows media player series 9 so now i can play mw media player...but...i juz noe frm bennie tt mrs lee hv passed away...i m realli affected by this news lorz...

yesterday while studying for physio...gotta noe frm yenching, reina n angela tt mrs lee got hopistalised as she fainted in smss den her capilary burst...but....i din realise tt in such a short time she hv passed away...though i m not so close wif her compared to the others...but she was our formal principal...she is really a figure in smss...whenever i think of smss i wld think of her...

life is full of unexpectancy...she's someone tt i look upon as person of strong personality...a person who can lead to sch...a person of humour...i juz din realise a person can oso be so vulnerable...realli i hv not thought of this dark side of life...its juz the same feeling tt i hv got since jennifer died...n oso since my mum was ill...life is juz so vulnerable...i m crying now...worst i m in the library...

i can still remember tt we r her first batch of student in smss...i can oso remember tt when we r sec 4...there was dis meet the parents session...n she was telling us tt if our eng is not too gd...we shld go to poly cos poly is not tt bad as we hv perceived...honestly at first when i was pr6 to sec3...i always wanted to go to jc...cos i hv thought its better to go jc then poly...but aft tt session...i hv changed my mindset...cos its not tt pple gg to poly r bad student...like wat i noe now...some r in fact very brilliant...and some...eng is very tok kong one lorz...like nick, angela see n etc...i think its like her one word hv changed my thinking...

life is so vulnerable