Friday, November 25, 2005 - Sunday, November 27, 2005

Friday
Finally, after so many days of boring life, i have something to look forward to! wahahaha~ cos we r gg to chalet. hee~

but b4 we can enjoy ourselves, me n jo hv to go thru quite an episode b4 we can meet up tgt. haiz~ n tt is because of a stupid hp gg low on batt. sianz~

act me and jo hv already agreed to meet at 5pm outside np tt bus stop so tt we can go back to my hse tgt since she hv came by my hse earlier in the morn n put her stuff for chalet. however, things weren't as simple as i wish cos my fantastic hp went out of batt by 2pm in the aft. but thinking tt jo will keep her promise to wait for me at np bus stop i din really bothered by the fact tt my hp was out of batt.

hence, me went n meet jo in a hurry aft sch cos tt day sch ended later than usual by 20 min like tt thinking tt jo might be waiting very long at the bus stop. but who noes, when i reached there i din see jo lorz though i m sure i hv been looking for her carefully though its damn crowded.

4 words just came to my mind tt time: OMFG! wah kaoz~ i was so damn in a lost cos firstly, i hv no hp. secondly, i din remember either jo's or kai wei's hp no. many scenerios juz came to my mind tt jo maybe still in sch -- tt means she's late too, or she might be waiting at the wrong bus stop, or she's at my hme now waiting for me, or she's at my hse there de bus stop waiting for me.

so, having no choice, i juz hv to go hme first n charge my hp b4 i can call jo. n when i alighted at my usual bus stop at my hse there, finally, i saw jo! wahahaha~ finally man. it's like she told me tt she had ended sch earlier hence, she wanted to meet me earlier, but i was like not returning her calls. she tried to phone my hme n even kai wei. gosh~ make me damn worried lorz.

aft finally found her, we went back hme n i packed my things b4 leaving for pasir ris to meet kai wei n her sis, kelly. then, aft finally meeting the girls, went to white sands the ntuc n get some tidbits b4 heading to the chalet.

we take away kfc the o.r fillet meal back to the room to eat since we like super on budget. haha~ n we r so lazy to come out of the room n eat at the food court. luckily my dad hv came earlier n checked in for us n hv help me to bring some bbq stuff over first. otherwise it will be so mar-fan for us to check in esp we all are came to chalet so late n it was already 8 pm le.

felt quite bored, so we began playing poker cards da(4) lao(3) er(4) n jo the "gambling queen" began teaching kai wei n kelly how to play lorz. since we already decided to go watch midnight movies tt night, we left at 10.30pm like tt to catch the 11.30pm show-- Prime at tampines mall. when we reached the cinemas, it was already 11. the reason we took 30 min to reach tampines frm pasir ris is tt we thought tt there's no more shuttle bus at 10.30 le. so, we walked all the way frm downtown east to the mrt station. wah~ a bit far lor.

but anyway, Prime tt movie was a bit draggy lor esp in the middle pt. haha~ nearly made me fell asleep. tt movie portrayed the jie(3) di(4) lian(4) situation n its ending was more suitable to the reality. alot of sex scenes. seems tt the movie wanted to portray tt both the young male lead n the old femlae lead are in their sexual peaks. quite sian lorz wif them keep making love tt i nearly wanted to yell "Not again?" haha~ but in all tt movie was alright la quite romantic. luckily kelly din join us since she's tired. otherwise she's gonna sleep in the theatre.

movie ended round 2am. quite long for this kinda of romance movie. act at first we all were worried bout whether there's any cab around at this time, but seems tt there's alot of cab waiting outside the mall. quite cheap la the cab fare $7+ cos its still inclusive of the midnight charge. haha~ luckily din went to town n watch movie. otherwise damn ex leh the fare. hee~

but aft returning back chalet, we din felt very sleepy so we 3 continued to play da(4) lao(3) er(4) until we decided tt we shld head back to slp. haha~

Saturday
woke up quite late but we still managed to go to mac n hv breakfast. hmmm~ love mac's breakfast. then aft the breakfast its already like noon le so we went to white sands the ntuc n buy our bbq stuff. we suppose to meet jing yun at 12nn de so we phone her but she din pick up her hp. when we finally called her hse then we noe tt she got muscle ache all over her body tt she cant join us for bbq. haiz~ sad~ she must be straining herslef for a gold for napfa on fri tt her body ache until so jia lat tt she cant come.

anyway, we went n bought the food stuff n being exceptionally on budget, we ji tao like aunties-to-be looking for the cheapest stuff to buy. haha~ hv loads of fun buying the bbq stuff. bought the usual stuff like hotdogs, chicken wings, jo's fav crab stick, nuggets, fish ball, satay, some prawns. luckily there's still 4 of us to carry the stuff so its not so bad aft all.

aft buying all those stuff, we start thawing the chicken wings then must wash those wings n plucked out some of the feather tt still remained. jo came n help me n she's like freaked out by the little feathers lorz. wahahaha~ ke(3) jian(4) we all dun really help our mums alot. haha~ luckily last yr i happened to help may wif the chicken wings during our last yr class chalet or else i m oso very ben(4) ben(4) de. *Ooops

aft finish marinated the chicken wings, we continue to play the da(4) lao(3) er(4). haha~ seems like we r so lan(4) du(3) like tt. kai wei even took pict of it. n i look like typical ah ma who are hooked in pokers. haha~

haiz~ i hv no image le la! *sobz


another lan(4) du(3) gui(3) photo. haiz~


some grp picts tgt



OMG~ my double chin!

aft tt round 5pm jo, kelly n kai wei went n start the fire first while i went n prepare the food.





dun see us girls as weaklings ok! cos we still managed to start a pretty gd fire though we hv used many starters but tt is not the point. haha~ good job to the 3 of the mei(3) nus(3).

but then, i think the sky begs to differ. cos its like aft we started bbq our food for 10 min like tt, it started drizzling. wats best is tt the 4 of us got locked outside n we din even bring out our keys. we r really superb man. cos kelly din noe tt the sliding door will autolocked if u juz close it. haha~

so me went to the receptions to get our doors open. luckily we din wait too long for the keys cos we need the umbrellas to "protect" our food. haha~





Yummy~




Drizzling




So, seeing tt it gonna continue to rain for a while more, aft we peng(1) enuff food, we went back to room n eat first b4 deciding if we still gonna bbq in the rain or juz buy those portable aluminium indoor bbq set. luckily, by the time we finish our food, the rain stopped n we can bbq again! yeah! since jo hv tried to use an aluminium foil to protect the fire frm extinguishing, so, we juz added more charcoals to the fire n began bbq again.



Nice prawns~


Me and Jo




aft bbq most of our food, we all are so damn full le, so we continue our poker games for a while outdoors. haha~

aft our poker games, me n jo are quite bored tt we began playing wif kai wei's camera while the 2 are out buying drinks. hee~

we are so bai(2) chi(1) lor.Posing.







We r sooo hungry~










then, when kai wei they all came back, we took picts tgt. wahahaha.
more grp picts~







Strangling! Help me!


Eerie~


Sunday
the girls went back in the morn as kai wei n kelly gotta go church. so me hv to wait for my parents to come later at 11am as they came over for i night n we'll hv another bbq again cos the chalet is booked thru my dad's company so its much cheaper lorz.

hv quite an episode again in the morn b4 my parents arrived. cos i wanted to go n take some toilet rolls frm the cleaners n yet they said tt our room shld be checking out on sunday. i got a shocked lor cos we suppose to check out only on mon morn. so i rushed to the reception n checked things out.

i got the supervisor n his attitude sucks lor. cos its obviously tt its one of the company clerk had made an error in the dates n yet tt idotic in-charge insists he shld go by wats written on the paper. luckily, my dad had been able to locate one of the department clerks who in turn help us to locate those admin pple so tt they can explain to tt downtowneast supervisor. quite brainless de lor they all.

haiz~ spoil my sunday morn.

My End of Year Reflections

3 resloutions i have made on 01/01/2005. Yet, none of it i have accomplished. None. Yes! None i have accomplished. Even the resolution that i am most confident of, i din achieved it. What a failure i am!

Soon it will be 01/01/2006 and its like about 3 weeks away. I really doubt that i can fufil any of my wish. My this BAD situation just reminds me of a chinese movie--liu(4) lou(2) hou(4) zuo(4), whereby a grp of friends each one make one resolution for the coming year.

They wrote down their resolutions and put it in glass bottle which they kept it on a alter. No one is suppose to open up their resolutions until the very day they vowed that they must achieved what they hv wished for (the one year deadline).

The grp of friends also make a bet with an old lasy that if anyone of them fails to accomplish their resolution, that one person would have to eat the old lady's shit. Well, none of them obviously din want to eat any shit.

However, people always thinks that a year is a very long time that none takes the bet very seriously. Hence, when they realised they have not much time to fufil their dreams, they became very anxious about the deadline. They did what they can in order not to lose the bet and towards the day of the deadline when they thought that thay are going to lose the bet, miracously, everyone have achieved their dream in some unbelievable way.

It's just that in my case i din have to eat shit. But hell, by thinking that i have not achieve anything in this year just make me damn demoralising. Is a year long or short? I really dunno. A year allows you to complete alot of things and at the same time you also can't do alot of things.

yeah~ wahahaha~ today got ngoh hiong for dinner. yeah~but for tt ngoh hiong i gotta pay a price for it which is to help my mum to chop all those ingredients.

wah~ quite a lot of things to prepare lor for tt simple ngoh hiong. gotta prepare n chop the onions, garlic, chestnut, carrot, soda biscuits crisp, prawns, minced meat, fish meat etc. gosh~

i helped out the garlic, chestnut n my favourite prawns though i only like it when its fully cooked n not when its raw. haha~ but those preparation step already like used 2 hrs.

wah~ cant believe it how my 4th aunt can always prepare it for her sisters including my mum n my other aunts during chinese new yr. so many kung fu for such a simple dish. i esp like this ngoh hiong esp since i m a carnivore. wahahahahaha~

today no sch since integrated lab only starts on the 2nd week of sch. haha~ tt makes my holiday 3 days in a wk.

hmmm~ though no sch but still went back to sch lib to return books cos overdue le ma. then i oso shun bian borrow dvd n watch. haha~ one shot watched 3 titles. shiok arh~

watched "50 first dates", "hellboy", "shall we dance". ok la~ at least its like 2/3 of it is i haven watch b4 de. loved "50 first dates" a lot so decided to watch it one more time.

hee~ so nic lor esp its so damn funny n touching n adam sandler n rob schenider are 2 big jokers. so, most of their shows is real funny.

then "hellboy" is alright. u noe the usual hollywood action movie. "shall we dance" is quite nice. i din expect it to be nice de lor. watched it cos of jlo. but it turned out not bad esp the social dance are quite superb. din noe tt jlo can dance social dance so well. but hey wat to expect? she's a latino. haha~

yest was the first day of sch. hmmm~ so fast sch starts le. n this is my last semester of my 3 yrs of poly. gosh~ so fast~

yest lesson end quite early cos huang yan let us of early so we r off by 10 something. act suppose to go to imcb to do prj one but zakir went france le then somemore today no one is gg back the lab so me n may cant go back oso. seems like we can only start our prj next wk le.

den yest aft lesson, may went to canteen 1 to meet cherrina for her shoes so we n angela see ji tao stay there to eat lunch. haha~ the beloved yong tau fu. hee~

then aft tt act wanted to stay at library to watch dvd but kns so many pple there during the lunch hrs n there's no dvd station left. so i decided to go town watch movie cos damn xianz ma then angela see went imcb alone though its still early for her.

went town wif may cos she wanna trim eyebrows then me went to cine n buy tik for myself for "the 40 yr old virgin". then along the way, may saw this purple flora bag at level 2. the bag quite nice loh then the prints is quite similar to the Tomato Can one. nice~ then tt bag oso cheaper so act quite worth la. haha~

i so sick lor. shld hv known tt yest was public holiday eve. but i only realised yest when i gotta pay for my tik. haiz~ $8 gone. wah this week macham all the public holidays n holiday eve. the cinema surely earns like mad. haha~

hmmm~ the movie not bad la. consists of some of those m18 stuff. i only think the first pt of the movie when the guy got his morn erection pt funny lor. otherwise the rest is okay~ some things are quite lame loh but towards the middle of the show its a bit bored. quite of those expected stuff wld happen. stuff like the guy n the girl wld quarrel bout small misunderstandings. n oso the guy jus dun dare to tell the girl tt he's a virgin.

but all in all still not bad la quite hilarious so still dun feel tt my 8 bucks is cheated. haha~ but i still prefer rob schenider in deuce bigalow 2. cos rob schenider is much more funnier actor since he got tt qian bian face. haha~

then i saw again the "just like heaven" trailer. omg~ arghhh~ i wanna watch. haha~ i oso wanna watch "chicken little" tt chicken is juz so adorable. hee~

yest went shopping wif my parents cos we gotta shop for present for my cousin's little daughter,si ying. gosh~ si ying is gonna be like 2 yrs old le. so fast sia.

went to plz singapura to look for pressie. but b4 tt went to pizza hut n hv dinner. act my mum wanted to eat at cafe cartel n i oso. then i keep hinting to her to go try out then the food oso not so ex like hard rock's. but in the end we didnt cos i think my dad wld like hiam expensive.

so in the end when we went to b2, we were like passing by pizza hut n i think my dad wanna eat tt cos they've got tt family feast thing for $36.90 so in the end we were at pizza hut.

we ordered tt cheezy larva pizza, the large one in fact n oso the nachos salsa n the combi platter. the side dishes are not bad. but tt pizza is so damn big cos it's like the diameter is 13inches long. kaoz damn big. n since it's like the cheesy pizza it is really damn cheesy. haha~

it's not bad when u eat 1 nia but aft tt u will be damn full n sick of it when u eat the second one. haha~ so damn full tt i will not touch pizza for another 6 months. haha~

aft tt din find nice kid stuff at ps so went to og orchard there to look for nicer clothes. my sis saw this nice tigger clothes for kids n it's very sweet n nice lor for little girls. haha~ then somemore si ying's mum aka my cousin, sheelia, likes winnie the poo stuff so shld be ok la.

then aft buying the pressie, i went n look around n saw this very nice skirt wif some sequeins on it. quite nice. abit the boho style. but too bad the largest size is L nia. if got XL i surely buy. cos L fits really juz nice. if not a bit tight n i m sure i cant eat anything while i m wearing the skirt. haha~

then oso tried 1 long boho skirt. wah lao i like it lor. but damn its long. until my ankle kinda long. worst my upper body length is short n tt makes me realy hilarious wearing it. but i so damn like it. hai bo bian. y is it i hv got the bad genes of my father. *sobz

wahahahahaha~ finally i gotten my papillio madrid cherry fruit. yeppy~ so damn happy.

but then i think recently i m juz crazy for shoes. i oso want tt bronze pointed heels i saw in pazzion. o my gosh~ i hv no $$$ le.

yest went to jurong pt wif kai wei n met up wif jo n jy to watch deuce bigalow 2. met kai wei first at our work place b4 meeting the other 2 girls. so damn happy when jo replied me in the morn telling me tt she could join us for the movie as she's able to shift her tution. haha~

we caught the 7.25pm show n b4 tt went mac to hv dinner cos i got coupons ma. haha~ we all damn budget sia cos all no $$$ le aft gg out on sat. haha~

hmmm~ the movie really not bad. very funny lor. quite a lot of those witty n dirty conversation n some scene tt is obviously not meant for kids under 16. haha~ quite worth la i think cos i really liked comedy a lot. n i rather pay $$$ to enjoy myself rather than like scaring myself by watching horror flicks.

saw the "just like heaven" trailer. omg~ i wanna watch tt show. haha~ cos i think its a romance comedy n its starring Reese Witherspoon (the "legally blonde" female lead) n oso starring Mark Ruffalo (the "13 gg 30" male lead). omigod~ though its like bout a ghost story but when i saw the trailer its seems quite touching n hilarious. hai~ still gotta wait for some time cos its only coming out on 10 nov.

hmmmm~ now playing games. well~ as usual i m playing neopets. i m in the midst of earning more neopoints. (recognise my pointer? it's the island faerie) wahahaha~ juz not in my mood to chiong my novels. hee~

then, yest finally met up with jing yun, johanna n kai wei le. me met kai wei n jy first to go shop shop first b4 meeting jo cos she got tution in the aft. but as usual the 2 girls were late. haha~ xi guan jiu hao~

so i went gio n tried out the jeans but dun really like it. so in the end i juz bought 1 black lacy top tt my mum insists i shld act buy cos the cutting quite big n shld look gd on me since i m very big size. haha~

well~ quite qiao cos i saw yifang at wisma then she oso meeting ziqin to look for bday present. aft meeting jy n kai wei, went hv lunch at mos burger cos its only me who haven had lunch. sat there like 1 hr to hv drinkks n chat b4 we head down to far east.
(hmmmm~ its like again like 1 month ago when we went out tgt~ i hv like 2 days of consecutively gg orchard n far east.)

anyway~ we helped jy to scout for a belt then aft walking 1 or 2 rounds i think we a bit tired le so juz went to long john's to sit down n continue to chat. we quite cheapo cos we din buy any drinks yet we like sat down there for like an hr plus to chat n oso think of places to eat since we really hv no idea where to eat lor n we r so sian wif swensen's le. haha~
then jy bought us some little souvenirs frm china since she had went there for a trip with the sch. such a lucky girl. haha~

then on our way to taka the breeks there for dinner, saw elaine working at lucky plz the gio. met jo at breeks to hv dinner. ate the baked rice there. not bad la the baked rice. quite cheezy n got the tomato paste (like the pasta sauce) unlike swensen's n the serving i think is bigger oso. ok la~ the price not very ex.

since breeks we cant like stay for hrs to talk so in the end we went to cine the tcc there to hv some desserts n catch up with each other.n meanwhile on our way, we took neoprints. yeah~ haha it hv been ages since we last took pict tgt.

hmmm~ i had mocha villa at tcc. its quite nice cos it got 1 scoop of vanilla ice cream floating on top. yummy~ *slurps
then we ordered 2 cakes-american cheese cake n the hazlenut crunch cake(sth like tt) n share it since we juz had dinner. haha~ the cakes are not bad quite nice oso.

wah~ we really quite mad i think. haha~ sat there like 3 hrs till almost 10 b4 we left tcc. haha~ we quite ji zha sia. aiya girls are like tt. we juz talk anything n everything under the sun. wat do u expect when there's like 4 girls tgt. haha~

then when we left tcc jy was like suggesting we walk around orchard until 11. haha~ mad arh~ which shopping mall still open at tt time. haha~ so juz sit infront the taka sq there n we continue to chat till 11.

gosh~ its like although we are out like almost 8 or 9 hrs, but we really like spent more time talking then walking around. so its like we r act not tired lor. even my mum was like complaining y is it we got so many things to talk? haha~ she juz cant understand.

mayb its sometimes when u make an effort to meet up like every few weeks or so n catch up wif each other's life for the past few weeks, suddenly u got like lotsa things to say to each other. n tt hv always been my reason when my mum nags at me for like we always got so many things to talk to.


Friday, October 22, 2005

din went back to do prj since we janine helped us to change solutions for us. thanks to her we were able to go out n slack. haha~

met may at ikea since she wanted to buy a plain photoframe so accompany her there then oso can shun bian go n eat the well known swedish meatballs there. wahahaha~ then we oso met ming hui at the restaurant there.

hee~ we shared the meatballs those 15 pieces one n i had the 2 chicken wing n 1 choc dessert. gosh~ it is sooo sinful. but the chicken wing n the meat balls are really very nice. haha~ esp i m a carnivore.

then aft tt went n scout for may's thing n while queing up at the cashier, saw pei xin at another cashier but i din call him la cos i think he with his wife. haha~ aft tt we took a cab to great world city since ming hui is working there at a stall.

we helped her a bit to set up her stall for a while b4 we head down to orchard far east to walk walk. long time din go there walk walk le. but i guess i will still hv another chance to shop the nxt day. haha~ since i was gg out wif jo they all.

hmmm~ so nice to not hv to do prj esp we hv been almost working non stop during our vacation. haiz~ somemore no $$$ one. haha~

wahahaha~ heng arh~ got the 8am class for my IS. at least we can like go back 2 or 3 times a week to do prj otherwise damn sian lor. cos my time table sucks to the core man. dun hv a full day to do prj. kaoz~ gotta split like 2 consecutive days to do prj. wat the ~ haiz~ sianz~

today quite slack la. cos zakir din give us anything to do except we gotta change solution for the kidneys. heng janine help us to change the solutions in the evening. otherwise me n may gotta stay back like 4 hrs to change solution. wah~ siao~ haha~

hmmm~ quite sianz~ hv been playing neopets for like pass 4 hrs. yea~ i noe i m childish playing this kinda games. but ni yao zhen yang~ haha~

life has been boring.nth much hv happened except tt i hv been gg to biopolis to do prj everyday. hai~

hv been repeating the IHC n IF for like weeks le. quite xian but bi bian. but quite happy tt this week we finally got some better results. at least our slides is not always having high background n today we got fantastic IF staining acc to Zakir. haha~

quite slack. hv been either like working in the evening or slacking on my sofa to finish reading all my novels i borrowed. hee~ my latest accomplishment is Angels & Demons by Dan Brown.

let me recap what i hv done for the past FEW weeks~

Friday, September 23, 2005

hmmm~ met up wif beibei, yan jun, qing feng, kc, ming hui, zhi hui, terry n may to hv dinner. met at hereens cos having dinner at marche. haha~ the real surprise is really tt kc jing ran cut his hair when he quite bao bei his hair one. lol~

waited quite long for the queue lor. sooo many pple. marche very nice meh~ i m not very onz at gg to marche to eat one la but it still acceptable if my frens wanted to go.

quite pissed when one waiter told us there are seats for us, and so he ya-ya-papaya lead us to our place n keeps emphasizing he WILL lead us to our seats. den that ass realized tt "our" seats hv been taken by others le n found out there is communication brk down. wah lao~ make us look like idiot standing in the middle of nowhere. kaoz~

anyway, they found a 8-seater table though we got like 9 pple. so, we no choice but to squeeze a bit lor cos of some stupid pple. not bad the calamari n the soft shell crab. quite nice. the food is ok la. some of the guys got the "lap chiong" which they lept making fun of. damn kns~ haha~

aft tt, we all kept asking terry bout his army life den terry oso crack some jokes bout some of the jokers tt can be found. this shows tt this world is full of many diff kind of pple man. haha~

really like wat they hv bought for me or rather its may choose one la. i got 1 fuzzy peach perfume oil frm the agls n 1 fuzzy peach body lotion (damn big bottle) n 1 bath & shower gel frm may which is frm body shop. hee~ nice. i like stuff frm body shop.

Saturday, September 24, 2005

it hv been ages since i last met kai wei n johanna le. so met up n do some shopping n walk around. went far east first. i m act quite xian wif far east cos the day b4 i juz went far east wif may n quite sinful cos i already bought 1 pair of earing n beads necklace within like 15 min. haha~

as usual, orchard at sat is damn crowded even at far east. wanted to sit down at gelatia to hv waffle ice cream but its damn many pple there n no seats lor. so decided to go walk around again.

finally, aft 1 round of far east there's space at gelatia so we juz grab a seat lor. me and jo decided to eat the taiwan shilin XL crispy chicken n the mee sua instead cos quite nice ma. so, kai wei ate her waffle ice-cream herself since she craving for it.

aft having tt "meal", we already half full liao lor. dunno wat to hv for dinner le. haha~ decided to check out at lido see if there's any novies cos oso a bit xian walking around.

the stupid cinema dun hv much movies lor. cos all are horror flicks which are not my cup of tea lor. when i wanna c movie always no movie de and when i m not free the movies are coming out. xian~act not quite keen to watch The Grimm Brothers de but since kai wei's sis said its not bad so decided to give it a shot.

aft buying the tiks first, i den remebered tt i gotta hunt for shoes for my sis lor. so went charles n keith but there's nth tt fancy my eye so went to u.r.s n see.

den saw this pair of pink pumps called the ballerina i think. very nice leh though my sis dun exactly need a pump but tt one is really nice den somemore i hv been eyeing it the day b4 at heerens le.
haha~
but really quite ex bout $46.90 for a pump which isnt exactly within my budget lor. hence din really try for my size. but jo they all kept asking me to try so i try lor.

then who noes these girls aft asking me to try the shoes le then say its for my bday present. hee~ very nice. really like it.

Tuesday, October 04, 2005

went for class outing tt day. wah~ it is like damn long since we hv seen each other le lor except for kai wei of course whom i hv always met up with. the others like lai quin i still got see them frm the last youth alumni meeting n clarice i hv been in the same lect wif her for 2 yrs n somemore still sees each other at IMCB. others like melanie, sin yee n ming yue i really long time din see them le.

well, basically many hv remained the same. not much change frm wat i see. sinyee is still the skinny tt pple calls, hannah is still very chirpy n loud, lai quin n regina is still so ah siao juz like the way in class, hazel is still the jia kentan cant speak chinese well.

though its like a real small class gathering with only the 10 of us present at marche (ya, marche again for me) but its still nice to see some of the old frens.

i doubt our class can really hv a real gathering esp when there r so many indonesians gg back to their hometown n many futhering their studies elsewhere n some like yen ching n malikka are gone for good.hence, i guess it ll always be the same old faces we gonna see in the yrs to come. haha~

aft the dinner at marche, went to bk at cine to hv some real talk cos marche we r seated too far away le cant really talk oso. its like the typical girl sch thing tt when there's so many girls gossiping there bound to be some loud laughters n i admit tt we r damn loud even at gossiping. yup. typical girls.

fucked up. i m such a fucked up person. i m fucked up in all ways. wateva i did was juz a fucked up. i juz fucked up eveything around me.


call me a trouble-maker cos i always creates trouble for pple in one way or another. i m so damn fucking sick of myself. call me a cry baby cos i always cry whenever i feel stupid or when i m stupid, or i juz plainly looked stupid.


i noe its juz again one of the many depressing period for me. haiz~ its not tt i want to keep on dwelling on my problems n make myself depress. its juz tt i dunno how to solve the problems now. i m stupid for goodness sake.


i m such a god damn loser. thats y i m such fucked up in all ways. i detest loser cos i m one of the biggest anyway. so damn xian wif life. haiz~


used to be quite proud tt i m quite hardworking n yet i m such a pig now. now it seems tt it reaps me no gd either. i m so fucking stupid. it juz so depressing to work now. i dunno wat to do.


i felt miserable tt its always me creating trouble. i m juz really sorry for those tt i hv created trouble for. i dun want to messed up things too u noe. it mayb juz in the loser nature of mine tt in the end the more i dun want something to happen it will sure happen.


fucking loser. fucking fucked up loser.

yoooo~ hooo~
it has been like 20 days since i hv blog. hee~

hai~ nowadays been damn slack n lazy to bring my lappy all the way frm my bedroom to my study rooom ma. haha~

ok i shall recap some of my boring life now since i still hv 1 hr plus b4 zakir comes back frm the animal room.

Wednesday, September 14, 2005

yupz~ tt day we juz finished our genomics paper la~ the paper was ok~ then aft tt me, may, amanda, pei yan, elayna n elya we all went to clementi kbox n sing song.

hmmm~ we kept on persuading elya to go cos she like dun want to go like tt. haha~ we kept on persuade her until she say yes lor cos its like we gg to celebrate her bday in advance ma which is on 28 sept.

paid like only $6.40 nia. damn cheap lor cos we went for the kbox lunch ma. but the food sux la. its the delifrance tuna puff n its quite salty lor n then the ice tea is like damn sweet. dunno wat the hell they r doing. but its cheap la i wld still say the food is still edible la esp we all r very hungry aft genomics paper. haha~

then aft tt went n eat the ah po ling - the famous tang yuan at clementi. not bad but 4 tang yuan already made me damn full le. haha~

then aft tt me joined elayna, amanda n peiyan to little india cos they gg to thread eyebrow. me being very free, tags along lor. hee~ not bad the skill of the threading, but seems a bit painful like tt. cos i see amanda her eyebrow there all red sia. kaoz~ i damn scared lor the pain.

then we head down to ps cos still got a bit of time. very bored leh if go hme so early, so go town kia kia oso shuang. haha~

Friday, September 16, 2005

ok me is damn bores on tt day. cos i hv been at hme to lan for a day le. then somemore i got no story bk to read so damn xian lor. so me went to sch lib to chiong the dvd there. hehe~

i think i str8 away almost 8 hrs i hv been watching the dvd lor. i rather watch dvd then stay at hme watch those dunno wat sai tv. watched i,robort, 13 going 30, bridget jones diary, something's gotta give.

ya~ out of 4 dvd i hv already watched like 3 le. but nvr mind la. i m juz bored. haha~ dun underestimate wat a bored person can do ok. haha~
anyway, all these shows are nice shows so even i watched it twice oso quite nice then oso help me recapped the story ma.

i esp like bridget jones diary even i watched b4 le. so cute lor bridget n lucky she can meet a mark darcy. everytime i watched this show i always wonder is there a real mark darcy in real life. haha~ if so, i really wanna meet him. hai~

then aft tt went n borrow 3 bks to read at hme. xianzZz~

wah kaoz~ today the integrated lab pract exam is such a bloody killer paper lor. damn f*^&ed up lor. such a damn spoiler. bioinfo oso. si bei sianz~

haiz~ fri gonna hv DDD test. arghhhh~ gonna suffer frm brain hemorrhage n brain damage le by next wed. omg~

anyway~ may juz sent me the photos we took last wed. pardon me for the ugly sights of me. hee~ paiseh la~

tah dah~

me & ming hui outside lect hall aft bioinfo test. amiracle we can still smile aft the killer test. haha~

yupz~ the "legendary" mango cake by py.

me~

me again~

the grp of gals who helped me celebrate my bday excluding wei ping

u are rite~ me again~

ya~ the cutting cake "ceremony" haha~

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An UNFORGETTABLE burfday~

Pt 2

yest i got a very nice bday surprise. but at the same time i oso got a bday shock in my life. cos i m damn unlucky lor in the evening when i meeting my mum they all.

yest when i was on my way to town, my mum called n ask me where to meet. she suggested to wait at the HELLO shop, but i prefer to meet at tangs. so when i reach le, i waited for her assuming she haven reach.

then aft bout 10 min, my mum called me and ask me where i m n told me tt they r at taka. obviously i m quite pissed off lor cos she din say tt when she called me, she was already at town le. so i assume we wld meet at tangs. wah lao~ felt like an idiot lor~

then~ aft tt i dun care bout her n took my own sweet time to go to perlini's silver to buy something for myself cos i got 50% discount for my bdat ma. then my mum called me n asked me where i am. i juz told her to meet at crystal jade feeling quite fustrated already.

i take escalator all the way to level 4 the crystal jade palace rest n wait for her. then i feel even worst when i din see them around when they r suppose to wait for me. so my mum called again asking me where i m. i told her i was at level 4 la n she said she was at b2 tt crystal jade kitchen.

wah~ buai tahan~ how stupid can i be to forget there's another crystal jade downstairs. so in a fit of anger i hurried down the escalator n "PONG"! i slipped n fell on the escalator right on my butt.

wah lao eh~ so damn painful lor. kns so damn paiseh tt i fell in such an ugly way. kaoz~ but luckily there's no one at the front n only a few pple at the far end of the escalator. so maluating lor~ haix~ knn~

when i finally reached crystal jade litchen, my butt already like got flower liao. cos pi ku kai hua ma~ wah piang~ anyway~ luckily the meal is still not bad. the xia qiu hua dan horfun (prawn ball scrambled egg horfun) is very nice esp the prawns so big n fresh. then the scallop porridge oso very nice. the scallop a lot sia~ haha~

not bad la the food but quite ex cos we only ordered 5 dishes n its like 70 bucks. but anyway not i pay on so nvr mind. haha~

then aft tt my family n i went orchard og n shop shop cos my mum is one big og fan n she got one 25% discount coupon for the august baby. then, i saw 1 really very nice pair of wedges tt look exactly wat fiona xie had shown in the tv show xiang de mei. wah i like tt design lor. so yup i bought tt wedge.

haha~ felt so acomplished now. hee~ but i paid aHIGH price for it man. i got my right butt cheek swollen a bit. so painful lor even i sleep on my back. so my sleep sideways. yest i observed my big butt n there's a red mark n today it hv transformed into a royal purple mark. cool. haha~

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An UNFORGETTABLE burfday~

Pt 1

wahahahahahaha~ hehe~ yea today my bday. i actually really very qi dai this day will come soon man, but on the other hand, i dreaded this day. cos this is the day tt we wld hv bioinfo test n the dead line for handing up the bioinfo assignment lor. wat the~damn spoiler one leh~

so sickening lor today cos the stupid chai kong chit duah us. he wrote an e mail telling us to go for his ipm tutorial. or else. then stupid teacher told us to 31-08-04. but we went there its ji tao director's office lor. so in the end the whole class din turn up cos i suspect tt he act wrote the wrong venue. but well too bad~ who tell him to zi zuo nie wrote us a warning letter. haha~

then today's bioinfo test sux lor. wat the~ the mcq all nvr teach b4 one.wah lao eh~ another thing tt spoil my mood man. then as usual may finish the test earlier, so she wait for me lor. but very funny leh~ cos when i came out frm the lect hall, i thought tt we wld like juz leave tgt de. but juz felt very strange tt she willing to wait for amanda n elya they all. cos they normally takes quite loong to finish test de.

as time is nearing to 5 o'clock i became more anxious to leave cos i meeting my parents for dinner ma. but anyway, i still wait la. then when elya they all finally came out, they like scurried their way back. i din give a second thought even when i finally saw them at four leaves with a cake. obviously being stupid i m still wondering y are they buying a cake until may said its for me. wah lao~ i so stupid lor. cos may is trying to keep me back for an obvious reason. haha~ stupid me.

wah lao~ i m surprise lor tt they will celebrate my bday. cos normally i rarely hv such a surprise. haha~ ke jian i m such a boring girl. damn gan dong leh~ lol

the mango cake is really nice. n i really wanna again thank may, amanda, pei yan, elya, elayna and wei ping for it lor. hee~ ya an unforgettable bday.

today went to tiong bahru plz tt jap restaurant--bie fu to hv dinner wif kim n our prj supervisor, zakir as a farewell for kim cos she leaving for canada for study soon.

but b4 tt since we hv a early release for DDD, me and may went town for a while cos may wanted to go eyebrow trimming. so while waiting, i went to the paragon metro walk walk a bit.

den saw this guess wallet very nice n metro got big sale so i bought as a treat for my bday. almost the same as may's except tt mine is black n hers is grey. yupz its the bday present for myself. hee~

yupz. then aft tt went tiong bahru n meet them. not bad the food there. the sashimi is really fresh. haha~ n since i first time tried their ramen, i din dare to challenge their spiciness scale. so i juz stick to the level 1 spicy. well, tt a bit spicy for me le. heng i din say i ask for 2 spicy. may was a bit of a siao char bor cos she ask for a 4 spicy level. kaoz~ tried a bit of her soup n i took a while b4 i cld recover. lol

really not bad lor the food but the total price added up was a bit steep but we got order some other sides like the pregnant fish (shisemo) n 3 beers. i din dare to drink to whole glass myself cos i know i ll hv red face. haha~ total the bill is bout $89.90. i think me n may's eyes popped out when we saw the bill. haha~ esp we were quite broke tt day already. but luckily zakir a bit gentlement. a bit nia i mean. cos he paid 60 bucks n the rest me n may share the bill. so at least not tt ex la. hehe~

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Thursday, August 25, 2005

wahahahahaha~ yeah baby~ so happy man~ jiating really made my day cos she gave me the link of the radio blog tt is full of derrick's songs in prj superstar. haha~

http://www.hohweijian.info/#

super happy when noe tt other pple in this case, jiating oso like derrick. heez~ derrick is so damn cute. but too bad he a bit short but its ok. cos he's cute. haha~ he so damn funy de lor esp yesterday de show. so funny tt they bully junyang wif his candyce "affair".

hmmm~ nvr mind tt he can pronounce well cos tt is his cute pts.hee~ then he sings oso very gan dong. hai~ too bad he out too soon le. cant fight wif junyang. so sad. even junyang is out. HOW CAN???

hai~ at least the final show still can see them sing. but so sad derrick gg to enlist soon le. can see him on TV show anymore. *sobs

can only see junyang nia. tt is the consolation.

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eh~ not very true leh~ i dun use red nail polish. tt is so old~ omg~ haha~

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arhh huh~ yup this is really true bout me. the introvert pam.

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oh no~ i m so damn bored. i kept doing these stupid quizzes~

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Haha~ yupz pam i juz a wierd girl. so be careful k? dun ever offend Miss Ang!
wahahha~ *evil laughter
p.a.m is juz a crazy girl living in a crazy world.
told u tt i m crazy rite in my msn nick? haha~

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feels very sad rite now. i juz felt tt i m as if i m a souless girl. i hv no life at all! seeing other pples' life so interesting n here i am on a fri nite staying at hme trying to find some info for DDD pbl. gosh! how sad can my life be?

its not juz not having dates on fri nite. but its juz wat am i here for? i m here because my parents gave me life here or i m here to juz to be a machine to keep on doing reports, prjs and to study. i m damn sick of this crazy life! wat the fuck lor.

i noe there are many pple like me suffering all these nonsense. but i m juz afraid tt one day i ll break down. i noe myself i m not one of those pple whose will-power are superb. in fact i noe tt i dun hv much of a strong will. i cant take it anymore. esp doing assignments tt require to search for info urself n watz best is a lot of things u gotta think by urself. wat lao eh~ fuck off man~

i m tired. i wanna hv fun n not be juz staring at my lap top as if i was an idiot. when can i hv fun? watz best is tt even on my bday 31st aug i oso got bioinfo test n somemore its the last wk of sch n many pract exams and tests are waiting ahead. y cant i hv a bit of time to keep my mind off for a moment?

these are really real crap. crappy life.

arghhhhh~

so damn sian lor~ got tonnes of prjs n reports to finish doing w/in this ridiculously short 7 weeks semesters. wat the f&^#!

its only when u hv been in yr 3 then u will really get the feel of wat is STRESS!!! when we r yr 2 esp in semester 2.1 where we got bout 8 prjs to do at 1 go, we were all complaining how stress we were. complaining so many presentations we gotta do. we juz din noe tt those were act chicken feet compared to when u are in yr 3.

yr 3 u gotta worry enough for ur final yr prj. then besides leh~ u oso gotta worry about other miscellaneous stuffs such as those pbl n presentaions for ur other modules. gosh~ so many deadlines. they are really deadlines cos if i dun hand in on time, i ll be dead by then. OMG!!!

then u want to noe how to differentiate yr 1 n yr 2 students frm yr 3 students?

okay~ yr 1 students are those siao ding dongs who always kept laughing loudly as if nobody's business cos they are not stressed at all. still at honeymoon period.

yr 2 students are those slightly stressed pple who always keeps saying they r very stressed n hv many presentaions to do. but well, they sometimes still can act like siao ding dongs like the yr 1s.

& finally yr 3 students are those tt always seems so depressed tt as if the whole world owes them money like tt. they r tooo stressed tt they dun even bother to tell pple they r stress. cos their frens r equally stress too. they can oso act like siao ding dongs but tt is when they hv really went berserk.

haha~ i noe wat i hv wrote r very ridiculous ba. but tts how i hv acted for the past 2 1/2 yrs. its all in relevance to my behaviour. or mayb i m juz another siao eh.

haha~

ya~ btw~ Happy National Day to all! hee~

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wah~ so hungry now. haha~ cos haven eat dinner yet leh.

[ no voice le]

so sian now~ cos i ji tao today no voice lor. these few days damn sick. eversince mon i soar throat, tues i str8 away got fever. then on wed me n may still went back imcb do prj in the morn n then i got headache. then when i thought i m recovering, n today morn when i woke up i lost my voice.

kaoz~

well anyway, tues went back imcb to do prj. then in the aft when we r gg for lunch, so qiao tt me n may saw kai wei on the bus. somemore its may who told me tt eh isn't tt ur fren bennie? haha~ i cock eye la. too engross wif my own soar throat le la.

hmmm~ hope tt tml i can recover my voice cos i m gg to work in expo lor cos there got fair ba i think. otherwise w/o talking how to do sales leh?

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haha~ yup ofcourse i m not ready to get married la~ duh? no $$$ no bf how to get married? haha~ hmmm~ in a couple of yrs i ll get married? well, hope so if i do get married. tt means someone wants me! haha~

[Soar throat]

ohhhh~ my throat hurts now. so funny lor, juz now in sch i din feel anything funny in my throat n when i got hme my throat hurtz. sianz~

well anyway, last fri went out wif the ex-colleagues in qc. so met up wif liang hua first aft the prize presentation ceremony then we went there tgt. since still early when we reached little india, decided to go the bk at tekka mall b4 meeting them.

finally @ 6.30 the qc gang came. haha~ so happy to see them though its only like 2 wks nvr seen nia. went to ananda bhavan restaurant for some indian food. haha~ to me besides the usual indian food we always eat, i noe nuts bout indian food.

hmmm~ me n roslind shared the masala thosai (thosai wif potato filling) n the batura. act its very nice lor esp the thosai wif the red chilli thingy cos i act dun really like thosai one at first de. n i oso hv mango lassi which kinda like mango yougart. wah~ tt one very nice lor. haha~

so paiseh tt jafar treats us for tt dinner. cos its like they act wanted to meet up wif jafar then shun bian called us 2 iap students along. haha~ chatted for quite a while aft dinner then noe tt jafar now works under gis but his lab is in nanos. haha~ so wierd.

hmmm~ so fast 2 weeks hv past le. omg~~ only 5 weeks left b4 study brk. argghhh~ so sian.